Keep a personal wellness journal on DailyStrength to track your health and communicate with friends. http://dailystrength.org/people/65023/journal Thu, 21 Aug 2008 03:29:07 +0100 DailyStrength RSS 0.11.3.0.6833 (FeedCreator 1.7.2) http://dailystrength.org/images/comprofiler/avatar/65023/1215503639.jpg http://dailystrength.org/people/65023 http://dailystrength.org/people/65023/journal/1189469 Well I'm out of hospital now.That's all I really have to say.Hopefully things will get better, and that was just one of the mistakes I've made in my life.Thanks to everyone for all their support and messages.Oh and Lee, I love you, thanks for everything. Tue, 15 Jul 2008 08:30:46 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/65023/journal/1181217 We all want her back home, it hurts not hearing or seeing her. But no one seems to understand that.The police have advised that Charlotte moves away from any of her ex-boyfriend's family or friends in order to protect her.I say they charge the guys with assault, it's so obvious that they hit... Fri, 11 Jul 2008 05:37:40 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/65023/journal/1179136 Well perhaps things might be getting better? *fingers crossed*I took Charlotte in to town today for abit as her parents requested I didn't take her to have her hair redone cause she might feel forced into it, which I can agree with.Anyway she seemed really happy and it was a sunny day (unlike no... Thu, 10 Jul 2008 09:12:10 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/65023/journal/1178847 Well first of all I need to say thanks to Chris, from the bottom of Charlotte's heart and from me. Those texts meant alot to her, I could tell. And also thanks to everyone else for the messages and thoughts.Anyway I had a chat with Charlotte's Boyfriend last night, as I don't really know... Thu, 10 Jul 2008 03:32:46 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/65023/journal/1176466 Well I went to see her last night. And she does seem to be wasting away, and I couldn't get out of her where all the bruising came from on her.  She mentioned something about her ex's brother but she was crying so much it was hard to understand what she was actually saying.But what surp... Wed, 09 Jul 2008 03:30:41 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/65023/journal/1174197 Charlotte had her stomach pumped again last night, but unfortunatly hasn't been eating much of the food she has been given at the hospital. I must admit it doesn't look that nice, but I need to try and make her understand that she needs to eat.She was speaking to me yesterday night about why... Tue, 08 Jul 2008 03:36:30 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/65023/journal/1172009 Well this is Lee again.I just went to visit Charlotte in hospital and she went unconcious when I was there.The Doctor told me that some of the tablets she took stayed in her system, so she might have to have her stomach pumped again.They were also asking me if I knew of any reasons for Charlotte... Mon, 07 Jul 2008 05:57:10 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/65023/journal/1171909 Okay this isn't Charlotte//Evanzzzeee. This is Lee her best mate.Anyway she asked me to quickly write this blog on all her profiles dotted around the place. Charlotte tried to take her own life over the weekend, mainly due to a mixture of things. Such as her boyfriend, and feeling alone.She... Mon, 07 Jul 2008 03:22:17 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/65023/journal/1165142 Okay.This is getting pathetic now.Everytime I think life is getting better, and put my past behind me.My Boyfriend does something that brings it all back, or even sometimes makes me feel so much worse then I ever had.It's not like he hits me, but he messes with my mind.It's obvious he is usi... Thu, 03 Jul 2008 14:22:23 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/65023/journal/1159244 Ohgawd prom was amazing.The limo came the wrong way up my road, as it's a one way street...Anyway I don't know what to say because everything from getting ready, seeing everyone arrive (making my mum and boyfriend take photos before I arrived!) and the actual prom was amazing.It was a really... Tue, 01 Jul 2008 04:58:02 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/65023/journal/1154925 Feeling quite good today. I'm well nervous about my prom tomorrow though! I'll be saying goodbye to everyone from the last 5 years of my life. The people that were there for me during the death of my best-friend and the torture my ex-boyfriend put me through. Aswell as the ones that con... Sun, 29 Jun 2008 03:56:10 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/65023/journal/1148475 Well I guess me and my Boyfriend are getting on alot better now, but we still have ups and downs, just seems to be downs more often this week.Guess it's getting better because I bought some cufflinks for him to wear to his prom, so I got some roses in return. And just generally his starting sayi... Thu, 26 Jun 2008 06:07:38 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/65023/journal/1148410 Before my best mate Gary died last year in August, he had gone to a college prom. He wrote me a letter to read on my prom, but due to not wanting to ruin my make-up and always wondering what he had written. I opened it last night when I couldn't sleep.I thought I would tell you all what it said.... Thu, 26 Jun 2008 04:34:53 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/65023/journal/1137675 I dont really know what to write today.Mixed feelings as for me and my Boyfriend, but I think it all got resolved.He didn't get with anyone at his prom, but he mentioned something about his ex's saying sorry for dumping him. And he also said his not comfortable around me like he is around hi... Sat, 21 Jun 2008 12:36:32 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/65023/journal/1134794 This morning has been pathetic.I want to go back to bed already.I'm going round my boyfriends today as it is his schools prom tonight, and I know his gonna go home with some girl, and try and trick me into not knowing about it.Oh well.And it's taking me over two hours to cover up my black ey... Fri, 20 Jun 2008 03:51:42 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/65023/journal/1133488 Okay.Quick update.My Ex-boyfriend's brother came round today.Anyway STUPIDLY I let him in my house when I was the only one in.He gave me a hug, and I thought 'Well maybe his forgiven me, and managed to move on?'But I was obviously wrong, I took a few blows to both my chest and face.It is... Thu, 19 Jun 2008 14:53:08 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/65023/journal/1132701 Okay perhaps things aren't perfect with me and my Boyfriend, but it looks like there just gonna get worse.I can't be bothered to even try anymore. Thu, 19 Jun 2008 08:36:27 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/65023/journal/1130239 Well I swear Dr Chate (or whatever his name was) actually wanted to slice me open there and then today.I had more x-rays and to be honest I don't think my jaw is as bad as he actually makes out. I know only 6 of my teeth actually meet when I close my mouth (3 on each side at the back, 2 on ... Wed, 18 Jun 2008 07:32:52 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/65023/journal/1128701 Well tomorrow I decided I am going to visit my ex-boyfriends grave after my hospital appointment.I reliase I am going to have a mixture of feelings when I see some of the flowers people have left him and apparently the photo of him. But I feel it is something I need to do to put this dreadful relati... Tue, 17 Jun 2008 14:48:24 +0100