Keep a personal wellness journal on DailyStrength to track your health and communicate with friends. http://dailystrength.org/people/49575/journal Thu, 04 Dec 2008 02:39:24 +0100 DailyStrength RSS 0.11.3.0.6833 (FeedCreator 1.7.2) http://dailystrength.org/images/comprofiler/avatar/49575/1213248681.jpg http://dailystrength.org/people/49575 http://dailystrength.org/people/49575/journal/1057812 hey everyone i know i haven't been here for a while and i am not doing so good in fact im doing worse than ever..any advice? Fri, 16 May 2008 21:14:46 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/49575/journal/848568 I'm having a hard time dealing with all of this college stuff. maybe i'm just not cut out for it at all. I am developing very strong urges to cut and purge once again. I'm so sick of everthing that's going on and i'm thinking about changing schools cause im not really fitting in ... Sun, 24 Feb 2008 13:57:19 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/49575/journal/824917 hey all just wanted to tell everybody i'm ok Fri, 15 Feb 2008 12:46:34 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/49575/journal/698294 i know i havent been on here in a long time but i have just been super busy with finals and stuff...so anyway nothng new here just same old same old..i miss you guys thanks for the support and the love! Mon, 31 Dec 2007 08:46:47 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/49575/journal/567332 hey its me...i'm doing better...got set up with a therapist..doing better just hope to keep up the good work! Thu, 01 Nov 2007 20:23:17 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/49575/journal/552476 what the fuck is wrong with me???? Fri, 26 Oct 2007 13:32:30 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/49575/journal/552454 so i purged...after 3 months..i feel so bad and guilty..i came to kentucky to start a new life and i am fucking it up again....and it was in the worst way possible too.....since my grandparents plumbing is for shit...i threw up in a big bowl and chucked it outside! what is wrong with me....i know it... Fri, 26 Oct 2007 13:25:39 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/49575/journal/493572 hey guys..i know i havent written for a while but alot of stuff has been going  on.. i didn't go to college this semester..(its a looooooooooong story!) but i am going in january...after alot of shit with my mom went down..i just moved into my grandparents house..for a bit until i move... Mon, 01 Oct 2007 19:39:11 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/49575/journal/279033 okay well i did make a promise to mysself that i could get sick AFTER graduation if i wanted...and i know its not right OR any kind of excuse but i am being sucked in by bulimia right now....i am stressed but i cant let it go no matter how much i try....and i feel so lost...college is going to be he... Thu, 05 Jul 2007 21:31:46 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/49575/journal/258632 ok so i think i like this girl.....the thing is i just met her...but i feel myself falling for her already....i am such a romantic sap..:0 the thing is....she thinks shes bi but the way she acts..im just not so sure....ok well thats my day....xoxokrys Tue, 26 Jun 2007 14:38:35 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/49575/journal/255109 okay so i did it...i graduated high school..it was really fun but now im really scared....ok im fine just nervous... Mon, 25 Jun 2007 02:03:51 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/49575/journal/225564 ok so im calm now but still kinda hurt about everthing......i hope i feel better soon.....love fromkrys Mon, 11 Jun 2007 16:45:07 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/49575/journal/224943 OMG..my life is just one FUCKING accident after another...okay so my mom is really sick which she has been hiding from me ever since she moved to georgia.) so now shes so sick that shes stuck in hospital and now she can't come to my graduation....this sucks..but i dont even care..i am more worri... Mon, 11 Jun 2007 11:24:07 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/49575/journal/221215 OMG! only 4 more days until graduation..i might not write for a while..i am going to be SUPER busy...so IDK....it might be a month or so....(moving to kentucky)..anyway i  LOVE all u guys here at daily strength..thank u so much..don't worry..I'll be back...wow i am so nervous...and exci... Sat, 09 Jun 2007 12:36:43 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/49575/journal/212112 wow..i was really angry...i wrote that like 5 minutes after i found out...now all i feel is sad...on top of that after i found out i proceeded to go to to restaurants and order 2 FULL meals and eat them..(throwing up in between and after)..i was doing SO good. I hadn't purged  in about a we... Tue, 05 Jun 2007 10:10:45 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/49575/journal/211131 OMG that fucking liar candice..she completely screwed me over...she's fucking PREGNANT!..omg idk what to do i wanna die and kill her all at the same time...she's been fucking around on me this whole time..i feel so used... Mon, 04 Jun 2007 21:21:37 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/49575/journal/207621 okay so i am in love with candice and i told her so but she dosent believe me or trust me....i just wanna be with her...GRRR why can't people just be more goddamn accepting..i thought of all people my moms and my dads(my dad came out too) would understand..but all they do is try to make me ... Sun, 03 Jun 2007 01:34:36 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/49575/journal/207606 i know it sounds weird to post announcing that i didnt purge or self injure today..but i have to because every day is a struggle...only 13 days left until graduation and i am scared out of my mind..i'm gonna have to leave home soon...:(..its scary but exciting because my fam is so FUCKED up....b... Sun, 03 Jun 2007 01:22:05 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/49575/journal/205102 just an update....i have been doing MUCH better..only two weeks to graduation..YAY..its really scary but exciting at the same time...i have kept my goalNO purging(for the most part)no negative thoughtsthank you everyone who supported me ILY!!!xoxo krys  Fri, 01 Jun 2007 17:21:24 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/49575/journal/187650 Is it rape even if you dont say no or yes?? cause i felt like i was getting raped even though i was too far gone to care at the time? i didn't say it was wrong....but it's my fault because i was drunk. and i flirted...so its my fault....god i am so fucked up Wed, 23 May 2007 23:40:52 +0100