Keep a personal wellness journal on DailyStrength to track your health and communicate with friends. http://dailystrength.org/people/50145/journal Thu, 04 Dec 2008 01:24:21 +0100 DailyStrength RSS 0.11.3.0.6833 (FeedCreator 1.7.2) http://dailystrength.org/images/comprofiler/avatar/50145/1213249131.jpg http://dailystrength.org/people/50145 http://dailystrength.org/people/50145/journal/1367348 I'm not doing very well with finding homes for all these baby rats. I don't know what to do... That isn't true, I know what I should be doing - putting an ad in the paper, talking to people - but I'm not doing it. It's hard to motivate myself to get out of bed, let alone to ... Sun, 02 Nov 2008 02:16:46 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/50145/journal/1335428 Fine, I'm going to go wake him up, and tell him. I'm even too cowardly to take the "coward's way out". Fri, 10 Oct 2008 02:57:06 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/50145/journal/1329186 What I fear most in life is turning into my mother. That, and spiders, because spiders are icky. Mon, 06 Oct 2008 01:41:02 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/50145/journal/1315529 I'm still a tiny bit drunk, so I might be able to write more freely. Stream of consiousness, Gonzo Journeling. I've just been feeling so down lately. My friend suggests that I get a job. I think I should probably go back and finish college, then get a job. Or get a part time job and go ... Sat, 27 Sep 2008 01:37:37 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/50145/journal/1302629 I haven't taken my medication today, and I don't feel any worse than I did yesterday. Though I'm really not sure how much worse I can feel. I will never get better and it is pointless to try. Obviously, this is what my life is supposed to be: suffering and pain. Thu, 18 Sep 2008 17:46:01 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/50145/journal/1276468 This week is all about waiting. Waiting for my pills to work after I take them. Waiting for moving day to come. Waiting to live near some people we know and actually like (instead of just neighbors we tollerate). Waiting for my husband to come home. Wait, wait, wait... Wait a minute, I did get ... Tue, 02 Sep 2008 11:49:01 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/50145/journal/1273687 So, yesterday, one of our two new rats gave birth (surprise!) to 14 babies! Obviously the pet store had allowed her to irresponsibly get pregnant. But what can you do? We bought another cage for the momma and babies. Hopefully, we will be able to find homes for all of them with friends, family,... Sun, 31 Aug 2008 14:55:23 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/50145/journal/1111784 I'm having a hard time not feeling discouraged. My typing isn't going as fast as I was hoping (I should be at 85 word/minute and am between 60 and 70), and I've been feel just sad, for no reason that I can disern. I think I'm going to ask the Psychiatrist if I can go up to a higher d... Tue, 10 Jun 2008 04:15:29 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/50145/journal/1107302 Have I mentioned I'm addicted to The Sims 2? *wink* They're coming out with (another) new expension pack: Apartment Life. Finally, I can make our apartment! And we might have moved into a house before it comes out! Big news, that. We looked at two houses today, and we both really l... Sun, 08 Jun 2008 02:58:10 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/50145/journal/1105529 I feel better now. Sat, 07 Jun 2008 04:22:40 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/50145/journal/1102436 So I'm taking this Medical Transcription Course, to hopefully someday get an actual job that I can do without having to leave.  I think it's some sort of cosmic compromise, that I might be able to start paying off my student loans without having to face all the people outside. But ... Thu, 05 Jun 2008 19:01:33 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/50145/journal/1100978 I was 12 my my (now-ex-)step-father first raped me. I remember that he was yelling at me, as usual, for something in the kitchen. This time, however, he took my down to the basement. I remember my sister and mother talking above us in the kitchen, their soft footsteps overhead as they went outside.I... Thu, 05 Jun 2008 06:31:22 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/50145/journal/1100800 I know what it is that is bothering me, I just can't seem to figure out what to do about it. Thu, 05 Jun 2008 02:30:59 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/50145/journal/1061564 I was born in Wooster, Ohio. At home. My mother still owns the bed I was born in, though she doesn't use it. My youngest brother does, when he sleeps at home. My mom was in labor with me for something like 23 hours. She says she didn't want to give birth to me until her mother got there. I w... Sun, 18 May 2008 18:51:14 +0100