Keep a personal wellness journal on DailyStrength to track your health and communicate with friends. http://dailystrength.org/people/68696/journal Fri, 05 Dec 2008 01:39:32 +0100 DailyStrength RSS 0.11.3.0.6833 (FeedCreator 1.7.2) http://dailystrength.org/images/comprofiler/female.gif http://dailystrength.org/people/68696 http://dailystrength.org/people/68696/journal/307842 It has been awhile since I spent any time writing. I have been allowing things to pile up and find I am keeping so much inside. I seem to only be able to put down those cries in words. The ones that ask why me and why no saviour. I have been tired for the last week. Some of it a very good tired. Las... Wed, 18 Jul 2007 00:18:20 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/68696/journal/305679 "Oh my great Creator: Help me this day to love myself. I can't give away anything that I don't have myself. If I am to love others, then I must love myself. If I am to forgive others, then I am to forgive myself. If I am to accept others as they are then I need to accept myself as I am.... Tue, 17 Jul 2007 08:19:31 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/68696/journal/305670 Sooooo is this what rock bottom is? I don't even know what to say. I want a fairy godmother to fix my life. The more I try the worse it gets. I am making promises I cannot keep. I am starting to hide out from people. I cant sleep. I cant eat - maybe that is a good thing. I am beginning to lie. A... Tue, 17 Jul 2007 08:15:04 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/68696/journal/276687 I have not written in a few days. It has been up and down and around the bend and I am finding it very hard to deal with. I feel like I am in the deep end of nowhere and sinking fast. The money thing continues to be an issue in every part of my life. I find it so friggin hard to look at my life and ... Wed, 04 Jul 2007 21:19:55 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/68696/journal/255871 You know how you wake up and just so want there to be some kind of message for you, somewhere - something that tells you all will be okay for today - well not there. I hate this gut wrenching feeling - this feeling of doom that hangs overhead. I am a dreamer - I want a quick fix - my mommy to j... Mon, 25 Jun 2007 12:22:36 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/68696/journal/255142 I can't sleep. I have not had a good sleep for so long.... I am tired. I want to learn how to say "NO" and be okay with it. I want to stop making up reasons I cant do something or go somewhere or help someone. I just want to be able to say "NO". I think about ways out of all ... Mon, 25 Jun 2007 02:38:07 +0100