Keep a personal wellness journal on DailyStrength to track your health and communicate with friends. http://dailystrength.org/people/49918/journal Thu, 04 Dec 2008 01:15:52 +0100 DailyStrength RSS 0.11.3.0.6833 (FeedCreator 1.7.2) http://dailystrength.org/images/comprofiler/avatar/49918/1228339847.jpg http://dailystrength.org/people/49918 http://dailystrength.org/people/49918/journal/1392205  Haven't been online much these days. My brother in law is in jail -again- for trying to kill my sister. He choked her until she was unconcious. My nephew had to call 911. We (my family) all know that he is going to kill her and probably himself eventually, but as long as she refuses to lea... Wed, 19 Nov 2008 14:03:50 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/49918/journal/1357109 MAN!!!! MY BRAIN HAS TAKEN IN WAY TOO MUCH INFO THESE PAST FEW DAYS.  I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO LET GO OF EVERYTHING I HAVE EVER KNOWN, AND LOOK AT THINGS IN A DIFFERENT WAY. I AM FINDING IT'S GETTING EASIER TO EXPRESS MYSELF ON THIS SITE, WHICH IS HUGE FOR ME. I HAVE POSTED SOME STUFF THAT FOR... Sat, 25 Oct 2008 13:51:29 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/49918/journal/1356076  I'm still really tired but I'm feeling okay. Just trying to take things slow and not get too pissed off at myself if I can't get everything I want done.  I got my son a new nintendo thing. I can't wait until he gets home, I know he is going to be exited. Since we are the o... Fri, 24 Oct 2008 16:29:39 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/49918/journal/1346596  Same ol thing. I take the boy to School, Do the Dialisis thing, run errands now and then. And the rest of the time hide in my house. What an adrenalin rush eh. I don't know what I am going to do when the kids go to Italy. I'm hoping that I will use the time wisely and get my shit toget... Fri, 17 Oct 2008 21:08:27 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/49918/journal/1344654 Back before the days of meds, My bi-polar cycles were like clock work, three months up, three months down. Over the years the ups and downs got closer together and didn't last at long. Meds pretty much take care of the Highs, but I can still feel the lows, although they are not as severe as long... Thu, 16 Oct 2008 14:17:19 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/49918/journal/1312861  Okay, So I finally went to the doctor. It was a good thing I did because I had acute renal failure. Most likely because of one of my medications. I got off the med, did the whole dialisis thing, and I am feeling soooo much better. I am actually awake all day, and I can think more clearly. I am... Thu, 25 Sep 2008 10:25:37 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/49918/journal/1303938 Hi Guys, I haven't been writing much lately, I haven't been doing much of anything lately other than sleeping, I can sleep 16 hours a day and still be sleepy, I don't know what my problem is. I just feel so horrible and I don't think it's all the plasma thing. ??? I am thinking a... Fri, 19 Sep 2008 13:57:13 +0100