Keep a personal wellness journal on DailyStrength to track your health and communicate with friends. http://dailystrength.org/people/63701/journal Wed, 20 Aug 2008 23:46:03 +0100 DailyStrength RSS 0.11.3.0.6833 (FeedCreator 1.7.2) http://dailystrength.org/images/comprofiler/avatar/63701/1216361322.jpg http://dailystrength.org/people/63701 http://dailystrength.org/people/63701/journal/1254825 hey every one well i got my one year clean(again)hoorayyyyyyyy for moi,so my life is going well ,,,i have to move n 2 weeks,,im suopse to get a 5 bedroom house but it seems like we have havng a hard time to get th poeple out of it by the 1st........my higher power is walking along with me lots latly... Wed, 20 Aug 2008 01:31:50 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/63701/journal/1235398 hello every one today is a painful day my nepheu has passed on 16 years old from a atv accident crashed on a tree ,,,,,,,i'm glad that N.A has showed me how to deal with life on life's term i'm able to deal with tis lost ///////////no one reads my journal anywys but if some one happens t... Fri, 08 Aug 2008 20:53:48 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/63701/journal/1195739 hello every one!!! its been a long time since i have been here ,,been busy with school and work ,,yes i said work i have a job ,,,wo hoooooo !!!!! so any ways i will be celebrating my 1 year clean (again) lol,,,,,,in august ,,,,,so im looking forward to that ,,,recovery is a painful journey and it... Fri, 18 Jul 2008 02:17:49 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/63701/journal/1005835 well i'm feeling much better  even tho i found out i was codependent ...lol....at lease now that o know this i can get help so that is somethign to be happy about ,,,i'm starting this course it's call *woman on the move* and its to help woman that once was abused so get some selfast... Fri, 25 Apr 2008 06:39:23 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/63701/journal/969812 well its been a bit of a hard month for me im starting a course april 28th i finnaly found a babysitter ,,,,,,,,so things are rolling with lots of bumps along the way anuhoo its late need to get some rest can't stoop crying,arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh night Fri, 11 Apr 2008 02:24:05 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/63701/journal/921997 ok well itys been a while since i ahve come here and guess what no message from no one hmmmmm oh well life is good still working on my recovery  but i realize that recovery also means making changes and one of those is judging gawd i judge poeple so bad it's sickening so i have to chan... Mon, 24 Mar 2008 02:10:47 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/63701/journal/857348 ok well this is 2 poeple i lose this week ,,,bruce's dad passed on the day after candy ,,,,,what's going on ? if this is some kind of a test from my higher power i'm ready to trow it back at him and tell him to fuck off!!!!! had surgery this morning feel like a bag of shit!and i have to ... Wed, 27 Feb 2008 15:09:29 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/63701/journal/849256 well i got a phone call today ,,,my sister ion law was found in her bed dead!!! over dose ......to be expected ,,,,,,,i tryed to help but you cant carry the addict you can only carry the message but this is fuck up i hate drugs so much its taking my love one away from me every month almost ,,,,,,,,,... Sun, 24 Feb 2008 19:18:45 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/63701/journal/835335 sick sick sick!!! well i'm so sick of the  freeking snow winter blues are getting worst every day ,,,,,,we had the NA meeting here at my place last night i love it when poeple come over cause my kids were here too and usuallyif i go out for a meeting i  feel guilty for not being at hom... Tue, 19 Feb 2008 14:56:01 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/63701/journal/835280 Tue, 19 Feb 2008 14:29:19 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/63701/journal/821326 its 7 50 in the morning snow every where out there,,,yurk!!! so dam sick of it .got the winter blues and it's affecting my depression i'm trying not to fall in the dark and lonely hole ,i'm pretty hyped about this march peace rally a friend of mine is organizing....i'm really proud o... Thu, 14 Feb 2008 07:57:13 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/63701/journal/820773 well dano is almost out of the wood ,,,,,,he tryed to hang himself,,,pooor kid is a active addict and as we all know the results of being a active addict are jail,institution,death,,,and not always in that order,,,,,so i hope he will do ok,,,,as far as me well im trying to lose weight a bit before s... Wed, 13 Feb 2008 23:52:42 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/63701/journal/788764 Sat, 02 Feb 2008 02:02:59 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/63701/journal/669404 ok im really trying to stay calm but x got a 4 wheeler for my sons b day thats not bad you say well listen to this ,,,first he called on son b day he said ill be 1 hour and ill be there ,,,then i dont hear from him then one of his friend anwsered his phone and told me he was in the hospital cause he... Tue, 18 Dec 2007 00:39:17 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/63701/journal/659229 yep a other x mas wihtout any family but the kids and i ...my kids have no gramparent at all the only one that still alive is my mother but the stupid cunt only accepts my 2 oldest so i told her to f off almost a year ago i will not have some one treat my kids diferently cause they are from 2 difere... Thu, 13 Dec 2007 00:49:20 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/63701/journal/654454 well did a meeting a while ago now i felt better but i still donteel like i really want to make  close friends there ,,,trust is a issue after what happened with crystal and her big mouth ,,,,,,so  its my boy's b day friday hes gonna be 13 geshhhhhhh im old hehehehehh he dont wame to h... Mon, 10 Dec 2007 22:59:45 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/63701/journal/639643 well still no meeting for me **kicking myself in the arsse*** but a  old friend of mine **user of course **calledme tonihgt and asked about the meetings and told me *i ll see you there nance!*** great now i have to go lol well it will do me some good i know it ,,,,beside that welll being back w... Tue, 04 Dec 2007 04:04:55 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/63701/journal/605092 fuck fuck fuck ,,i just wrote a long page and deleted it by accident ,,shit here we go again ,,,,,,,,,wish i wasnt a addict so i could pound a few down right about now ,,,or better yet just one big hit,,,lol hell  what about a FREEKING MEETING ,,,yeah that sounds a lil better i need one of thos... Sun, 18 Nov 2007 02:13:16 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/63701/journal/597887 well  its been a while since i have done a meeting ,,,,,i just been trying to get over the l;ost of my sister and the betrayl of some one in n.a ,,,,,,,,i dont even want to go any more but i know i need to be there ..if i dont i will go out and use again so ,,,,,,,beside that im sorta bummed th... Wed, 14 Nov 2007 20:45:37 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/63701/journal/584433 so i went to  meeting last night it felt so share about the lost of my sister  and i was feel ok there for a lil bit so we all went out side after the meeting to have a smoke and to  decide on going for coffee or not ,,,and ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,then,,,,,,,,,,,, some one approched me and said... Thu, 08 Nov 2007 23:25:11 +0100