defenderdarksun's Journal - DailyStrength Keep a personal wellness journal on DailyStrength to track your health and communicate with friends. http://dailystrength.org/people/45674/journal Thu, 21 Aug 2008 03:31:23 +0100 DailyStrength RSS 0.11.3.0.6833 (FeedCreator 1.7.2) http://dailystrength.org/images/comprofiler/avatar/45674/1218373363.jpg defenderdarksun's Avatar http://dailystrength.org/people/45674 defenderdarksun's entry on 08/15/2008 01:39 http://dailystrength.org/people/45674/journal/1246462 Tuesday sux -Marcus is moving into the downstairs apartment with his girlfriend-My parents are having money problems -Nathan is having attitude-My parents were all excited because they had baught Marcus a whole new tool kit for his birthday, then Marcus showed them his new tool kit, and they lo... Fri, 15 Aug 2008 01:39:18 +0100 defenderdarksun's entry on 08/13/2008 02:53 http://dailystrength.org/people/45674/journal/1242928 so i finally told my mom what her father did. she was upset, sick, sad, but she believed me. it was hard to watch her though, i cried, and so did she. its gonna be strange when we talk about it more later, it took me 10 months to say anything. idk Wed, 13 Aug 2008 02:53:58 +0100 defenderdarksun's entry on 08/11/2008 10:18 http://dailystrength.org/people/45674/journal/1240696 Its odd, cause I feel good but these thoughts in my head. Nothing bad so much as just...all at once it hits me. I keep thinking about the air force. About how much it hurt the day they sent me home because I had scraped my knee. I was devistated, cause it was the same day I found out I was to s... Mon, 11 Aug 2008 22:18:39 +0100 defenderdarksun's entry on 07/30/2008 04:36 http://dailystrength.org/people/45674/journal/1219117 So far so good. I'm doing okay in school, and I feel good. I got new windows in my house, finally. I aced my two presentations, where I had to be infront of lass and talk. I've got a pretty good handle on doing power points. I'm feeling good. I've been reading a lot lately and making... Wed, 30 Jul 2008 16:36:56 +0100 defenderdarksun's entry on 07/13/2008 01:46 http://dailystrength.org/people/45674/journal/1184940 YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY  im just yaying Sun, 13 Jul 2008 01:46:17 +0100 defenderdarksun's entry on 07/10/2008 12:04 http://dailystrength.org/people/45674/journal/1178621        So yayayayayyayayayyayay I am so excited! I got my sword Tuesday. In my family it means I have been accepted as an adult, and that the choice I have made to be a Defender of the people, is acceptable. Not as in yes that is okay, you can do that acceptable but as ... Thu, 10 Jul 2008 00:04:21 +0100 defenderdarksun's entry on 07/08/2008 11:10 http://dailystrength.org/people/45674/journal/1174752 Tue, 08 Jul 2008 11:10:42 +0100 defenderdarksun's entry on 06/30/2008 01:33 http://dailystrength.org/people/45674/journal/1157746 WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU MADE A ONE SIDED AGREEMENT WITH GOD OR A HIGHER POWER? DOES ANYONE KNOW WHO Holly Piranian IS?DOES ANYONE KNOW WHO Molly Bish IS?  DOES SOMEONE HAVE TO GROW UP TO BE AN ADULT?I got a B+ on my first class. Mon, 30 Jun 2008 13:33:27 +0100 defenderdarksun's entry on 06/23/2008 01:19 http://dailystrength.org/people/45674/journal/1141967 can you be manic but not active?i feel jumpitchyi want to write and draw all the timei want to sleepand make thingsmy mind is slowmy mind is crazy zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz... Mon, 23 Jun 2008 13:19:47 +0100 defenderdarksun's entry on 06/20/2008 11:42 http://dailystrength.org/people/45674/journal/1135475 I had a man sing Amazing Grace to me to night. Fri, 20 Jun 2008 11:42:56 +0100 defenderdarksun's entry on 06/14/2008 03:41 http://dailystrength.org/people/45674/journal/1121260 My mind has been phaseing