Keep a personal wellness journal on DailyStrength to track your health and communicate with friends. http://dailystrength.org/people/70141/journal Sun, 12 Oct 2008 19:57:25 +0100 DailyStrength RSS 0.11.3.0.6833 (FeedCreator 1.7.2) http://dailystrength.org/images/comprofiler/avatar/70141/1213273421.jpg http://dailystrength.org/people/70141 http://dailystrength.org/people/70141/journal/1057037 Thats the thing about people knowing anything about you before you even meet them. Its that you have to work just to get them back to knowing nothing about you. Fri, 16 May 2008 14:56:00 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/70141/journal/910393 well things haven't felt like they have gotten any better. I went without taking my medication monday night like the doctor said to do, and I didn't sleep at all that night. I may have gotten like 30 minutes of sleep from laying there all night long. It sucked really hard. I went to bed... Wed, 19 Mar 2008 08:59:25 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/70141/journal/902726 I want to apologize for my last journal entry that I took down. I'm not sure what came over me, but I do know that it was not a good thing. I want to give a special thanks to doug and to Audrey. they made the difference. I'm sorry for posting that entry. I'm sure that time will heal, but... Sun, 16 Mar 2008 11:03:41 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/70141/journal/901877 Sat, 15 Mar 2008 22:06:29 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/70141/journal/818487 So I don't think that people are actually looking at my profile.  Because, I have got maybe 2 hugs in the past 2 weeks from people. And I have been giving out a lot, but no one seems to respond to me. Just one more part of my depressing life I guess.So I went to a counsilor the other day.... Wed, 13 Feb 2008 07:34:19 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/70141/journal/784741 So lately I've been feeling depressed.  It just seems like life is overwhelming me.  The shrink has changed my medicine a lot. more than what I wanted.  But they think this will do it for me.  But I don't know.  I really feel crappy sometimes.  I've been thi... Thu, 31 Jan 2008 16:35:55 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/70141/journal/742812 Wed, 16 Jan 2008 13:54:52 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/70141/journal/711051 fdfdfdfd Sat, 05 Jan 2008 01:18:00 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/70141/journal/705033 So I haven't written in a very long time. Things have been hard for me. My grandpa died a few weeks before Christmas, which was hard for the whole family. My grandma gave me a lot of his things so that I would always remember him. Its still wierd though. I saw him at Thanksgiving and he was fine... Wed, 02 Jan 2008 21:19:43 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/70141/journal/694932 Sat, 29 Dec 2007 18:38:32 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/70141/journal/591399 Well I am at school right now. I had a little misfortune with that girl I asked out. But for some reason I still want to be friends with her. Even though she crapped on me. It seems to be the new standard for my friends. I meet someone, get to know them a little, then they piss all over me, and I se... Mon, 12 Nov 2007 09:58:49 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/70141/journal/588174 I'm starting to get over my diapointment with this last girl. I really did like her though. I don't understand why some people are the way that they are. Why they go through life stepping on other people to get to the top of the imaginary pole of life. The older I get, the more I realize how... Sat, 10 Nov 2007 19:02:15 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/70141/journal/585955 Well that girl finally replied to an e-mail. She explain how she got back together with her boyfriend and never should have said yes to going out with me. So that is great. that means I'm 8 for 8 on getting screwed over. I don't understand why this keeps happening to me. I don't understa... Fri, 09 Nov 2007 17:14:25 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/70141/journal/583904 So I finally got enough strength to ask a really hot girl out who is in one of my classes. She said yes, but everything since then has told me no. She won't answer her phone, won't reply to e-mails, won't talk to me at school, won't do anything. I'm getting pissed off. I tried to... Thu, 08 Nov 2007 18:59:15 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/70141/journal/566720 I haven't journaled in a while. Been too busy to. But I have had my ups and downs. I feel like my medicine may not even be helping me. I wish I could just stop taking them all together. But I know that I shouldn't do that. But I have thought about it. I wish I could feel like myself again. I... Thu, 01 Nov 2007 15:26:13 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/70141/journal/566289 Hello, and thank you for calling the Mental Health Institute If you are obsessive-compulsive, press 1 repeatedly If you have multiple personalities, press 2, 3 and 4. If you suffer from post-traumatic stress disorder, press 5 but do it v-e-r-y- s-l-o-w-l-y and carefully.If you are dyslexic, press 6.... Thu, 01 Nov 2007 11:58:45 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/70141/journal/498950 I got put on my 5th medication yesterday. I'm starting to wonder if these meds are even helping me. Things are so confusing for me right now. I'm wondering what the point of my life is. I don't think that I will ever be able to get back to being who I really am. I feel as though I'm ... Wed, 03 Oct 2007 21:10:43 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/70141/journal/478962 This week has been PISSY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  Tue, 25 Sep 2007 19:27:41 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/70141/journal/451049 I have been having some problems with things at school. Or I guess more like feelings about school. I'm not sure why I'm having them but I do know that they suck. I realized that I was being brain washed by me therapist. So I am going to see if I can find another one who will make me a ... Fri, 14 Sep 2007 09:27:11 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/70141/journal/429849 Things at school are going okay. I had to transfer a class because I did not like the proffessor at all. So this new guy seems really nice so far. I told him that I needed to pass his class because this was my 2nd attempt at it, and that I had a mental disorder that sometimes is a learning block for... Wed, 05 Sep 2007 18:38:49 +0100