Keep a personal wellness journal on DailyStrength to track your health and communicate with friends. http://dailystrength.org/people/71035/journal Fri, 05 Dec 2008 01:39:52 +0100 DailyStrength RSS 0.11.3.0.6833 (FeedCreator 1.7.2) http://dailystrength.org/images/comprofiler/avatar/71035/1213246940.jpg http://dailystrength.org/people/71035 http://dailystrength.org/people/71035/journal/1411785 Fuck my family. No one gives a shit.. I am so done with my mom and my dad! This is such bullshit. FUCK THIS! Thu, 04 Dec 2008 20:38:24 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/71035/journal/1365847 Fuck Holloween parties. So full of drama and bulls**t.  I just want to go to an Ordinary Life. Have a normal sense and not listen to anybody. Fri, 31 Oct 2008 20:06:05 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/71035/journal/1327783 Today is the homecomming dance. and Im not going. I should be there with my friends but I don't know why I have been avoiding them lately. I am so lost. I am so stirred up in my parents divorce that I haven't been able to think of myself. Writing these journals really help me focus on my pro... Sat, 04 Oct 2008 23:52:50 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/71035/journal/1319173 Well I finally got the news today that my parents are getting a divorce and putting our house up for sale. Not only that but they didn't even tell me. What they pretty much said was pack up all your shit. I am not a kind of person who believes in divorce, especially when my mom and dad seemed ha... Mon, 29 Sep 2008 15:46:31 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/71035/journal/1296146 I guess you can call this a general update. I haven't really done one of these that has told about my issues and fustration, But here it goes. I was asked to go to the homecomming dance with girls I don't really enjoy talking to non the less associate with. I don't know why it's such... Sun, 14 Sep 2008 20:12:38 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/71035/journal/1296145 I guess you can call this a general update. I haven't really done one of these that has told about my issues and fustration, But here it goes. I was asked to go to the homecomming dance with girls I don't really enjoy talking to non the less associate with. I don't know why it's such... Sun, 14 Sep 2008 20:12:33 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/71035/journal/1296144 I guess you can call this a general update. I haven't really done one of these that has told about my issues and fustration, But here it goes. I was asked to go to the homecomming dance with girls I don't really enjoy talking to non the less associate with. I don't know why it's such... Sun, 14 Sep 2008 20:12:32 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/71035/journal/1293661 I would like to think this is going to be a happy journal. I told myself a million times that I wasn't going to get high and he I am, stoned off my mind. I don't know what it is. Im not the same when I am sober. I just love this feeling so much. =] But if this is the only thing that makes me... Fri, 12 Sep 2008 23:47:34 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/71035/journal/1287011 School is okay. I have the best classes but I have some people in them that I am not to fond of. and I guess thats normal I will try to stay away from them as much as possible. It makes me sick being around people I dislike because of what i've done in the past. Makes me sick Mon, 08 Sep 2008 21:28:00 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/71035/journal/1279805 It's my first day of school today and I am not excited. I thought I would be.I guess I hope for the best to much then as soon as I am comfortable I expect the worse. I hate my mind. I have zero confidence when I comes to meeting new people. It's ridiculous. Whatever though I just need t... Thu, 04 Sep 2008 09:29:05 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/71035/journal/1234301 I have a pretty big race today. I am not quite sure how ill do. Im running with the best runner in the state so I have to stay on his ass the whole time. I am pretty confident that I can beat him, but I don't know I am a little nervous this morning. It's exciting.  Fri, 08 Aug 2008 09:54:57 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/71035/journal/1207097 Day and Night the lonely stoner seems to free his mind at night. He is all alone, some-things never change. When I hit that weed this is how I feel and I like it. I have no idea why. No one can stop me, I free my mind at night. I smoke a bowl then Im on my way into the dark until I can see... Thu, 24 Jul 2008 00:53:43 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/71035/journal/1202678 I try to stay positive most of the time. I don't know why. There is no use. I try to just relax but it feels like I have a million things to do. I don't know how to calm myself down. Mon, 21 Jul 2008 20:40:38 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/71035/journal/1191239 I am so sick right now. My body is just so sore and all I have been doing is running and lifting. I am just so tired. I am just going to go hit the bong and go right to sleep. =[Goodnight. Wed, 16 Jul 2008 00:16:37 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/71035/journal/1186272 I am not here nearly as much as I should be. I guess I lost a ton of friends because of it. But even though things are falling back into place...I am always so tempted to smoke, but I haven't done that in a while. It's not like im addicted, just sometimes when I have nothing to do, It an opt... Sun, 13 Jul 2008 19:36:51 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/71035/journal/1143036 Well my dad went into the hospital today. I have no idea where becasue he never tells me shit about his whereabouts. So what am I suppost to do? He won't respond to my texts or calls. Whatever. He never really does anyways.Thats besides the matter though, I am just trying to make it through the ... Mon, 23 Jun 2008 21:41:17 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/71035/journal/1126776 I tried to post a huge journal for everybody. Probably the most deepest one ever and I hit the delete button and I am so not writing it over. It was like two pages. =[ Mon, 16 Jun 2008 19:56:31 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/71035/journal/1118447 Girls are retarted. This is exactly why I don't want to get involved. I cant have a simple conversation with any girl without them changing the story up ENTIRLY. !!!! I am so mad its not even funny. I know I shouldnt have to worry about shit like this, but It's hard when I have to choose bet... Thu, 12 Jun 2008 21:44:19 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/71035/journal/1102525 WTF! I don't know where to turn to anymore. I don't know how to handle shit anything anymore. I don't know who my friends are. I don't know who to turn to anymore. No body calls back. I have no body. Whats the use? all I can do now is fire up the weed. I have to. I have nothing,... Thu, 05 Jun 2008 19:38:30 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/71035/journal/1093966 I really hate the high school track and field rules. If you fasle start even once, your out of the race.  I mean I am not a senior, but if I was that would be my last track meet ever and I would have to end it by disqualifing. I still have next year to get my 400 time down but, it has been very... Mon, 02 Jun 2008 10:04:36 +0100