Keep a personal wellness journal on DailyStrength to track your health and communicate with friends. http://dailystrength.org/people/50420/journal Thu, 04 Dec 2008 02:51:02 +0100 DailyStrength RSS 0.11.3.0.6833 (FeedCreator 1.7.2) http://dailystrength.org/images/comprofiler/avatar/50420/1218013966.png http://dailystrength.org/people/50420 http://dailystrength.org/people/50420/journal/1359954 In 7 minutes, your life can change. Completely.We had a hail storm here last Tuesday.Wow, just a week ago, yet it feels longer.It destroyed most of the avocado crop that I had not yet picked.About 30 % is on the ground.Of what is still hanging, many have large chunks.The hail was abou... Mon, 27 Oct 2008 16:15:45 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/50420/journal/1342628 Not feeling brilliant tonight.  Lots of thoughts and doubts running through my head.I am sure I was lied to this afternoon.  By a friend.  Now, I have no proof, but what I was told, just - well I am struggling to believe.  No real reason to doubt, just gut feeling and the th... Wed, 15 Oct 2008 07:12:40 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/50420/journal/1341823 Yes Yes YesIt feels awesome to be 95.something.  AmazingMust keep it going.Going to see my counsellor today.Need to stop swearing.Told my husband yesterday, in the nicest possible way, that I dont love him and that I have no idea how to fix it.That I just want to run away and take time out of m... Tue, 14 Oct 2008 16:43:30 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/50420/journal/1340186 Weight  is going down.  YES Temp is normal, Throat still hurts but I am feeling better. I need to get healthy and stay healthy. Husband says he is coming home this weekend for at least one day.Why does this make me tense and apprehensive, or anxious or whatever this feeling ... Mon, 13 Oct 2008 16:34:23 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/50420/journal/1338715 I am sick.  AGAIN.  Bugger me I have been sick so much in the last few months.  Mainly throat infections. Last night I had a temp of 39.8 degrees (104 F) It burnt itself out during the night, but i felt pretty crap. The good bit is it helps to lose weight, cause I dont want ... Sun, 12 Oct 2008 16:48:20 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/50420/journal/1332003 Hi guysWhat a strange few months the past few have been.I have had such terrifically happy moments and some horrid ones too.I answered a few questions , but also found a lot more questions that need to be answered.It has felt a lot like one step forward and one back.In the process I suppose I have l... Tue, 07 Oct 2008 20:49:01 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/50420/journal/1250989 I have spent the weekend lovingly smoothing, leveling and grinding the glue off the concrete around the pool.  Did I say lovingly?  Must be all that concrete dust in my head.  Or exhaustion. If I never see another concrete griinder in my life, it will be too bloody soon... Sun, 17 Aug 2008 22:47:59 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/50420/journal/1244117 Yes yes yes, the scales have gone below the dreaded 97 kg. I have written this journal once, then lost it.  LOL I know I am different inside, because once, not that long ago, losing my journalentry would have sent me into a depressive state.  Now it is just annoying!!  Yippe... Wed, 13 Aug 2008 19:06:18 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/50420/journal/1211901 Have shaken off the lethargyGoing down.Much happierDrewe came home last night about 7.10pmHas been good!!!He is cooking breakfast now. Sat, 26 Jul 2008 18:16:07 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/50420/journal/1210477 Dear friends, Sorry I have  not been here, not been a good friend to most of you lately.July has been about stuff here mainly.  Not always positively. Thank you for your continued support and love anyway.  Hugs The truth is though, I don't like me this morning.I don... Fri, 25 Jul 2008 19:23:06 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/50420/journal/1195490 I am not home again guys.i left Drewe on Monday, went home, felt misrqble about how we felt about each other, so I got mum to babysit for a few days so I could come back down to talk with him.   Sort out whether we still have a marriage or not, see if we still love each other or not , what... Thu, 17 Jul 2008 22:55:29 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/50420/journal/1180857 Hi guys. I am still in Newcastle staying with Drewe.No internet.   VERY FRUSTRATING.I am currently in McDonalds, paying a million dollars a second to connect.  :-)Things are going OK.Have seen in laws and Drewe's best friend and his family.Been shopping etc.  I miss home and ... Thu, 10 Jul 2008 23:29:33 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/50420/journal/1166548 Hmm   I have had a busy time the last few weeks.And an emotional time the last few days.I was doing OK with the emotional bit until yesterday afternoon.So yesterday afternoon and today  food has been a crutch. Thing is that I know it.  I am OK with that.  I have allowed... Fri, 04 Jul 2008 06:38:35 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/50420/journal/1159243 Another day another few hundred grams....Yippee Tue, 01 Jul 2008 04:55:37 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/50420/journal/1156111 Last day for end of financial year. I so don't want to do what I have to.  Yuck. Anyway.Haven't had much time for exercise in the last several weeks.  I miss it.But at least the scales still like me.HUgs all - hope to be back soon. Sun, 29 Jun 2008 19:13:46 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/50420/journal/1154351 Still going down.  Which is good. Mum and Drewe are here, which isn't so good. Feel crabby - wish I didn't, so I am hiding to try and change my mood.  Sat, 28 Jun 2008 20:39:32 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/50420/journal/1152247 YEs going down. Still dislike paperwork. HUggles Fri, 27 Jun 2008 18:25:05 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/50420/journal/1150755 Yes guys, still going down. I am busy hating being stuck in the office. I hate paperwork.  But I love that 59.3 lb of me is gone. BIG GRIN Yes, shopping trip is coming. Fri, 27 Jun 2008 03:17:15 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/50420/journal/1147135 Going down.  Down.  Down. Yes I weight less than i have in like about 18 to 20 years.  YES Sorry guys but I am very busy just now.  End of financial year is just a few days away. So i am trying to get everything ready for that.I will be here more after the 30th.... Wed, 25 Jun 2008 16:10:50 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/50420/journal/1138215 I did go last night.I am glad I went last night.I wore high heels and felt sexy.The band was good.  I danced and danced for the first time in ages.I threw some money at the poker machines - not much but it was fun. AS for the life change.  I have put up my abs machine yesterday. ... Sat, 21 Jun 2008 18:13:58 +0100