Keep a personal wellness journal on DailyStrength to track your health and communicate with friends. http://dailystrength.org/people/66315/journal Fri, 05 Dec 2008 01:39:19 +0100 DailyStrength RSS 0.11.3.0.6833 (FeedCreator 1.7.2) http://dailystrength.org/images/comprofiler/avatar/66315/1218490082.jpg http://dailystrength.org/people/66315 http://dailystrength.org/people/66315/journal/1376626 havent been on her for a while, havent had much time to go on the internet, been so busy at work. we've just moved location at my work, its so far away now and pain to get to. nothing works at the moment and everything is all over the place. so a lot of work to do, non stop working for me i'... Sat, 08 Nov 2008 16:25:27 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/66315/journal/1293912 i understand now, no one cares about me. so i will just disapear and people will be so much happier cos i aint around now. so thank you everyone. bye Sat, 13 Sep 2008 06:24:56 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/66315/journal/1291708 its getting worse,  have so much shit going through my mind its killing me. its so painful, i cant seem to stop crying, i cry at work, cry walking down the street, cry myself to sleep when i get any sleep.my head is always hurting and its so frustrating. Thu, 11 Sep 2008 18:38:25 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/66315/journal/1289806 not feeling to good, didnt really sleep last night, my head hurts and i'm so tired. i had so many things going through my mind it got me upset and bothered, i couldnt stop crying. its past now, but still feel like theres something over me Wed, 10 Sep 2008 15:07:06 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/66315/journal/1255909 no one cares so why should i bother with myself Wed, 20 Aug 2008 17:09:05 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/66315/journal/1255134 I just feel like crap today, it just hit me. i just wanna go home now, at work at the mo. Wed, 20 Aug 2008 08:55:57 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/66315/journal/1237813 i had such a bad nights sleep(if you can call it sleep), i was in fear, but dont know what of. thats how stupid i am. i was scared, my heart beating so fast. my head hurts, its been hurting for long while now. i'm just talking rusbbish i know, i always do. like i anything i say is important... Sun, 10 Aug 2008 11:06:05 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/66315/journal/1236010 i feel so down today, i just wanna go to sleep and never wake up Sat, 09 Aug 2008 07:15:53 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/66315/journal/1215412 i feel horrible, sad with myself, is there any point of me being around? Mon, 28 Jul 2008 18:28:45 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/66315/journal/1185457 no change, still feel bad. i dont know what to do Sun, 13 Jul 2008 11:20:57 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/66315/journal/1184439 again another thought, and another thought everyday, every minute. i'm scared when i'm on my own, theres so many things i'm capable of doing to myself, its so easy. I think a lot and lots of bad things go through my head, bad things about myself - all my life i just put myself down, make... Sat, 12 Jul 2008 19:41:38 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/66315/journal/1154927 i just want to die Sun, 29 Jun 2008 03:57:41 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/66315/journal/1154912 i cant seem to stop thinking about dying, ending my life and disappearing. i wish i never existed Sun, 29 Jun 2008 03:33:14 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/66315/journal/613594 why do i feel so sick all the time? its really getting me down i just want to feel normal Wed, 21 Nov 2007 17:21:00 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/66315/journal/573725 why do i feel so shit about myself, i find everything so difficult, am i  that stupid???? Sun, 04 Nov 2007 18:53:51 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/66315/journal/531092 its been a crapy day for me today, i couldn't get to sleep last night and had a really bad horible dream that i woke up crying. it wasnt a great start to the day, and all day i felt worried and sad i still do. i dont know what to do  Wed, 17 Oct 2007 14:05:08 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/66315/journal/481493 i think i just deserve every bad thing that comes at me Wed, 26 Sep 2007 18:40:08 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/66315/journal/414900 just added a pic, so you can see who the hell i am. yep i'm smiling but it aint real i wish it was having that done got me down. one of my problems is that when something bad happens ori've done something wrong i gets to me so much that i cant stop thinking about and it makes me hate myself ... Thu, 30 Aug 2007 18:20:29 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/66315/journal/316389 i'm so messed up, and i take it out on the people closest to me, i dont mean to. shall i just keep quiet not talk ever again cos i'll just say or do hurtfull things. i need help but to scared to get any, am i stupid for being like that?   i am so greatful for my best friend, he helps me... Sat, 21 Jul 2007 13:34:58 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/66315/journal/278293 just not feeling any better, but who really cares anywaysi feel sick all the time, cant sleep, dont feel i'm me Thu, 05 Jul 2007 15:17:18 +0100