ditzyjess1986's Journal - DailyStrength Keep a personal wellness journal on DailyStrength to track your health and communicate with friends. http://dailystrength.org/people/46460/journal Fri, 21 Nov 2008 17:05:27 +0100 DailyStrength RSS 0.11.3.0.6833 (FeedCreator 1.7.2) http://dailystrength.org/images/comprofiler/avatar/46460/1220642301.jpg ditzyjess1986's Avatar http://dailystrength.org/people/46460 ditzyjess1986's entry on 11/07/2008 05:20 http://dailystrength.org/people/46460/journal/1375480 I dont understand my mom not ONE FUCKING BIT....She always helps out my Brother Obviously ...because he has lived with her for the past three years...Yes my Brother does have a Disabilty but my mom Babies his ass and he is 27 years old Its time to grow up I think!! I ask for her to help me out for a... Fri, 07 Nov 2008 17:20:49 +0100 ditzyjess1986's entry on 09/05/2008 03:22 http://dailystrength.org/people/46460/journal/1282007 So summer is Offically Pretty much OVER!!!:( Sad but true! I would have to say that this summer has been the best summer in Years for me!! I pretty much hung out with Hali All summer and Was single! It was the best time of my life seriously! Now Im trying to work things out with Tyler the guy I brok... Fri, 05 Sep 2008 15:22:08 +0100 ditzyjess1986's entry on 06/18/2008 11:03 http://dailystrength.org/people/46460/journal/1130624 So I just wanted to let everyone know that Im still doing Great my birthday is 2 morrow which is awesome Im going to be 22 wOW how the years Seriously fly by ha ha! ive been clean off meth now a year and two months which is pretty much GREAT! I love being clean and sober....I found out the other day... Wed, 18 Jun 2008 11:03:13 +0100 ditzyjess1986's entry on 06/02/2008 10:35 http://dailystrength.org/people/46460/journal/1094026 So I just wanted to let everyone know that Im doing wonderful STILL!! LOL everyone has there ups and downs i guess righT? We just got my boyfriends son for the summer which is pretty much awesome he's one so its Honestly not that hard! they just like to get into everything ,,and  mean every... Mon, 02 Jun 2008 10:35:25 +0100 ditzyjess1986's entry on 05/28/2008 11:21 http://dailystrength.org/people/46460/journal/1084815 Have you ever been in a certain Situation that you know something BAD is going to happen,,,but you never withdrawel from the situation soon enough!! Well that's me Its not that Im going to do drugs again fuck that never again for that shit...I just feel like certain people are hiding stuff me...... Wed, 28 May 2008 23:21:13 +0100 ditzyjess1986's entry on 04/07/2008 10:12 http://dailystrength.org/people/46460/journal/958761 So I just wanted to let everyone know that Yesterday ....Marked my one YEAR mark of being CLEAN OFF METH:) WHOOT WHOOT ...This year has for sure been the Best and hardest year of my life....Im proud to say it I have never made it to a year:) I ROCK LOL~Jessica~ Mon, 07 Apr 2008 10:12:27 +0100 ditzyjess1986's entry on 01/25/2008 07:27 http://dailystrength.org/people/46460/journal/768750 So I find that coming off the drugs in a sense you Build confidence ...But on the other hand you lose it..I was the weight I always wanted to be when I was on Meth and now Seriously I look Disgusting....I mean I eat well take good care of myself but I just put the weight back on so fast I dont like ... Fri, 25 Jan 2008 19:27:03 +0100 ditzyjess1986's entry on 01/25/2008 12:39 http://dailystrength.org/people/46460/journal/766686 My dad finally went into treatment I know that his wife is not at all clean yet...once you have done it you can tell if someone is on it...And she always is ..she can't look me in my eyes so that's a big red flag I am really proud of my dad:) he is doing so well when he is up here:) I Really... Fri, 25 Jan 2008 00:39:55 +0100 ditzyjess1986's entry on 01/14/2008 11:01 http://dailystrength.org/people/46460/journal/738447 Im going to Quit smoking On the 17th:)Im So ready to beat this  Mon, 14 Jan 2008 23:01:05 +0100 ditzyjess1986's entry on 01/14/2008 10:39 http://dailystrength.org/people/46460/journal/738401 So What do you do when Your DAD is hooked on the drug that you finally kicked to the Curb...I Can't sit and watch him slowly die I cant imagine my life with out him...He's finally started to lose everything his job ...Friends ...Family and he still seems to go back to the one person that Sta... Mon, 14 Jan 2008 22:39:32 +0100 ditzyjess1986's entry on 11/08/2007 12:20 http://dailystrength.org/people/46460/journal/582038 So Today has been kinda of a Crappy day... I was in the emergency room all    night monday night..... And I still have a post concusion from the car accident that I was in on august 17th ... They think that areparts of my brain that arent working Correctly and that's why I get so Dizzy... Thu, 08 Nov 2007 00:20:05 +0100 ditzyjess1986's entry on 10/25/2007 11:23 http://dailystrength.org/people/46460/journal/551324 I just realized That ......Ive been clean almost 7 months now and Im doing WONDERFUL:)I Love the fact that I actually Beat that addiction....So far.its going to be a really  long road but so far Ive stayed clean:) Work is going great ....My life man i couldnt ask for more...we are try... Thu, 25 Oct 2007 23:23:52 +0100 ditzyjess1986's entry on 10/23/2007 01:23 http://dailystrength.org/people/46460/journal/543799 Everything seems to be falling back into place finally ,....me and my man finally got are own place that takes my two dogs ...both of are jobs are going great!!! And ya we fight but not nothing more then other couples...I am super happy with the way things are going in my life right now I couldnt as... Tue, 23 Oct 2007 01:23:46 +0100 ditzyjess1986's entry on 09/18/2007 01:45 http://dailystrength.org/people/46460/journal/461017 Hey everyone!!!How are yall doing? My gosh Ive been so busy working I havent really even had time to get on here and check up and make sure everyone is doing ok:)This month has been a tough one I got into a car accident and Me and my boyfriend need to find another place to live with are tw... Tue, 18 Sep 2007 13:45:11 +0100 ditzyjess1986's entry on 08/30/2007 03:27 http://dailystrength.org/people/46460/journal/413208 Hello everyone So I dont know if I ever let anyone on here know but My ASSHOLE EX emailed me a while back and explained after 4 months why he broke up with me I was like LEAVE ME ALONE IM HAPPY WHERE I AM NOW ...but I did thank him and tell him that was the last chapter that I needed so  I coul... Thu, 30 Aug 2007 03:27:44 +0100 ditzyjess1986's entry on 08/10/2007 02:34 http://dailystrength.org/people/46460/journal/363999 Hey everyone....Wow its been forever AGAIN sense Ive gotten on here and wrote something ...you get busy with everyday life and kinda forget....But everything is going better everyday...Im starting to like my job again in a way Even though some days I  just want  to say Screw it  ... Fri, 10 Aug 2007 14:34:23 +0100 ditzyjess1986's entry on 07/30/2007 04:34 http://dailystrength.org/people/46460/journal/338014 So wanna hear the great news today  I only have to work today and then I have my Two days off which GREAT I think that  he seen how much work I was doing and decided to give me days off early which was a Score on my side I needed a couple extra days off so I can get my house clea... Mon, 30 Jul 2007 16:34:01 +0100 ditzyjess1986's entry on 07/25/2007 04:44 http://dailystrength.org/people/46460/journal/326618 So I havent wrote for a while but yes Im still doing great.....Just wore out from working so much but besides that Im doing wonderfull    Im still with my wonderfull boyfriend.....my job is sorta starting to wear on me though I got a raise that makes it a little bit better...Im just SO TIR... Wed, 25 Jul 2007 16:44:03 +0100 ditzyjess1986's entry on 07/11/2007 01:18 http://dailystrength.org/people/46460/journal/290878 Man I wish I had more to say today....IM SO TIRED... I went back to work today and being off then going back IS SO HARD lol...everything is still going great I need to put a picture of mya (my dog on here) she is so cute...LOLwell sorry i  havent  wrote much Im super tired I hope ever... Wed, 11 Jul 2007 01:18:16 +0100 ditzyjess1986's entry on 07/09/2007 01:54 http://dailystrength.org/people/46460/journal/286816 So today Is the best day of my life well ever sense Ive been clean its been the best days of my life the first month or so was hard and gaining all this weight back has been really hard on me but  losing it heathy will feel so much better I only gained back like 20 pounds but I was really skinn... Mon, 09 Jul 2007 13:54:36 +0100