Keep a personal wellness journal on DailyStrength to track your health and communicate with friends. http://dailystrength.org/people/45443/journal Thu, 21 Aug 2008 03:36:26 +0100 DailyStrength RSS 0.11.3.0.6833 (FeedCreator 1.7.2) http://dailystrength.org/images/comprofiler/avatar/45443/1213411856.jpg http://dailystrength.org/people/45443 http://dailystrength.org/people/45443/journal/1233690      I miss his voice and his touch!I'm going more nuts without him then I was with him!I really don't think I can handle this for 7 more years!I just more than anything want him back and our live a whole again!This is not helping my bipolar or my life!I love him mor... Thu, 07 Aug 2008 23:57:49 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/45443/journal/1217480   I did it !!!!! I had my hair cut very short and I love it!!!  And the weather is hot here in Texas!!!!! So I did it!    I feel good about myself, I walked .8miles today with Mom!!!So all and all I had a Okay day!!!!Yea!!!!!!!!! Tue, 29 Jul 2008 18:42:02 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/45443/journal/1206533      Well I when to OK. and came home with MONEY!     And I got my Cpac mashine this week!     I miss my Slade, our phone call was cut short do to counts!      And I'm still waiting to feel b... Wed, 23 Jul 2008 18:15:24 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/45443/journal/1190949      Well I slept today, all day!!!!Cryed off and on, not knowing what was wrong!Got to talk to my Slade! That ended with tears!Trying to think of the SLOTS on sunday!My heart brakeing, due to me not being in Slade's arms!      Tue, 15 Jul 2008 21:32:53 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/45443/journal/1183058      Well today was great!Went to the Hearing Doctor and he said I was ready for my hearing test to see the lose!Not bad!Bought some new shoe's! (on sale)Still good!Found out Slade was not lieing, I miss under stood him!Wonderful!Took my Memaw out to lunch!Great!So had a... Fri, 11 Jul 2008 23:49:03 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/45443/journal/1179789   What's going on are here?I can't seem to get the person who I have to talk to get my recordsmoved!Slade still lieing & playing games!I'm up and down but not out of control!  Thu, 10 Jul 2008 14:20:37 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/45443/journal/1175056   Why does the hoisptal send you to the worest place on earth, to be treated like you are nothing, and expect to feel better about your self?They don't even call you back if you leave a message!Oh how they help me in so many ways! NOT!!!!!! Tue, 08 Jul 2008 13:50:29 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/45443/journal/1163979    Well, I've been home for a few days now!My mom can see how my new meds are working.She says I'm brighter!Slade has been falling apart not being able to know how I'm doing!But he's been feeling better since we've talked for two phone calls!And I wish all the side... Thu, 03 Jul 2008 00:18:08 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/45443/journal/1133162 I don't know why I totally down and sad.I can't sleep.ans I don't think the meds are working. Thu, 19 Jun 2008 12:13:59 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/45443/journal/1120873   Well its hit! My 1st depression since the hospital!Not as bad as I thought it would be like on the new drugs.I feel like I could cry.I'm down!Maybe it will be better tomorrow!? Fri, 13 Jun 2008 22:38:09 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/45443/journal/1118609   Well I spoke up for myselfandI'm proud of it. Thu, 12 Jun 2008 22:52:42 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/45443/journal/1116147    Well I'm home. Back from GreenOaks Mental Hospital.I was sad and on too many drugs. But nowI have a new Doctor, a clear mind and a placethat will help me all over again if needed.Boy, it's good to be home!   Wed, 11 Jun 2008 21:56:25 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/45443/journal/1095313    Well tomorrow I'm going to a clinic for mental illness.I scared and hoping they can make me, me.I 'm to do this for me. Hope they want hospitalize me.But if that's what I need to fix me being sad and suicidalthen lets do it.  Mon, 02 Jun 2008 20:47:01 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/45443/journal/1089111   Well it's just that. I'm stuck at down mode and no matter what I do it seems to be wrong or miss guided. I did nothing today. Which in fact upset me more. I hate being bipolar! I hate the fact that I take a million pills to feel like this. This in it's self SUCKS. I can't... Fri, 30 May 2008 20:35:17 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/45443/journal/1087223   Today I am more aware of my future.I'm going to drive myself nuts,And with no children to show of it!I have Poly Cystic Overran DisorderPCODAnd my Slade is using the time we could have the chance to!Yea I'm going to die nuts!   Thu, 29 May 2008 23:47:40 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/45443/journal/1084193   Hi! My name is Sabrina. I'm 30 years old,but look 18.My husband, who I dearly miss is in Fl. stateprison system.I'm a ex junkie and have been clean for5 months.I'm also bipolar/schizophrenia so that makes life alotsoother.My dad has cancer and is going to kemo.OH I LIVE MY PA... Wed, 28 May 2008 18:27:37 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/45443/journal/1079956 We may have found a loop whole! Mon, 26 May 2008 23:54:12 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/45443/journal/1079369          Well I'm home and I'm in one picse!I read a lettle and ate a lot.I played bubble's with my nisce.And my legs were a royle dinner for 1/2 a million buggs.But the point is i had fun!! Mon, 26 May 2008 18:44:19 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/45443/journal/1071696            Well I'm ready for any thing!going to the local river!Be there untill Monday!Bye guys! Thu, 22 May 2008 20:56:19 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/45443/journal/1069393      Well you guessed it !I'm in that not so not nice feeling!I've hit rock bottomI hate this!I can't injoy life! Wed, 21 May 2008 22:17:10 +0100