Keep a personal wellness journal on DailyStrength to track your health and communicate with friends. http://dailystrength.org/people/65355/journal Sun, 12 Oct 2008 04:21:11 +0100 DailyStrength RSS 0.11.3.0.6833 (FeedCreator 1.7.2) http://dailystrength.org/images/comprofiler/avatar/65355/1213247364.jpg http://dailystrength.org/people/65355 http://dailystrength.org/people/65355/journal/1336600 OMFG my "friend" who swore that they would be forever mad at me... said they wanna be my friend again and they hugged me after a year straight of being mad at me!!!! IM SO HAPPY!!!! Fri, 10 Oct 2008 22:30:24 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/65355/journal/1327658 My perfect friend would be someone who would hold me and let me cry in their arms when the persisting memories come up of my grandfather, who was the only man in my life (who was family) who was truely nice to me. I want a friend who will think i'm really cool, and they won't abandon me for ... Sat, 04 Oct 2008 22:14:15 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/65355/journal/1326471 this is a couple lines from a good song by my chemical romance (awesoem band) Back home, off the runSinging songs that make you slit your wristsIt isn't that much fun, staring down a loaded gunSo I won't stop dying, won't stop lying (are you there at all?)If you want I'll keep o... Fri, 03 Oct 2008 22:50:53 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/65355/journal/1258368 This is hopefully my last journal entry ever. This is because i want to be a shrink when i grow up and i want 2 practice now by helping people on this site. So if you would like some help with something that your dealing with, pm me on here and ill help you =)   I might post othe... Fri, 22 Aug 2008 00:27:37 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/65355/journal/1254783 W00t got my glasses today! I CAN SEE AGAIN!!! YES!!!!!!!!! i had 2 wait 4 months for them -.- cause my mom doesnt care bout me =P Wed, 20 Aug 2008 00:35:18 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/65355/journal/1231727 I shot myself... in my dream i had my eyes closed and a gun to my head. i pulled the trigger. I fell for half a second and then i didnt feel anything. I knew then i was dead. Wed, 06 Aug 2008 22:04:43 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/65355/journal/1208782 I had a dream last night. I slit my own throat but i failed in suceeding to kill myself... what does this dream mean? Does it say tha i want to die but my will to live is stronger? I sit saying that i dont care but I will try my hardest to hang on? Sometimes i feel like calling for help but theres n... Thu, 24 Jul 2008 21:45:24 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/65355/journal/1189148 its my birthday and my parents wont let me go 2 a waterpark insisting its too expensive 2 go AFTER they said yes. What the hell! come on its my birthday! and they said yes! I mean i dont even ask for much. I dont ask for allowence or candy or toys and i mean... please just once let me go there... Tue, 15 Jul 2008 01:39:52 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/65355/journal/1100227 i was lying in the middle of the road yesterday. Just lying there thinking about my friends and cutting. I was almost hit by a car. It shouldnt have stopped.... Wed, 04 Jun 2008 21:17:42 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/65355/journal/1099578 I messed up. I was 7 months strong... now im about 12 hours strong... I WONT do it again though i promised my friends I wouldnt... Wed, 04 Jun 2008 16:15:21 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/65355/journal/1095079 my family has never been short on cash. were not rich but we can afford nice things and still have some left over. Have you ever seen a movie where theres a rich family but theyre really disfunctional? Yeah... hollywood got that idea from my family.... sorry Mon, 02 Jun 2008 18:52:21 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/65355/journal/1091277 looking back at my journal moods... im always feeling horrible... also i wanna join a support group but i dont know what my friends will think if i join... what should i do? (the friends im talking about fo to my school, i know them in real life) Sat, 31 May 2008 23:47:57 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/65355/journal/1091235 i know its happening. I can tell because im doing the same stuff as last time. I think im falling into my emo phase. I watching emo vids on youtube and i hav thought about cutting recently. i dont know if i can stop myself. please im asking u for ur support... help me Sat, 31 May 2008 23:21:01 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/65355/journal/1059988 Came close the other day but i resisted =) Sat, 17 May 2008 23:15:16 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/65355/journal/1038281 I cant help but to hear the shouts of my mom and my brother fighting. I hear my brother storm off and my mom slam her bedroom door. GOD GET ME OUT OF HERE! Thu, 08 May 2008 17:04:28 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/65355/journal/952358 I have a friend and shes not talking to me =( and i dont even know what i did to her!!!! WTF! well it sucks cause we used to go out then we were friends for a while then one day she just stopped talking to me! I dont even know why! She says simple words to me now like yes and no but thats about it..... Fri, 04 Apr 2008 14:49:18 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/65355/journal/947283 hey guys sup? i havent cut for around 6 months now! w00t but the scars are still there.... but their fading... but anywhoo if u guys ever wanna talk, im back...muahaha! Wed, 02 Apr 2008 16:09:37 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/65355/journal/557381 I now have chosen a religion. I am a pastafarian. I beleive the Flying Spaghetti Monster created the world with his noodly apendage. Read about him sometime, he's pretty kool. Sun, 28 Oct 2007 19:12:11 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/65355/journal/501655 AHHHHH! I just cut 40 times on my arm! I need everyones support right now! Thu, 04 Oct 2007 23:01:21 +0100