Keep a personal wellness journal on DailyStrength to track your health and communicate with friends. http://dailystrength.org/people/45669/journal Thu, 04 Dec 2008 01:44:41 +0100 DailyStrength RSS 0.11.3.0.6833 (FeedCreator 1.7.2) http://dailystrength.org/images/comprofiler/avatar/45669/1213250864.jpg http://dailystrength.org/people/45669 http://dailystrength.org/people/45669/journal/546418 Wed 7:43am - I am a complete wreck this morning. I was okai a few hours ago. Smiling, singing along to random songs...and now? EMOTIONAL DOWNPOUR! Ugh...I can't stop crying. On thop of that this whole cold/throat/chest infection thing is doing my head in now. I've had it 5 days and it won... Wed, 24 Oct 2007 02:44:18 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/45669/journal/485368 Fri 1.18pm - HALO 3 is awesome! Fri, 28 Sep 2007 08:19:52 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/45669/journal/355816 Tues 3.44pm - Okai so this is a different kind of journal entry. I'm gonna try to express how I feel as clearly as possible && then leave.I had I guess what yuu could call an arguement yday. Personally I think we were both in the wrong. I was so angry && upset. I couldn'... Tue, 07 Aug 2007 10:45:18 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/45669/journal/343671 Thurs 03.36am - I'm back! Sorry I've been gone for so long. Need some time away. I was in a really bad way a while ago but recently I've been feeling a bit better. I can manage a smile most days now which is good.Been binge purging so much this week. I don't even have ... Wed, 01 Aug 2007 22:36:36 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/45669/journal/293416 Thurs 6:40am - SIGH what a shitty week. Last night [well the last couple of hours] I've binged and purged twice. I can stop it. I need more and more food. I need the comfort. I need something to take the pain away. As soon as I swallow the food it comes back though. Again and again and again. I ... Thu, 12 Jul 2007 01:41:26 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/45669/journal/279923 Fri 2:01pm - Lol okai so you didn't like my mass suicide idea but that's okai. How about we all bake cakes and binge on them? Fatties love cakes. Lol I love cakes.Not but seriously hope you're all doing absotively posolutely awesome.Love yuu.Laura x Fri, 06 Jul 2007 09:01:54 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/45669/journal/264909 Fri 12:57pm - I HATE Disney! They suck. I hope they all die die die! I hope everyone dies. Lets all bleed to death right now. We'll have a mass DS suicide. Who's with me? Fri, 29 Jun 2007 07:58:29 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/45669/journal/259218 Wed 12.58am - I feel FAT today. I've been eating bad things and feeling down. I don't have much energy. I just sit and I eat knowing fully well I shouldn't. I've gained 3 pounds since the weekend and it sucks. I'm on my period but it seems like I'm forever on it. It'... Tue, 26 Jun 2007 19:58:37 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/45669/journal/252643 Sun 1:39am - Last night couldn't of been that bad because I've lost yet another pound! I had to eat today dinner with my family today though. Jacket potato with butter and cheese, with salad one side. And then a slice of ginger cake. After that I was craving more and more food. I ate 4 ... Sat, 23 Jun 2007 20:39:31 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/45669/journal/251174 Sat 5:13am - Today's been okay. I slept in until 4pm and shortly afterwards I went to the shop with Sarah and got some Smirnoff Ice [228 cals] and a packet of Quavers crisps [113 cals]. I ate the crisps later although I wasn't hungry. And had a few drinks. Alcopops have so many cal... Sat, 23 Jun 2007 00:13:51 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/45669/journal/248398 Fri 12:20am - Okay so it's late but I'm not tired because I didn't wake up until lunch time I think. I can breathe through my nose now [which I love], I still don't feel dizzy and I can just about manage to smoke a cigarrette without coughing lol. So I'm much better.My brother as... Thu, 21 Jun 2007 19:20:21 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/45669/journal/247131 Thurs 1:35pm - Woke up at lunch time like an hour ago and still feel ill. Blocked nose, really sore throat and at least I don't feel dizzy today. The sky looks so shit outside. Grey and miserable although actually, I like that. It's pretty. It might rain soon.I weighed myself this morning [b... Thu, 21 Jun 2007 08:36:28 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/45669/journal/246295 Thurs 2:22am - My head hurts! :( I'm tired but can't sleep. Although I haven't tried but I'm assuming that I won't be able to. x Wed, 20 Jun 2007 21:22:38 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/45669/journal/244625 Wed 11:14am - I'm ill! Lol. I have a cold, and a sore throat. I feel all dizzy and bunged up [not nice]. Been ill since I woke up yesterday morning. Fingers crossed it'll go in a day or two.There's good news though - I've lost more weight. I can't eat much because I'm so unwe... Wed, 20 Jun 2007 06:14:44 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/45669/journal/239644 10:00am - I'm feeling pretty good this morning. I slept all night and most of yesterday lol. It's nice to be awake in the mornings. I've eaten beans on toast for breakfast and had a bag on crisps before that so feeling really full. I've put a few pounds on over the weekend what with ... Mon, 18 Jun 2007 05:00:31 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/45669/journal/233419 5:15am - Fucking hell, I feel like I wanna die. I really hope I feel better after I have a sleep. Everything's just getting on top of me today. I miss Kel. I wish she was here.  Fri, 15 Jun 2007 00:15:41 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/45669/journal/233142 2:53am - I feel horrible and fat and bloated. Today I ate a slice of cheese and half a Bounty chocolate bar in the afternoon. And about an hour ago I ate a cheese sandwich with WHITE bread! I wasn't hungry I just missed food. I've had a bad evening. Diane on Holby City died [a tv show] and s... Thu, 14 Jun 2007 21:53:31 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/45669/journal/228983 7:25am - Trying figure out what to eat tomorrow [later] but it's so hard. Everything has too many calories. Except fruit but I can't eat that all day. It'll do my head in. On top of that I'm thinking about becoming vegan. Or at least trying it out which is gonna be soooooo tough. I m... Wed, 13 Jun 2007 02:25:26 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/45669/journal/226683 07:58am - I've lost my 1st stone [14lbs]! Finally! Lol. That was yesterday morning. So I'm happy. Focusing on losing another stone now.HW: 256CW: 242GW1: 196 Tue, 12 Jun 2007 02:58:02 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/45669/journal/221421 8:09pm - I feel a bit like blaa today. I had to eat cake yesterday and today in front of everyone. And I hate to eat their little tea party. You start eating though and you just can't stop. I can't wait until later when I'm starting to feel hungry. I miss feeling hungry. I've got a b... Sat, 09 Jun 2007 15:09:16 +0100