Blackfish's Journal - DailyStrength Keep a personal wellness journal on DailyStrength to track your health and communicate with friends. http://dailystrength.org/people/46148/journal Thu, 04 Dec 2008 01:37:21 +0100 DailyStrength RSS 0.11.3.0.6833 (FeedCreator 1.7.2) http://dailystrength.org/images/comprofiler/avatar/46148/1213273014.jpg Blackfish's Avatar http://dailystrength.org/people/46148 Blackfish's entry on 07/20/2007 01:04 http://dailystrength.org/people/46148/journal/313027 Okay, now i am worried i am about to drop dead any second,this is slightly distressing but my tummy stuff may be a horrid ulcer and my Doc is doing thyroid tests, she said,' oh but you used to be so tiny'I love that! My Doc made me feel i should buy a hessian sac and join a secluded order of... Fri, 20 Jul 2007 01:04:22 +0100 Blackfish's entry on 07/07/2007 09:58 http://dailystrength.org/people/46148/journal/283321 Oh, i have a new addiction, haha...like i needed one more! Second Life, i am hooked into yet another escapist ruse!!!! Ooo well,does anyone else do that one? Sat, 07 Jul 2007 21:58:55 +0100 Blackfish's entry on 07/04/2007 08:14 http://dailystrength.org/people/46148/journal/276587 Oooo, it's been so long and i have been flat on on the couch or bed for a week, horrid flu and chest infection. I feel like a squashed slug with Ooozing bits, eek! Still too sick tooo stay up for long but missing you all and the hugs have made my heart soar when i checked today.Oh,hope to be wel... Wed, 04 Jul 2007 20:14:44 +0100 Blackfish's entry on 06/26/2007 05:22 http://dailystrength.org/people/46148/journal/257658 So today was a good one after all, shows what some positive thinking can do!My best friend has put aside two days a week for us to really spend time together, she is one of those once in a lifetime friends and strangely we both cried on the day we were introduced a few years ago, like that knowing o... Tue, 26 Jun 2007 05:22:48 +0100 Blackfish's entry on 06/22/2007 08:31 http://dailystrength.org/people/46148/journal/250753 Yesterday i worked really hard at getting stock into my shop and even went out after dark to do a spot of window dressing. I wasn't even sure i cared about the shop despite the financial investment but found myself polishing counters and placing things artfully around. It was so weird to be in t... Fri, 22 Jun 2007 20:31:38 +0100 Blackfish's entry on 06/13/2007 08:47 http://dailystrength.org/people/46148/journal/229326 I am so sorry to not have been here. The neighbors trees damaged the phone lines so stranded in silence a few days, Thankyou so much for your support and hugs. It is late here and i need Zzzzzz's but will hope to catch up with my lovely DS friends tomorrow, oh...i have missed this so much. Big w... Wed, 13 Jun 2007 08:47:45 +0100 Blackfish's entry on 06/09/2007 09:28 http://dailystrength.org/people/46148/journal/221971 The sun has replaced rain and is flowing through the door.Not much sleep, restless and angry at injustice. The place were a wasp stung me a few weeks ago has flared up into an angry rash in fitting with my mood. The house felt odd and haunted when i got up to read and drink milk.I have to do somethi... Sat, 09 Jun 2007 21:28:16 +0100 Blackfish's entry on 06/09/2007 04:51 http://dailystrength.org/people/46148/journal/220691 Rare, slept in the day time for hours. Dreamless sleep...need dreamless sleep right now, I am only hanging on by a fingernail but sometimes think i am an invincible Wolverine. Am not, need sleep and peace now. Sat, 09 Jun 2007 04:51:43 +0100 Blackfish's entry on 06/08/2007 08:43 http://dailystrength.org/people/46148/journal/220111 An awful restless night. I wanted to be alone with tears but David was  beside me and flinging his arms around me. I just need to be in a solitary space with my thoughts of Arn.Every day since we were apart i have looked at the weather and known if he would have been alright as long as the sun ... Fri, 08 Jun 2007 20:43:36 +0100