Litalbear's Journal - DailyStrength Keep a personal wellness journal on DailyStrength to track your health and communicate with friends. http://dailystrength.org/people/5091/journal Thu, 04 Dec 2008 01:13:21 +0100 DailyStrength RSS 0.11.3.0.6833 (FeedCreator 1.7.2) http://dailystrength.org/images/comprofiler/avatar/5091/1213291642.jpg Litalbear's Avatar http://dailystrength.org/people/5091 Litalbear's entry on 10/02/2008 03:20 http://dailystrength.org/people/5091/journal/1324290 Hey everyone, I am doing good other then the itching that is driving me crazy right now. But my real worry is my pet chawawa Bubby.  The other day he was sleeping and when he woke up he could not move his back legs and was shaking terrible he is now blind in one eye and he can use his back... Thu, 02 Oct 2008 15:20:49 +0100 Litalbear's entry on 09/06/2008 02:11 http://dailystrength.org/people/5091/journal/1283415  Hello all,   Well I am back, and glad to be alive to tell you so.. It has been such a long year. I was put in the hospital Aug 12 th  2007. They decided I needed a pace maker defibulator. Had that put in in october 2007. I am not working anymore I am on disablity Yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhh. I... Sat, 06 Sep 2008 14:11:22 +0100 Litalbear's entry on 08/10/2007 12:50 http://dailystrength.org/people/5091/journal/362781 Well everyone I am doing ok.. The heat is getting the better of me. I am still working in a ware house where the temps are as out or hotter then outside.My case against this damn place is going forward. I see my attorney tuesday that the government assigned me. They think I have a case. I still am n... Fri, 10 Aug 2007 00:50:37 +0100 Litalbear's entry on 06/23/2007 04:38 http://dailystrength.org/people/5091/journal/251415 Hello everyone,I am doing great thank goodness. and my nephew is doing wonderful making good progress in his healing it is still going to be a long road but it is a start.Thank you all for your prayers I really do appreciate them.Thanks for being there for me in my time of pain.love ya all Lily Sat, 23 Jun 2007 04:38:06 +0100 Litalbear's entry on 06/16/2007 01:23 http://dailystrength.org/people/5091/journal/235679 Well folks,Sorry I have not been on in a while things have been pretty rough. My nephew so is 24 and owns his own business fell off a roof right on to his head and 20 foot drop on to concrete. Well needless to say his is doing great right now but was not doing so good. His skull is in a freezer unti... Sat, 16 Jun 2007 01:23:32 +0100 Litalbear's entry on 04/08/2007 10:52 http://dailystrength.org/people/5091/journal/106851 well to keep you all updated.. thursday I had another mini stroke and I am having a hard time walking on my left leg but other then that I am doing ok.. I hope all is doing well and Have a happy easter.. love to you all Sun, 08 Apr 2007 10:52:13 +0100 Litalbear's entry on 03/21/2007 04:04 http://dailystrength.org/people/5091/journal/81195 today is alittle better not much but alittle...not as bad as horrible but not better then bad. I just feel really shitty. but I will get over it.. god bless you all.. Wed, 21 Mar 2007 16:04:14 +0100 Litalbear's entry on 03/20/2007 06:36 http://dailystrength.org/people/5091/journal/79968 Today is a day like none other.. it has been a long time since I have been so blue and depressed I can't even stand myself. Death would be a pleasant end to all this pain. There is so many things I want to do and I can't even get the strength to get up most days. I am only 45 and I feel 70. I know ... Tue, 20 Mar 2007 18:36:07 +0100 Litalbear's entry on 03/11/2007 09:48 http://dailystrength.org/people/5091/journal/67951 Today is a good day unfortunately I am working.. The only good thing about working today is my wife works with me. So I get to see her. She has finally passed the kindey stone and is starting to feel better. I hope all that reads this is doing great and having a good day.. GOD BLESS YOU ALL!!!!! Sun, 11 Mar 2007 09:48:43 +0100 Litalbear's