bill52962's Journal - DailyStrength

bill52962's entry on 08/15/2008 02:52

Fri, 15 Aug 2008 02:52:46 +0100

Well, this is yet another entry. I don't think these stupid pills are doing me any good. I'm soooo depressed right now. I think if it wasn't for my mother, and her condition, I'd just end my life, it's going nowhere fast, and I'm forever locked under someone's control. I...

bill52962's entry on 07/11/2008 03:22

Fri, 11 Jul 2008 15:22:54 +0100

Well, here I am again boys and girls.Latest update on my mother's condition: Well, it was an ischemic (something, something) stroke. Sorry, I fail to recall the technical term for it, but in all it was a small series of mini strokes, and she's got this shard of plaque somewhere in her arteri...

bill52962's entry on 07/04/2008 10:05

Fri, 04 Jul 2008 10:05:12 +0100

This has got to be the worse 4th of July I've ever had. So far she's making good recovery from her stroke a few days ago. She's getting some movement in her arm now, but her eyes aren't recovering quite as fast. At least that's something, hallelujah! I think she wants ...

bill52962's entry on 07/02/2008 04:53

Wed, 02 Jul 2008 04:53:14 +0100

My mother's on the hospital right now from a stroke. I'm not sure what kind, but the docs have currently told me it's plaque built up in her carotid artery. They're going to operate on her very soon, and the the outcome does not look good. Already she's lost movement of her left ...

bill52962's entry on 07/02/2008 04:52

Wed, 02 Jul 2008 04:52:18 +0100

bill52962's entry on 05/16/2008 10:45

Fri, 16 May 2008 10:45:46 +0100

Well, it's the end of one attempt, and soon another's about to follow suit. I can only hope the next one is actually better. It should be. It couldn't possibly be worse than this video. I just hate thinking about how I put so much effort, and time into it. All my anticipation, and excite...

bill52962's entry on 05/16/2008 03:22

Fri, 16 May 2008 03:22:11 +0100

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bill52962's entry on 05/02/2008 10:26

Fri, 02 May 2008 22:26:37 +0100

I hope to have some really good news, but I don't want to say anything until we actually get underway, and things start happening.All I can say is I'm SUPER exited, and full of anticipation! I just pray all foes well. I hope to talk about it later! CIAO! !

bill52962's entry on 05/02/2008 09:16

Fri, 02 May 2008 09:16:02 +0100

Hi EVERYBODY ! !Just wanted to let you all know I've made a big jump toward getting my talents heard. I've posted some of the videos I've done onto youtube! I only put three there, but I'm going to put a few more. I don't have all that fancy equipment to make those really ni...

bill52962's entry on 04/17/2008 08:27

Thu, 17 Apr 2008 08:27:37 +0100

Been feeling better since yesterday, but a few things that are getting me down. Mostly being the thought of having to quit my job. I really like this job other than my having no life (LOL). I actually enjoyed socializing with new folks and driving them to where they need to go. But the thought of my...

bill52962's entry on 04/15/2008 12:29

Tue, 15 Apr 2008 12:29:16 +0100

Man, I took off today, because I wasn't feeling too god. I checked my blood sugar and it 558! !OMG, I don't know what to do, I just took my insulin an hour ago, and it's still so high!I'm at this point where I don't even care anymore. Maybe I should just let myself go??

bill52962's entry on 04/14/2008 11:57

Mon, 14 Apr 2008 23:57:28 +0100

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bill52962's entry on 04/14/2008 11:35

Mon, 14 Apr 2008 23:35:53 +0100

Okay, my friends. By request, another song emerges!It's different. I gave it a dark background to highlight the mood (yeah, whatever) LOL!

bill52962's entry on 04/12/2008 12:58

Sat, 12 Apr 2008 12:58:25 +0100

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bill52962's entry on 04/12/2008 06:26

Sat, 12 Apr 2008 06:26:57 +0100

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bill52962's entry on 04/10/2008 02:52

Thu, 10 Apr 2008 14:52:25 +0100

I feel better for now, but still I feel like everything's hopeless. I'm dealing with having to pay my medical expenses, and no matter what i do, I ALWAYS wind up owing somebody. It just hurts me so much, because I don't think I'll ever get out of where I am. I start thinking wh...

bill52962's entry on 04/10/2008 10:26

Thu, 10 Apr 2008 10:26:33 +0100

I've been told I whine, so.... I'm not going to say what's really on my mind today. I'm gonna swallow this one down, and wear the mask today.my love to you, my friends.

bill52962's entry on 04/07/2008 09:36

Mon, 07 Apr 2008 09:36:03 +0100

Ever have to take an anti-biotic that smells just like fart?? Makes you wonder if it would save you money by breaking wind into a bottle, and letting the gas condense into a liquid........ OMG, I can’t go any further with this! ! Gonna hurl.................... Have a great day y’all! !

bill52962's entry on 04/06/2008 05:14

Sun, 06 Apr 2008 17:14:46 +0100

Well, it's Sunday...Yay.I'm sort of grounded to this bed, trying my best to stay off my leg so it can heal. I even have some kinda goop rubbed on called "icthamol" (or something like that) to help draw out the poison. I think the swelling has gone down, but my skin is starting to l...

bill52962's entry on 04/04/2008 04:41

Fri, 04 Apr 2008 16:41:21 +0100

I’ve been low the past few days....about the lowest I can get. I woke up yesterday with this bump on the back of my thigh. I thought maybe this was what a boil was. After a painful morning at work, I went to the doctor, and he believes I was bitten by a brown recluse spider. Now I’m on 2...