Keep a personal wellness journal on DailyStrength to track your health and communicate with friends. http://dailystrength.org/people/53682/journal Thu, 21 Aug 2008 03:36:33 +0100 DailyStrength RSS 0.11.3.0.6833 (FeedCreator 1.7.2) http://dailystrength.org/images/comprofiler/avatar/53682/1213255064.jpg http://dailystrength.org/people/53682 http://dailystrength.org/people/53682/journal/347708 I've lost count of the times I've criedThese tears just won't stop comingMy eyes are turning blood-redI only hear the plane hummingI don't want to talk to anybodyI just want to sit here and cryI want to cry for hours on endNo one would understand whyIt's only been a few hoursBut ... Fri, 03 Aug 2007 16:48:12 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/53682/journal/317997 Heaven wont have meHell is afraid ill take overINDEPENDENT TO THE GRAVE!!! Sun, 22 Jul 2007 09:06:49 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/53682/journal/317658 You ask me Why did i always cryWhen i didnt even try?You ask me Why was i  hurtWhen you went for the girl  in the mini skirt?You ask me Why did i cutWhen you told me i was a slut?You still ask me why?Because im imperfect...just like YOU!  Sun, 22 Jul 2007 01:56:00 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/53682/journal/317650 Dont wish,Dont startWhishing only... wounds the heart Sun, 22 Jul 2007 01:47:01 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/53682/journal/317523 What happened to the girl i used to know?The girl that was happy and cheerful and had no care in the worldThe girl that had a happy lifeThe one that was everyones friendDid she disapear?noShe simply vanished from existanceWell...maybe vanished isnt the correct word to saymore likeDestroyed, Shoved, ... Sun, 22 Jul 2007 00:08:40 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/53682/journal/317081 Im a fading memoryMy family doesnt even remember meim disspaerinfrom the worldbuthe can still see mewhy is thathe noticesbut whyis this a trickor am i just dreaming?no hes realand im awakefeeling the rush of happyness upon meas he approchescloser and closer he draws nearhe embraces mehes so warmso c... Sat, 21 Jul 2007 20:18:52 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/53682/journal/317065 What's gone is gone, you cant bring it back. It'd be like finding yourself, a small needle in a giant haystack. Invincible I'll try to be. I'll be here for you when no one else is, I have the key to the locket you wear. You say that I'm never there anymore, but really I... Sat, 21 Jul 2007 20:10:40 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/53682/journal/317062 Alone,that's the way i feel,struggling through this world.suffering.hopeless, i walk alone in the dark,snapping twigs underneath me,feeling that i have no where to go to,no one to turn to.lost.rejected from the world,unwanted from civilization.an outcast.it's that simple.i'm nothing to y... Sat, 21 Jul 2007 20:10:14 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/53682/journal/317060 No one knows me, my friends, they don't have a clue.the pain i go through, so unbearable, yet addictive.i'm unpredictable, a soul unlike the rest.i dress so differently, i try to fit in,i just want to let go, and be me, but they cant handle me,they wont accept it, they'd hate it, more th... Sat, 21 Jul 2007 20:09:15 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/53682/journal/317056 All of a sudden i'm pretty.you notice me now, you go out of your way to talk to me,my popularity increasing, i'm the happily ever after girl.you think i fall for it but who are you trying to fooli know you really havent changed, you dont like me within one night,yeah so the boys want to date... Sat, 21 Jul 2007 20:06:50 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/53682/journal/317053 Nobody know who I really am And I’ve never felt this empty before and if I ever need someone to come alongthen whos gonna comfort me and keep me strong?  Why do I always feel this wayIm always cryin aloneTryin to get past all the pain and the liesIm goin home where I belong  But ther... Sat, 21 Jul 2007 20:05:27 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/53682/journal/317045 Put the blade back in my hand, my world is in your control. kill me or cut me. that your choice. end my life, slit my throat. i'm sick of this shit, shitty pain and love. i hate the addiction, to pain. the pain seems unbearable, and the cutting seems to heal, but there's a time when you cant... Sat, 21 Jul 2007 20:00:29 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/53682/journal/316952 Beauty Within I lay here restless, and I shiver cold, I try and be stressless, But all the time that passes me, I get old They call me names, & It brings me to shame, when they dont know me, But they say so in my dreams, I am a beauty, They r the beasts, Someday, They will wake up and see, I... Sat, 21 Jul 2007 19:05:21 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/53682/journal/309712 She lies on her bedthey all want to help herbut they cantso give this excuse instead:" she wont let anyone talk to her. shes just a hopless case. ive done all i can do. mabey someone she knows can get closer. but like i said before ive done all i can do." so they leave her l... Wed, 18 Jul 2007 18:48:08 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/53682/journal/309645 Hey everyone before i post anythin i just wanted to say that i didnt write this...this poem is sopposed to be old but it makes sense and yea.... I went to a party, And remembered what you said. You told me not to drink, Mom, so I had a sprite instead. I felt proud of myself, The way you said I ... Wed, 18 Jul 2007 18:21:39 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/53682/journal/309532 I used to ask you mamawhy did they take me awayi remembered you running alongside the carscreaming "youll never get away"as the lady next to me tried to calm me but you know me i resistedi even bit herall for youi just cried and sobbed but now im older mamanow i know the reason w... Wed, 18 Jul 2007 17:31:36 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/53682/journal/309475 Goodbye DadIll miss youi cant bare the thought of you deadi understand that one of us had to gopleaselet it be me the onei no its hardi cant feel your painbut i can feel mineit hurts like hellbut ill take it for youi love you so muchand i am so unprepairedbut its time for me to goill see you next ye... Wed, 18 Jul 2007 17:07:59 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/53682/journal/309468 She says shes fineeveryone belives herbut i donti can see right through those deep brown eyesshe has cuts on the top of her wristsbut shes athleticpeople ask here why they are thereshe says she meerely scratched herself while bikin or whateverbut i can picture it clearlyher beautiful thick red ... Wed, 18 Jul 2007 17:00:58 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/53682/journal/309397 Nobody knows who i really am Ive never felt this empty before and if i ever needed someone to come along whos gonna comfort me and keep me strongwhy do i always feel this way?? Im always cryin alonetryin to get past the pain and all of the lies i have to find a place where i belongbut that... Wed, 18 Jul 2007 16:34:07 +0100