Keep a personal wellness journal on DailyStrength to track your health and communicate with friends. http://dailystrength.org/people/68756/journal Fri, 05 Dec 2008 01:39:39 +0100 DailyStrength RSS 0.11.3.0.6833 (FeedCreator 1.7.2) http://dailystrength.org/images/comprofiler/avatar/68756/1213249613.jpg http://dailystrength.org/people/68756 http://dailystrength.org/people/68756/journal/1037770  "But if the Spirit of him that raised up Jesus from the dead dwell in you, he that raised up Christ from the dead shall also quicken your mortal bodies by his Spirit that dwelleth in you". Romans 8:11  I declare by the power of the Holy spirit that raised Jesus from the dea... Thu, 08 May 2008 13:04:52 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/68756/journal/555315 I should be crying but I am fed of it. These days I just stare blankly stare at my doctors moving lips while they yet again harshly deliberate. I was researching into second opinions to possibly get the tumors removed surgically, well palliative surgery in my case, I have been strongly advised ... Sat, 27 Oct 2007 19:42:56 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/68756/journal/373287 Intouch Ministries treasure of sermons that help me when I am on the brink. May God Bless Charles Stanleyhttp://www.intouch.org/site/c.dhKHIXPKIuE/b.2295509/k.9338/Audio_Archives.htm Tue, 14 Aug 2007 14:42:26 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/68756/journal/359304 Much needed inspiration from jvegaPsalm 34I will bless the LORD at all times;His praise shall continually be in my mouth.2 My soul shall make its boast in the LORD;The humble shall hear of it and be glad.3 Oh, magnify the LORD with me,And let us exalt His name together. 4 I sought the LORD, and He h... Wed, 08 Aug 2007 17:33:41 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/68756/journal/346765 I love early morning walks, watching mother earth wake up; as she gently nudges her wild flowers, grumpy trees , the birds taking a soft plunge in the cool water, the little clouds making bubbles in the sky; her beauty never ceases to amaze me. I pray I will s... Fri, 03 Aug 2007 08:34:31 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/68756/journal/345617 Spending endless hours crying...I dont even know what about anymore. One minute I am having the best fun the next I am blowing my nose into my blouse. I do feel a lot better though, I used to think crying was something cowards do. But I am stronger, with each loud cry. I feel giddy afterwards though... Thu, 02 Aug 2007 18:46:45 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/68756/journal/323748 Sun was shinning so bright this morning; I didnt need another excuse to leap out of bed. My appetite wasnt good but I drank lots of orange juice , munched on some blue berries. I put some music as well, I just love Justin timberlake! Well I did feel sexy after listening to a couple of tunes. And I v... Tue, 24 Jul 2007 14:27:07 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/68756/journal/320030 Reason to live: my family, Fear of hell Mon, 23 Jul 2007 04:33:41 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/68756/journal/316139 Had oxaliplatin this week, still feel likeI have been run over by a bus. Sometimes I just want to gO!!!! Sat, 21 Jul 2007 11:18:52 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/68756/journal/304414 The fear that grips me daily, the bitter tears I hold back, the mental torure,  when I think about this battle. I avoid looking at the clock, I dont want to know how long I have been in this pit and dont want to guess how long I have left. I have so many questions but not a single per... Mon, 16 Jul 2007 18:46:55 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/68756/journal/301403 Nice enough whether, I am still counting my blessings. One thing I have learnt this week is that I dont need to lean onto people for suport as much as I think because they same people who strenghthen can also easily hurt me. Had an argument with someone I trust, and she reminded me that I was "... Sun, 15 Jul 2007 15:26:20 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/68756/journal/283911 I went to a friends birthday party yesterday. I was looking forward to attending as I had not seen a lot of my girlfriends since I fell ill. But my journey there was delayed by a panic attack I had just as I was leaving the house. I suddenly became so unsure of myself and almost decided to stay... Sun, 08 Jul 2007 05:57:46 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/68756/journal/269166 Feeling good today, appetite is great, the pains are at bay. Nice weather, spending some quality time with family , I am just grateful to be alive. God is good. Sun, 01 Jul 2007 12:44:24 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/68756/journal/267897 I dont know how one is suppose to cope with illness and everyday life problems honestly. It's like you wish because you have all these illness to deal with with, life would be less cruel; but no all that is meant to go wrong seems to go wrong at exactly the same time when you are sick and helple... Sat, 30 Jun 2007 17:55:27 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/68756/journal/267039 I can now look forward to logging onto daily strength, because it is quite personal indeed, all the lovely hugs, flowers and prayers; I am very grateful to all of you. Made through another hectic week, woke up with pains, I have been trying to wean myself off the pain killers but unfortunately I nee... Sat, 30 Jun 2007 07:55:56 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/68756/journal/261012 I keep starting to write but change my mind...I'm thinking I cant write that what are other people going to think. But here goes...I am tired of going for my treatments I want to quit. I want more out of life, I am tired of feeling sick and reacting with the chemo and medicines - i am just reall... Wed, 27 Jun 2007 14:58:46 +0100