Keep a personal wellness journal on DailyStrength to track your health and communicate with friends. http://dailystrength.org/people/45732/journal Thu, 04 Dec 2008 03:19:41 +0100 DailyStrength RSS 0.11.3.0.6833 (FeedCreator 1.7.2) http://dailystrength.org/images/comprofiler/avatar/45732/1213480422.jpg http://dailystrength.org/people/45732 http://dailystrength.org/people/45732/journal/1020933 I have SATs next week!I've been revising all day so far!I feel really jumpy.I need to calm down, but i don't know how!Any tips?XRach Thu, 01 May 2008 09:56:47 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/45732/journal/949343 I can't beleive it's been so long!This is the first time in five months i've been online! Anyway...i have some... updates. Mum's pregnant. Yup, that's what i thought. Insane. It hit me today in the middle of maths- i had a complete breakdown.When the less... Thu, 03 Apr 2008 11:52:12 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/45732/journal/357983 Honestly.Mum throws up such a fuss about not getting to see us enough, and this wednesday says she doesn't wan tto see us at all.I'd love to know what goes on in her head... BUT in the meantime!mcrmy.net Like my chemical romance?JOIN!!!They're all so friendly! Like you guys! Wed, 08 Aug 2007 04:08:35 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/45732/journal/334759 Hi! Sorry i havn't been around in a while- been on holiday. It was pretty good, but not all it was cracked up to be. Anyway, on holiday, i missed out on seeing mum on three of the days that i normally would, so im here now on sunday.I cant have been here for more than an hour and already st... Sun, 29 Jul 2007 06:03:48 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/45732/journal/306236 I just realised something... not sure if i've said before, but my mum's bipolar. This means that theres something like a 20 percent chance that i could be as well. I'ts not worth worrying about, but i just thought i'd mention. Anywho- i've been refferrred to a couniclor... Tue, 17 Jul 2007 12:39:05 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/45732/journal/266893 Hi ^.^ Not much has happened since my last entry. It was my mums b'day the last time we went over- hectic as usual.  I've been to see the school councilor, and she wants to see me again- every two weeks. The cafcass officer has also 'referred' me to these child support grou... Sat, 30 Jun 2007 04:10:38 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/45732/journal/210019 Things are just bizzarre.Remember how i said i wasn't going to go on saturday?Well, i didn't.But i did go on wednesday, and i've been going every set day since.And it always manages to be awful, withought there being anything particularily awful about it.At least i found out why she was ... Mon, 04 Jun 2007 11:29:37 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/45732/journal/176608 You know what i find helps make everything better? Ice cream. I have a huge tub of rolo ice cream in front of me, im on my own, and i've never felt better. Today was a bizarre day at school. Someone filled a water balloon with washing up liquid and threw it at me and my friends' little '... Fri, 18 May 2007 11:16:11 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/45732/journal/174713 I know. I havn't been online for ages... it's just a lot of... stuff happened. When someone you love lies to you, it hurts. When someone you love makes you feel guilty- even when you know you've done nothing to deserve it- it hurts. When someone does both of these things, it hurts a little less. ... Thu, 17 May 2007 12:11:15 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/45732/journal/153594 Mum's decided she wants to go for full custordy. And there's nothing i can do about it. Because i'm not an adult. And *they* are. Nothing i say makes a difference. There's no point. Sat, 05 May 2007 07:49:07 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/45732/journal/153530 We've only just arrived at mums, and already it's collapsed into a pile of steaming dookie. Katie pulled up infront of the house, and we saw mum was already in the car. Em' got out and you could literally see the anger well up in mums eyes. "WHERE'S HER COAT?" She shouted, "GO AND GET YOUR COAT,... Sat, 05 May 2007 05:38:47 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/45732/journal/151049 -sigh- Finished my last two tests today! They were awful... no more stupid answers though! I'm watching episodes of doctor who from two years ago on youtube... you know the one with the gameshows and the evil anne robinson? That one...I am such a saddo. Going to the cinema tommorow! Watching... Thu, 03 May 2007 16:10:04 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/45732/journal/149232 I've just realised, the damn website (which i love dearly) deleted my first entry, the one with my actual story thing... aah well... i'll re-write it when i find time. ---- Added later: Oh! nope, i found it! http://dailystrength.org/component/option,com_mamblog/task,show/action,view/id... Wed, 02 May 2007 15:28:20 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/45732/journal/149224 What the hell... I had two tests today.. they where ok, but one of the questions required two answer (it was a science paper.) My answers where. 1. It increases. 2. It decreases. I figured that way, i'd get at least one right -_- Tommorow we have two tests, so i get to spend almost five hou... Wed, 02 May 2007 15:24:54 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/45732/journal/149209 Today was... reasonably ok. Once again though, i got annoyed at my mum. I wouldn't talk to her, i knew it was making her feel bad, but i was doing it on purpose. I guess somewhere in my mixed up head, i figured that she's made me feel bad so many times that she deserved some pay-back... I am so ... Wed, 02 May 2007 15:18:29 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/45732/journal/147145 Pretty good day today, everything seemed funny. Having strange conversations about how all the teachers are sexy (joking, of course) with my best friend was absolutely priceless. We spent most of the time trying to supress laughter. It's amazing how much of a contrast my journal entries have. Ve... Tue, 01 May 2007 12:37:16 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/45732/journal/142101 I havn't told anyone about how im feeling, i've kind of hinted to some of my friends but i doubt that anyone would really take any notice, and i understand. It's too difficult to talk about it face to face with anyone, or even on the phone because the guilt is alway close to follow. Even though i kn... Sat, 28 Apr 2007 11:08:26 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/45732/journal/142088 Just today, i've been at my mums house and everything blew up. Never-ending questions of "WHAT DID SHE ASK YOU?" And "WHY WONT YOU TALK TO ME?" caused me to get angry for the first time in ages. I locked myself in the dining room with the computer, threw the printer on the floor, broke through the d... Sat, 28 Apr 2007 11:03:05 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/45732/journal/142082 Well... i've just joined and i hope that this will help make me feel better. ugh... that last sentance made me sound so weepy. It's unbelievably confusing. I don't want to sound all 'everyone hates me...' 'i hate life...' But the fact of the matter is that that is sometimes how i feel. I want as... Sat, 28 Apr 2007 10:59:38 +0100