Keep a personal wellness journal on DailyStrength to track your health and communicate with friends. http://dailystrength.org/people/45126/journal Thu, 04 Dec 2008 01:35:47 +0100 DailyStrength RSS 0.11.3.0.6833 (FeedCreator 1.7.2) http://dailystrength.org/images/comprofiler/avatar/45126/1220968295.jpg http://dailystrength.org/people/45126 http://dailystrength.org/people/45126/journal/1377630 I KEEP MY LIFE FARELY SIMPLE.  WHEN YOU'VE LOST EVERYTHING IN YOUR LIFE LIKE I HAVE, YOU FIGURE OUT THAT ALL THE BELLS AND WHISTLES JUST AREN'T WORTH IT, AND REALLY DON'T MATTER MUCH.  NOT TO MENTION THAT I LOST MY GREAT INCOME THAT ALLOWED FOR ALL THE BELLS AND WHISTLES YEARS ... Sun, 09 Nov 2008 13:05:30 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/45126/journal/1326967 I GOT MY BABY BACK BABY BACK BABY BACKI GOT MY BABY BACK BABY BACK BABY BACKI GOT MY BABY BACK BABY BACK BABY BACK  NO, THIS IS NOT AN AD FOR CHILI'S, BUT IT IS A SONG THAT IS ON MY HEART THAT IS FILLED WITH PRAISE TO MY LORD, JESUS CHRIST.  MY INCREDIBLY BEAUTIFUL AND L... Sat, 04 Oct 2008 11:30:39 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/45126/journal/1318901 MY SIS FLEW DOWN FROM ARKANSAS TO VISIT ME THIS WEEKEND FOR HER 29TH BIRTHDAY WHICH WAS YESTURDAY.  SHE IS GOING THROUGH JUST AS TOUGH A TIME AS I AM DEALING WITH HER OWN PERSONAL ISSUES.  MY SISTER, WHO HAS BEEN A MISSIONARY IN SEVERAL MUSLIM NATIONS SAID SOMETHING VERY INTERESTING TO ME ... Mon, 29 Sep 2008 12:47:41 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/45126/journal/1315937 FOR I HAVE SINNED AGAINST YOU.  I PRAY THAT YOU WOULD CONTINUE TO HUMBLE ME AND DO A MIGHTY WORK IN MY LIFE SO I COULD BE MORE LIKE YOU, LORD.  THE INABILITY FOR ME TO CONTROL MY ANGER HAS REALLY CAUSED GREAT DESTRUCTION.  LORD, I ASK THAT YOU WOULD CONTINUALLY REMIND ME THAT I BATTLE... Sat, 27 Sep 2008 11:47:19 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/45126/journal/1312420 AND FEEL FREE TO GET AS MANY PEOPLE AS YOU CAN TO HATE ME TOO.  BECAUSE ALTHOUGH IT DOES AFFECT ME, IT'S ONLY GOING TO MAKE ME A BETTER PERSON IN THE END.  I'M GOING TO TAKE ALL YOUR HATE AND USE IT TO FIX THE PROBLEMS I HAVE IN MY LIFE BY THE POWER OF JESUS CHRIST ALMIGHTY.  ... Thu, 25 Sep 2008 01:04:42 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/45126/journal/1310053 "LIKE BARACK OBAMA SAID, IT'S TIME FOR A CHANGE"(LOLLI-LOLLI)  FIRST OFF, I WANT TO CONFESS SOMETHING THAT I HAVE SUCH A HARD TIME BELIEVING OR ADMITTING ABOUT MYSELF, AND THAT IS, THAT I TRULY AM A GOOD PERSON, AND I AM LOVED BY GOD.  IN ALL REALITY, AND IN MY HEART OF ... Tue, 23 Sep 2008 15:23:39 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/45126/journal/1304812 WOW.  IT'S BEEN ONE HELL OF A 2 WEEK PERIOD.  MY WIFE AND I HAVE SEEN THE VERY FULLEST EXTENT OF EACH OTHERS DARKEST SIDES AND YET WE ARE STILL VERY MUCH IN LOVE.  MY DARK SIDE HAS BEEN VERY WELL DOCUMENTED FROM DAY ONE OF OUR RELATIONSHIP WHEN I FREELY OFFERED HER ... Sat, 20 Sep 2008 02:25:29 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/45126/journal/1294503 I CAN'T EVEN BEGIN TO BELIEVE WHAT I DID ON MONDAY.  MY DISGUST AT MY SELF, AND MY SORROW FOR MY ACTIONS, LEAVE MY MIND IN ANGUISHED SHAMBLES.  