Keep a personal wellness journal on DailyStrength to track your health and communicate with friends. http://dailystrength.org/people/49842/journal Thu, 04 Dec 2008 01:51:57 +0100 DailyStrength RSS 0.11.3.0.6833 (FeedCreator 1.7.2) http://dailystrength.org/images/comprofiler/avatar/49842/1218105234.jpg http://dailystrength.org/people/49842 http://dailystrength.org/people/49842/journal/1232181 What the hell is wrong with me? Why, why why?.  Thu, 07 Aug 2008 06:45:44 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/49842/journal/734681 Just when you think all is lost, something or someone, or she comes along and proves me oh so wrong, much to my delight! You are a special one.Corn rigs and barley rigs! Sun, 13 Jan 2008 17:43:26 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/49842/journal/716381 Im feeling rather good at the moment people.Faith in the site and folk in general has been restored to its former high magnitude.Lets keep it that way. Hope y'all just as well. Speak soon hunnie bunnies.  Mon, 07 Jan 2008 07:26:40 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/49842/journal/634490 Those individuals who feel rejected from this 'world', tend to believe that they are members of another.(A quote from 'Beyond Belief' E Williams) Seconds, Minutes, Hours, Days, Weeks, Months, Years, Decades, Centuries, and on... and on... and on... and on...When did ti... Sat, 01 Dec 2007 16:00:20 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/49842/journal/483289 Ive never felt so low in my life as I do now. Just had to say that. Thu, 27 Sep 2007 12:38:22 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/49842/journal/443011 I just wanted to send a sincere message of love and support on this day to all those families and friends that suffered in diabolic circumstances six years ago. We were shoulder to shoulder with you then, still are and forever will be. You have my total respect and admiration and that of my count... Tue, 11 Sep 2007 04:22:58 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/49842/journal/433542 My best friend on here once wrote her favourite song words out so I thought I'd do the same. Words like violence, break the silence, come crashing in, in to my little world, painful to me, pierce right through me, cant you understand?, oh my little girl; All I ever wanted, all I ever needed... Fri, 07 Sep 2007 04:36:59 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/49842/journal/431102 Hi all, Thanks ever so much for all the lovely messages and hugs from you all, really nice to come back to those. Ive been staying at my dads for a while looking after the neighbours cats whilst they were away on holiday, also been catching up on work in the garden and around the house, if I d... Thu, 06 Sep 2007 07:46:14 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/49842/journal/400611 Just a quick one on this the eve of my 27th Birthday, good golly Ms molly where the flip has it gone?!Well Im feeling.... you've guessed it! - philosophical.Hoping for a decent day weather wise, will maybe have a spot of lunch somewhere and a few half shandys!Cant complain really, my mother is 5... Sat, 25 Aug 2007 14:04:13 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/49842/journal/382494 Another overcast rainy day. Just woke with a terrible jump, my right arm totally dead, I thought I had a stroke or something in my sleep, then I felt the pins and needles kick in, pheww! Slept funny.Feeling philisophical again today, especially about my involvement with this site. I feel in the time... Sat, 18 Aug 2007 03:45:27 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/49842/journal/377536 Howdy frienderooniesSorry not been in touch with anyone, looking after my dad's place again for a while, so no computer there, except my trusty casio calculator.Been so so, thanks to those of you that bothered asking, got scan date, end of this month, cant wait. Suffering even wor... Thu, 16 Aug 2007 05:59:21 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/49842/journal/336857 Bonjour friends.Got back last night but started to feel very chesty and had a sore throat, feel better today, must just be a 24 hour thing perhaps.Just spent the weekend alone, well just me and the cats actually. My best friend didnt come home, he was watching an airshow in the north-east, they... Mon, 30 Jul 2007 06:01:22 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/49842/journal/330317 Still feeling reasonable today. Slept well last night for a change.Although I am having weird dreams for some reason.Was so pleased to find a friend has comeback to site yesterday, she gives me a real buzz when we talk, have a good weekend lol!,.Off to look after my Father's house for the weeken... Fri, 27 Jul 2007 04:59:19 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/49842/journal/328136 Black mood shifting now, forced it away with an over indulgent session in several bars during yesterday.Feeling quite fresh today however, considering the amount of intoxicating things I consumed.Sometimes, an 'all day' session like that, is the only way I can get things out of my ... Thu, 26 Jul 2007 07:59:46 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/49842/journal/327094 I said to the Lord, give me the power to accept those things that I cannot change. That means you too.In the year of our lord,  he did many strange and odd things.Has to be an Invisible Sun, gives us hope when the whole day is done. Wed, 25 Jul 2007 20:03:22 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/49842/journal/319406 Feel like shit. Hence, the black dog, for a black mood, on a black day. Full stop. Sun, 22 Jul 2007 21:29:37 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/49842/journal/315709 Woah nelly. Yesterday was a strange one. I think I had some reaction to my pills, after having a couple of beers that is. Nothing major, just went into a bit of a confused kind of state, and felt a sense of impending doom, and almost like a dual personality coming out of me. Im amazed I di... Sat, 21 Jul 2007 05:11:44 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/49842/journal/311742 Not the best today. Feeling a bit philosophical, a bit down. The sun came out today, but I didnt go out and play, if you know what I mean by that. Right ear very damn sore today too, noises loud.Also I might have screwed up with someone I care about, I dont know yet, time will tell. Just can't m... Thu, 19 Jul 2007 14:47:07 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/49842/journal/303039 Well; Ive got what I know deep down, I really need: a CAT scan. Soon the world will know if I had a brain all along! Seriously, I know I must do this even though Im scared silly of what may be found. Just waiting for the letter now.The ENT doctor was surprisingly understanding and listened... Mon, 16 Jul 2007 08:22:53 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/49842/journal/253772 Further to the message my best friends have recieved, just an update to let anyone who cares know that I am improving slightly, I recommend a good bit of a physical workout to anyone who isnt doing so already. I have also found out that hot chilli pepper gives me temporary relief in my right ea... Sun, 24 Jun 2007 12:57:19 +0100