Keep a personal wellness journal on DailyStrength to track your health and communicate with friends. http://dailystrength.org/people/67782/journal Fri, 05 Dec 2008 01:34:53 +0100 DailyStrength RSS 0.11.3.0.6833 (FeedCreator 1.7.2) http://dailystrength.org/images/comprofiler/avatar/67782/1213251503.jpg http://dailystrength.org/people/67782 http://dailystrength.org/people/67782/journal/1392778 Its been a long time since i've been on here But i thought i should to say whats been happening in this past year.... Its been over a year now that my daughter Jade passed away.. There is not a day that goes by when i dont think about her i love her with all my heart Me and m... Wed, 19 Nov 2008 22:09:05 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/67782/journal/567353 My Niece JodieLou has become a member here you may see she has a lot of problems it would make me happy if you would all add her as im very scared she'll go the same way that my beautiful Jade did :'( she means a lot 2 me she's the closest thing to my daughter they are so ... Thu, 01 Nov 2007 20:31:45 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/67782/journal/491115 I have opened up an account here in Dailystrength. My name is jadesmum I know that some of you said,  to tell you when i'v opened up my account i have but i won't be on there for a while, It doesnt feel right, Im sorry i cant be on here for a while i need to grieve f... Sun, 30 Sep 2007 20:14:39 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/67782/journal/490212 Thankyou All- Please ReadThankyou all for your kind words they mean a lot to me and Jade's family we are trying really hard to keep it together but the grief is umbearable but again thankyou!You are all special people and please please try and have a good day you are here on this earth alive wel... Sun, 30 Sep 2007 12:36:36 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/67782/journal/487997 Please Read!This is Jade's Mum here i don't really know where to start this letter as it may come as a shock to her friends on here i will also be sending this to her friends who she speaks to, for them to know what is happening!I had NO idea what so ever that my daughter was feeling this wa... Sat, 29 Sep 2007 10:46:09 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/67782/journal/444808  Not Loved!!! I hate feeling not loved my family all hate me and i dnt no  well i have a guess They think im strange they think i hav some sort of personality disorder yes they told me that themselves nice wasnt it!! They think im mad 4 coming on my computer all the time and... Tue, 11 Sep 2007 19:39:59 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/67782/journal/390515 Im Tired  Im tired of life im tired of lying 2 people about my life sayin how its all good i hate it i realli do i dnt think its goin 2 get any better they say the onli was is up now but im not sure it keeps gettin worse and worse ='( Tue, 21 Aug 2007 15:07:39 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/67782/journal/373822 Am I Alone??I get a funny feeling,it comes from deep inside.I get all mad and angry,wanting to go and hide.My doctor calls it depression,my dad says it's just me.But the thoughts and feelings,no one will ever be able to see.Some say I'm psycho,some say I'm just weird.It's like I'... Tue, 14 Aug 2007 18:51:28 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/67782/journal/372391 Perfect I am not, nor will I ever be.I don't know why people like me, I'm just being me.I never get things done, I never get it right.My life a constant battle, in which I loose the fight.I see people living happy, showing a lot of pride.Wanting to be like that, I begin to cry and hide.Every... Tue, 14 Aug 2007 07:14:13 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/67782/journal/364331 Hi Every1 i think i should start by saying im sorry, i havent been on here 4 a while i moved out of my mum and dads 4 a while but i am happy 2 say i am back now a lot of things wer goin on and i just needed some space from them does that sound bad??you all mean a lot in my life now so i ho... Fri, 10 Aug 2007 17:26:23 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/67782/journal/263059 iv made a promise 2 myself that i am not goin 2 cut anymore after my friends c'in me the way i was!!!Im in hospital 2day but theyv let me come on the internet 4 a little while!! I feel reali bad 2day bcuz i cut badli last night and my friends wer here earlia in... Thu, 28 Jun 2007 12:47:30 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/67782/journal/260964 im in a very bad mood my friends decided 2 tell her ova friends wat iv been doing 2 myself i hate her at the moment Y is she doing this shes really upset me n confused me i thought she was my friend and she goes and does this :'( Wed, 27 Jun 2007 14:36:11 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/67782/journal/259209 i was at my best friends house when she seen the cuts on my arms iv been found out!! but in a way i was glad because now she no's she said she will help me!! i sat there crying in her arms but u no what it felt good 2 actualli feel loved she is like a big sister 2 me!! so 2nyt i will actuali b a... Tue, 26 Jun 2007 19:52:58 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/67782/journal/253354 I'm still feeling bad 2day reali bad infact!! I had an abortion 6 weeks ago and the baby is in my mind n im reali suffering 4 it im so sowi baby the onli reson i did what i did was so that my ex couldnt harm u in any way and that u wouldnt hav 2 live the life that i hav had 2... Sun, 24 Jun 2007 07:53:42 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/67782/journal/252587 2day i hav been feeling very rough iv had heart burn all day n it hurts so much!! :(Keep getting more and more erges 2 self harm again tryin sooo hard 2 resist but its soo hard!! xx Sat, 23 Jun 2007 19:58:24 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/67782/journal/250621 I'v managed 2 keep my arms clean 4 7months untill 2day iv jus had the worst day ever jus woke up feelin reali depressed n then saw a knife jus sittin on my kitchen surface n that was it i crumbled n sat ther 4 1 hour thinkin about wat i was goin 2 do 1st bu i couldnt resist anymore n now i feel ... Fri, 22 Jun 2007 19:17:27 +0100