Keep a personal wellness journal on DailyStrength to track your health and communicate with friends. http://dailystrength.org/people/46483/journal Thu, 04 Dec 2008 03:14:26 +0100 DailyStrength RSS 0.11.3.0.6833 (FeedCreator 1.7.2) http://dailystrength.org/images/comprofiler/avatar/46483/1213292086.jpg http://dailystrength.org/people/46483 http://dailystrength.org/people/46483/journal/1202302 i have not been here a long time.  I am still gambling and it is a waste of time to try and quit.  I still pay my bills but i should be a millionare instead i am indebt and still working 2 jobs.  Some things never change.  The pain I see on this site is much worse then what i hav... Mon, 21 Jul 2008 16:53:15 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/46483/journal/553900      I have failed miserably.  To be honest maybe I just don't want to quit.  My bills are paid and I am going to NY for a week.  I think I will feel better there visiting my father.  Feeling tired a lot.  I think that comes with just feeling disguste... Sat, 27 Oct 2007 01:26:06 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/46483/journal/540955 OK it has been 24 hours since I made a bet.  I managed to watch football without betting.  I know it is self defeating but I usually just quit til I am straightened out again then i go back.  I always considered moving out of here but my teenage daughters would hate me.  Otherwis... Sun, 21 Oct 2007 22:03:40 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/46483/journal/315593 well it has been a longtime since i really came here.  Now that I am negative I feel very lucky but I think I waste my life away living in Las Vegas anyway.  I gamble to much and I dont think I do enough to make life better.  I guess I am depressed i havent done better things with my ... Sat, 21 Jul 2007 02:39:53 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/46483/journal/197090 I am feeling real good now.  I stopped taking one drug now and the night sweats fever and chills went away almost immediately about 2 weeks ago.  My outlook on life is a positive attitude and real fortunate.  My ex wife has moved out today and its me and my 2 daughters.  I d... Tue, 29 May 2007 00:59:47 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/46483/journal/153832 It is May 5 and I am very fortunate as my results were negative. The flulike symptoms I had were caused by prostitus and a enlarged protate. I am still very sick but I am a happy sick guy. I always had problems with the restroom business but I am releved. My outlook on live has changed and I wil... Sat, 05 May 2007 11:28:53 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/46483/journal/146215 I am feeling better already talking to people on this site. I know I am not alone. This will be the longest week of my life. But I think I know the final answer. The flu like symptoms are getting worse. Mon, 30 Apr 2007 22:16:40 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/46483/journal/146101 It is April 30, 2007. I just took the test and I have the flulike symptoms. I will find out within 3 to 5 days but I think I know the answer. I had a risky encounter on Apr 4 and the symptoms appeared 3 weeks later. I am really having a hardtime but I will manage. I go to work like nothing is w... Mon, 30 Apr 2007 21:23:05 +0100