Keep a personal wellness journal on DailyStrength to track your health and communicate with friends. http://dailystrength.org/people/63253/journal Fri, 05 Dec 2008 01:35:13 +0100 DailyStrength RSS 0.11.3.0.6833 (FeedCreator 1.7.2) http://dailystrength.org/images/comprofiler/avatar/63253/1219274795.jpg http://dailystrength.org/people/63253 http://dailystrength.org/people/63253/journal/1400074     Hey all,First of all i just want to apologise for not coming on to ds for a while, i havent been to well. Ive had an operation and ive been in and out of hospital, but now im on the mend.I dont know where to start really, my fiance sam went to afganistan on the 21st of sept, ... Tue, 25 Nov 2008 12:31:07 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/63253/journal/1292880 hey guys im sorry i have been a stranger to you all i really didnt mean to be.  you see my fiance is going to afganistan in 8 days he we will be away for 8 months,  so im spending every hour that god sends and i dont take one second for granted beacsue soon he will be g... Fri, 12 Sep 2008 13:09:00 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/63253/journal/1201149 Mon, 21 Jul 2008 04:27:49 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/63253/journal/1201148   I wish you all were coming to my party but i just want you to know your forever with me, maybe not in spirit but always deep in my heart. I'll sing a song for you allxxxxxxxxxxxxx   Mon, 21 Jul 2008 04:26:14 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/63253/journal/1201139   Why do you hate me the way you do?What the hell have i done to you?I can't help who i amBut you can......Why are you so cruel to me?Why do you go out of your way to make me so unhappyIt's a sad thing really,Were meant to be family,You do everything in your power to hurt me,Why wo... Mon, 21 Jul 2008 04:17:36 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/63253/journal/1173143  I would just like to say sorry to all of my friends on here, im sorry for not writing back or sending you hugs and prayers. Its just i've been in such a dark mood lately that i've cut myself off from the world and others around me. And the thought of being alone made me happy for a whi... Mon, 07 Jul 2008 17:12:56 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/63253/journal/1160740   I dont know where to start here it goes.... well i was thinking back 4 years ago how much i sufferd, i thought about the beatings the broken bones and the torment my ex partner put me through, i had thoughts of how much the kicks and puches hurt. all i have ever wanted is too b... Tue, 01 Jul 2008 19:41:16 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/63253/journal/1126436  Desiderata-  Go placidly amid the noise and haste,and remember what peace there may be in silence.As far as possible, without surrender,be on good terms will all persons,Speak your truth quietly and clearly.and listen to others.even to the dull and the ignorant:they too have there story.A... Mon, 16 Jun 2008 16:53:59 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/63253/journal/1117000 I've spent a lifetime of wondering with my head on the ground,Never knowing you were nearest when I was feeling down,Lost in a feeling that I tried to understand,When all I really needed was for you to take my hand.Down the pages of my history echoed the ghost of long ago,I understood it was som... Thu, 12 Jun 2008 09:26:35 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/63253/journal/1116994 I PROMISE As you sit in silence,Wondering whyI'll be your shoulder to cry onUntil your tears run dry.When you've been hurt,And can't believe what they've doneIf you need someone to talk toI'll be the one.If a close friend hurts you,And you don't understandRemember I'... Thu, 12 Jun 2008 09:24:06 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/63253/journal/1116904 I count the hours, I count the days. How much I miss you, I count the ways. I miss your voice, I miss your touch. And I miss the face, That I love so much. How to describe it, There is now way. I walk around, In a permanent daze. I long to feel, Your warm embrace. And to see a smile, Upon your face.... Thu, 12 Jun 2008 08:34:29 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/63253/journal/1116893 I love you more than life itself But I’m afraid to love. My heart is like the fragile wings Of a tiny little dove. I'm scared to get too close. I feel that I can't win. You'll love me for a little while Then you'll set me free again. I've lived so long on hopes and dreams I don't... Thu, 12 Jun 2008 08:28:56 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/63253/journal/1115187 Wed, 11 Jun 2008 14:11:14 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/63253/journal/1115180                            Death is nothing at all  Death is nothing at all, I have only slipped away into the next roomI am I and you are you. Whatever we were... Wed, 11 Jun 2008 14:07:45 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/63253/journal/1110548   Hey all, Tomorrow Is the funreal im not ready to let go just yet but i have no choice.When they play her music ( robbie william Angels) my heart will break, Hazel was the most wonderful and amazing girl you would ever wish to meet. She had such a loving heart and beautiful soul im g... Mon, 09 Jun 2008 16:04:47 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/63253/journal/1105737     Hey, At the moment i'm just sitting in my fairy garden, and i'm watching the shimmery river flow and i like to watch dragon fly's and butterfly's sit along the crystal like stones, there beauty is mesmorizing.My fairy garden is beautiful, the fl... Sat, 07 Jun 2008 09:03:24 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/63253/journal/1103798      Hey,Im troubled and afraid, my mind is still shot to pieces i dont know if im coming or going.I went boxing last night and i just let go..............I managed to get alot of fustration out and many tears too.My Fiance is home soon and im dreading the chat.I know he is ... Fri, 06 Jun 2008 10:47:35 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/63253/journal/1100137                                    This is to all the beautiful women in the worldA woman has strengths that amaze men.She can handle t... Wed, 04 Jun 2008 20:38:44 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/63253/journal/1098597 Help!!!! I promised myself that I wouldn't let it go this far, but it's too late.I have tryed so hard to be the perfect daughter, the bestest girlfriend,and the greatest mother the one and only sister and a best friend, but nothings changed they still wont listen. Everyday I push m... Wed, 04 Jun 2008 08:38:03 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/63253/journal/257806  I was up till 4 this morning, my boyfriend of 15months went back to the army sunday 24th . He's going to the fulklens for 3 months and the sad thing is we already was apart for 2 months whilst he was away in bruni, i only got to spend a day with him. I didnt let my feeling of lonleyness sh... Tue, 26 Jun 2007 07:51:02 +0100