in and out of memories and thoughts all week, just this jumbled medd of thoughs, nothing manic or exactly depressed just bland and unconncted. I remember my mom's paster once took a bunch of us to boston, we were having lunch in a park near the t station and there ... Sat, 14 Jun 2008 03:41:13 +0100 defenderdarksun's entry on 06/12/2008 09:28 http://dailystrength.org/people/45674/journal/1118423 Monday: I got home late, and my grandmother and father, were sitting in the kitchen, dark eyed. They told me that if I had wanted to say anything to Anita, I better say it then. So grandma and I went and sat with her for a while. When she breathed it made this awful ticking sound, she wasn’t a... Thu, 12 Jun 2008 21:28:44 +0100 defenderdarksun's entry on 06/09/2008 03:46 http://dailystrength.org/people/45674/journal/1109312 I hate being at home, I hate going home, and I even hate the idea of home. I read those stupid signs about “Home is where the heart is”. That is so much bull. Home has never been that safe place that one can go to recoup. It’s never been the quiet place in the storm; it’s nev... Mon, 09 Jun 2008 03:46:04 +0100 defenderdarksun's entry on 06/07/2008 07:34 http://dailystrength.org/people/45674/journal/1105650 She's been doing bad but now she's really getting to the end.My grandma is really in pain overthis.I don't know what to do.It's not like she's going to get any better.This is it, the end.I don't know how to take it, any of it.I don't know what to do...  now for ... Sat, 07 Jun 2008 07:34:51 +0100 defenderdarksun's entry on 06/05/2008 06:38 http://dailystrength.org/people/45674/journal/1100987 Why is crime the only job you graduate in?  Why do we for get about someone’s life when they die?  Why do words not convey exactly what we think?  Why does no one have a picnic in the rain?  Why do people find it funny when there is pain?  Why ... Thu, 05 Jun 2008 06:38:16 +0100 defenderdarksun's entry on 06/03/2008 09:02 http://dailystrength.org/people/45674/journal/1097711 okay bear with me i had this dream and need to put it down somewhere:  i was walking along a beach there were too kind of stones on the beach, uncut, rough, and raw turquoise stones and raw uneven ocean rocks. i am walking barefoot along the beach but the rocks do not hurt my feet, sometim... Tue, 03 Jun 2008 21:02:36 +0100 defenderdarksun's entry on 05/31/2008 03:05 http://dailystrength.org/people/45674/journal/1089686 i was so motivated to do school, to finally do it but its the worst thing ive done to datei thought it was they give you assignmentyou do the workyou pass it indonebut nothis stupid class i have to work with the other students on an assignmentwe have to call and talk with each other the whole t... Sat, 31 May 2008 03:05:39 +0100 defenderdarksun's entry on 05/26/2008 03:03 http://dailystrength.org/people/45674/journal/1078085 IF YOU ANSWERED YES TO THE ABOVE YOU NEED TO SEEK IMMEDIATE MEDICAL HELP! Of all the places to live to do you choose to live in the present of the past? If you choose one the other will kill you, but you can not choose both.  I think I've figured out my true age but it makes only kind ... Mon, 26 May 2008 03:03:52 +0100 defenderdarksun's entry on 05/22/2008 01:37 http://dailystrength.org/people/45674/journal/1069727 ive almost completed everything and now my first class is on the 27th Thu, 22 May 2008 01:37:50 +0100 defenderdarksun's entry on 05/19/2008 12:16 http://dailystrength.org/people/45674/journal/1062193 The wind blew harsh and raw. She held fast against it. The wind blew to its own power. She pulled herself close together. The wind pushed harder.She sighed and shrugged.The wind blew on. She shivered and quaked.The wind blew on.She muttered her displeasure. The wind blew on.She spoke her discomfort.... Mon, 19 May 2008 00:16:15 +0100