Keep a personal wellness journal on DailyStrength to track your health and communicate with friends. http://dailystrength.org/people/47009/journal Thu, 04 Dec 2008 03:18:53 +0100 DailyStrength RSS 0.11.3.0.6833 (FeedCreator 1.7.2) http://dailystrength.org/images/comprofiler/avatar/47009/1213247342.jpg http://dailystrength.org/people/47009 http://dailystrength.org/people/47009/journal/1299362 The trip to Chicago was good but the return was terriable. We were caught in the rains of IKE and when we were home a day it hit home with the winds and we were out of power for days. We just got power today.. yeah.. now we have water and power. we have a well so no water when no power. I am so tire... Tue, 16 Sep 2008 19:22:53 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/47009/journal/1276640 I had a wonderful weekend GAve hubby a great labor day let him do nothing. I waited on him hand and foot and he loved it. he is so happy. He has been so tired and stressed it was so worth it. I feel good. I have been exersizing alot. so I am feeling better. and then today I went out and my tomatoes ... Tue, 02 Sep 2008 13:38:37 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/47009/journal/1276636 I am who god says I am "In Christ," I am not defined by my past, the opinions of others, or any other source. I refuse to permit thought to rest in my mind that don't line up with the image of "Who I am in Christ"! I can do all things "through Christ" who is my stre... Tue, 02 Sep 2008 13:35:57 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/47009/journal/1272688 Today my family and I went all over to return some things for money spent to much... ummm not bi polar uhh... Then over to chick fillet for lunch and then up to the oulet mall to spend some more but not as much returned. Boy I must be nuts. WE cant even pay our bills we have shut off notices and we ... Sat, 30 Aug 2008 20:12:01 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/47009/journal/1267399 today is a slow day and we are not doing much I am on line and Josh is playing with things we shouldn't. typical 3 yr old. I am tired and wish Josh would listen to me. I need a break and I will be getting one soon in two weeks we go on a trip for jays work and we will get josh watched by grandma... Wed, 27 Aug 2008 15:05:47 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/47009/journal/1263218 I am so sad I was denied SSD. This was my first try so I was told not to be concerened to just appeal. I just really needed the money now not in another 6 months. I have been down all weekend so much for my happy up swing I was having. I did get teh upstairs of the house cleaned out now I need to cl... Mon, 25 Aug 2008 08:20:33 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/47009/journal/1253724 I went to my pysc doctor appointment and he upped my lamitical and added Paxil CR. I am feeling so good now. I saw how dirty I let my house get and now I am trying to get it all cleaned up. But it is hard with the MS. I went to an amusement park this past weekend and we had alot of fun. And I am not... Tue, 19 Aug 2008 12:56:18 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/47009/journal/1247121 Well I thought I did miss the doctors when my appointmanet was later. 11am.. what a dope... he increased my Lamitical and added Paxil CR... I have been so depressed.. but he gave it to me in samples because he said he doesnt want me manic. If i get mainic I have to go off...urggg I hope this works. ... Fri, 15 Aug 2008 12:49:51 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/47009/journal/1243222 We had another bill added to had to be paid one from the back burner. We were screaming from the back burner bills. Well they called I went and had to go get bread and prayed for God to pay these bills it was unreal how we were going to do it. Well When I came back someone gave use $454 that is how ... Wed, 13 Aug 2008 09:26:41 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/47009/journal/1241904 Well it seems God always pays my bills in some way. I lost our gas for a little while yesterday but it was a mistake and they turned it back on and came in and lite all the pilot lights. God always provides I dont know why I worry but he likes to wait to the last min. I need to let him control me an... Tue, 12 Aug 2008 15:01:58 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/47009/journal/1239363 Called the Phone company and they wont give me a 10day stay.. and cant post date a check beyond 5 days and I need 10 days to my hubby next pay. This Sucks why cant we just live normal live and not struggle with everything. I am so tired of counting every dime and penny we have. If only life would wa... Mon, 11 Aug 2008 08:47:41 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/47009/journal/1238400 Hi everyone, We are really struggling with our bills and our phone/internet bill is due by 8/12 or they will shut it off. we dont get paid until 8/21. Please pray with me that we will have grace or a suprise of money. maybe a bonus I am calling tomm to see if htey can wait on post date check. So I h... Sun, 10 Aug 2008 18:12:44 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/47009/journal/1230464 Schackles http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wRayKxgePQI Lifehouse Everything Drama http://www.godtube.com/view_video.php?viewkey=ee73e63418003b47d7d5 Wed, 06 Aug 2008 07:54:20 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/47009/journal/1228688 48 things you didn't want to know about me - answer in your journal so all your friends can see. 1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE? My dad's grandma for middle name and mom picked the first. Karen Rose2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED? Yesterday.3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING? not really I p... Tue, 05 Aug 2008 08:24:59 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/47009/journal/1227160 The guilt is still eating at me.. I was told if you do this Daddy will love you. I was always told all day that didn't love children and he never will. But at night I was told I was not his girl I was a women and would keep him happy. My mom knew what was going on. Then I suggested to do things ... Mon, 04 Aug 2008 12:03:52 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/47009/journal/1226810 My famliy told me that I was to hard to live with and they would ralther not be around me when I am in this mood and my hubby went in his room and my son (3yrs) wents in his room and watched a show. As per Jason instructions. He told Josh to say way untill mom is better. Well I felt so alone and unl... Mon, 04 Aug 2008 08:12:39 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/47009/journal/1220138 Hubby is gone all day due to work. I am nervious he flew to chicogo to review some work. wE are fighting like cats and dogs too. Nothing I do is right for him.I hate it. he helps with my mess but then it is like I owe him 10 fold back. I just dont know how to deal with it. and when manic he said I c... Thu, 31 Jul 2008 06:54:30 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/47009/journal/1217241 My mommy called and she was not a good mommy... WEll she was nice but just a surfice nice. no I love you I am so sorry.. I want to help or see you. I heard my dad in the back ground this time.. his voice made me cringe. I guess my mom sensed I wanted her but I guess I have to except her for who she is. Tue, 29 Jul 2008 16:21:23 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/47009/journal/1214895 I want to run to my mommy and daddy. But al they gave me is abuse. I think I am missing the abuse. I am like and addict I want my fix of pain. I want my mom to be a mommy that cares and holds me in this mess I am going thru. MS is really hard to deal with and not knowing what will happpen with the S... Mon, 28 Jul 2008 13:20:48 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/47009/journal/1210219 I made it thru all the visiting people and now today I spent in the house  resting. Hubby B day is this weeknd and I want to have engery for him. Plus I didn't want to do anything.. I just wanted to veg. I cleaned the floors but other than that vegged. I am trying to stay happy and in the m... Fri, 25 Jul 2008 16:11:29 +0100