entry on 03/06/2007 06:47 http://dailystrength.org/people/5091/journal/62566 Today is just one of those days. I hurt all over my eyes are killing me and I itch like I got poison ivy.. But I can't really complain cause this is one bad day out of 10 so it is a step up and god is blessing me. The meds seem to be working.. thank god.. I hope everyone is well and I send my praye... Tue, 06 Mar 2007 18:47:49 +0100 Litalbear's entry on 02/25/2007 11:19 http://dailystrength.org/people/5091/journal/51752 well folks thought I would up date you all,,,, Last week I was taken to the hospital for heart palpations my heart was racing. At first they thought it was my new meds Plaquenil. So they have me go back off it for a week. well it wasn't the meds. I am having anxiety attacks I thought they were ... Sun, 25 Feb 2007 11:19:21 +0100 Litalbear's entry on 02/09/2007 07:24 http://dailystrength.org/people/5091/journal/36566 Well folks .. I am feeling really good. My meds are doing the trick. I have not had a sign of lupus now for at least a week. I am really tired but lots of rest takes care of that. Now on the down side. My hair is falling out in leaps and bounds. The dr. told me it was a possibility that I will lose... Fri, 09 Feb 2007 19:24:51 +0100 Litalbear's entry on 01/30/2007 06:28 http://dailystrength.org/people/5091/journal/28260 Ok things are starting to look up I feel alittle better no flare ups but I am so tired. I haven't really looked up the side effects yet but I am going to shortly .. I am so glad not to have the flare that I can deal with no energy maybe that will come back once I get use to the meds. Life is pretty... Tue, 30 Jan 2007 18:28:48 +0100 Litalbear's entry on 01/25/2007 08:45 http://dailystrength.org/people/5091/journal/25097 Well hello everyone .. I went to the doctors today. I am back on the steroids not happy about that but he is giving me something to go with it. Plaquenil something like that. plus for the blood clots they are giving me plavixs. I went in to tell them I can afford the meds I am taking and they give m... Thu, 25 Jan 2007 20:45:22 +0100 Litalbear's entry on 01/21/2007 01:11 http://dailystrength.org/people/5091/journal/22256 To All who read my last journal.. I am truely sorry for the way I sounded. I have just been down. I feel worse everyday.. and I pray to god to please take me.. They told me 7 years ago I had a year to live. When it has been the longest year and I feel like crap. Sorry for the wording but there is... Sun, 21 Jan 2007 13:11:25 +0100 Litalbear's entry on 01/19/2007 09:26 http://dailystrength.org/people/5091/journal/21472 Since no one really cares what I say.. I am ok.. thanks all Fri, 19 Jan 2007 21:26:29 +0100 Litalbear's entry on 01/16/2007 06:16 http://dailystrength.org/people/5091/journal/19407 ok well it has been a long weekend, I was finally off from work for 2 days I slept the entire time. To no avail. I came into work yesterday , and about half way thru I had a Mini stroke it has been about 6 mos. since my last one. So I had to bring the cane back out of the closet. Thank god I didn't... Tue, 16 Jan 2007 18:16:08 +0100 Litalbear's entry on 01/10/2007 04:50 http://dailystrength.org/people/5091/journal/16065 not good today.. need time to heal I guess.. I stopped my steroids today.. I don't want to take them anymore.. I will just live with lupus I hope god is with me. Wed, 10 Jan 2007 16:50:45 +0100 Litalbear's entry on 01/09/2007 06:31 http://dailystrength.org/people/5091/journal/15552 short and sweet want to curl up in ball and disappear... Tue, 09 Jan 2007 18:31:09 +0100 Litalbear's entry on 01/08/2007 05:23 http://dailystrength.org/people/5091/journal/14982 Today is not a good day. Although reading everyones journals have up lifted my spirits my body has a mind of its own. Well my wife who I thought had the flu did not her kidneys are bad again. She has 6 surgeries on them last her to remove impacted stones. Well she is triing to pass another one. She ... Mon, 08 Jan 2007 17:23:36 +0100