I JUST WALK AROUND AIMLESSLY, SHAKING MY HEAD IN DISBELIEF AT WHAT I ACTUALLY DID, AND HOW CLOSE I CAME TO DOING SOMETHING MUCH WORS... Sat, 13 Sep 2008 16:18:06 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/45126/journal/1287938 AFTER MY THIRD TIME IN A DARK HOLE WHICH IS KNOWN AS JAIL, I NEED THE THUG IN GZUS TO DIE, BUT I DON'T KNOW HOW TO MAKE SURE HE NEVER WILL RETURN AGAIN.  I NEED HELP AND I HAVE NOWHERE TO TURN.  ALL MY LIFE, I HAVE BATTLED THIS EXTREMELY DARK AND VIOLENT SIDE THAT BREAKS OUT INTO ... Tue, 09 Sep 2008 12:42:04 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/45126/journal/1263641 WHEN YOU LIVE A LIFE THAT IS BASED COMPLETELY ON FAITH, THERE ARE SEVERAL TIMES WHEN LIFE CAN BE SCARY AND ALMOST TOO MUCH TO BEAR.  THESE ARE THE TIMES WHEN YOU CAN'T SEE WHAT IS AHEAD OF YOU, OR WORSE, YOU CAN SEE WHAT'S IN FRONT OF YOU AND IT JUST LOOKS LIKE A HUGE BRICK WALL THAT YO... Mon, 25 Aug 2008 12:49:15 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/45126/journal/1240062 WELL, IN ONLY 4 DAYS, MY SON HAS TURNED 5 YEARS OLD, AND GONE TO HIS FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL.  ON THURSDAY, AUGUST 7TH, MY PRECIOUS BABY BOY TURNED 5 YEARS OLD, AND ON SATURDAY, WE HAD HIS BIRTHDAY PARTY AT THIS WHEREHOUSE LOOKING PLACE THAT WAS FULL OF INFLATABLE OPSTACLE COURSES AND BOUNCERS... Mon, 11 Aug 2008 15:39:05 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/45126/journal/1198608 I WAS GONE FROM JULY 10TH AT 5AM PST UNTIL JULY 15TH 8PM PST.  IT STARTED WITH MY SON AND I FLYING TO LITTLE ROCK, ARKANSAS WITH A 4 HOUR LAYOVER IN DALLAS, TEXAS(HI STEPH), AND ENDED WITH US FLYING FROM LITTLE ROCK TO PHOENIX WITH A 4 HOUR LAYOVER IN AT-FREAKING-LANTA, GEORGIA.(HI TODD)... Sat, 19 Jul 2008 17:35:21 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/45126/journal/1169761  I grew up at least for the first 5 years of life with a mom and dad in the home as well as a little sister after September of '79.  Well all I really know is that when I was 5, my parents got divorced, and my Mom moved a mile down the road to a condo.  They mutually decided that ... Sun, 06 Jul 2008 00:06:15 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/45126/journal/1155325 Take my Son A wealthy man and his son loved to collect rare works of art. They had everything in their collection, from Picasso to Raphael. They would often sit together and admire the great works of art. When the Vietnam conflict broke out, the son went to war. He was very courageous and died in ba... Sun, 29 Jun 2008 11:11:32 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/45126/journal/1122077 THANK YOU FOR THE HAPPY FATHERS DAY WISHES.IT GOT ME THINKIN' HERE ON THE MIGHTY WESTSIDE OF THE US WITH ABOUT 9 MINUTES BEFORE IT IS OFFICIALLY FATHERS DAY HOW MUCH THE WORD FATHER AND SPACIFICLY DADDY OR DAD MEANS TO ME.  THAT WORD HAS BEEN THE MOTIVATION OF MY GREATEST PAINS IN LIFE... Sat, 14 Jun 2008 15:33:33 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/45126/journal/1108246 I KIND OF GET OFF ON HAVING THE REPUTATION OF BEING CRAZY AND BLURTING OUT A BUNCH OF BERZERK SHIT.  IT ALLOWS ME THE FREEDOM TO SPIT A BUNCH OF PROPHECIES AND IF I'M RIGHT, THEN I HEARD FROM THE LORD, AND IF I'M WRONG, IT'S JUST ROB BEING ROB, OR HE'S MANIC RIGHT NOW, DON'T... Sun, 08 Jun 2008 16:26:34 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/45126/journal/1042654 I JUST WROTE THIS, AND IT JUST BLEW ME AWAY.  I'VE NEVER REALLY BEEN MUCH FOR WITNESSING TO PEOPLE, BUT IF I WAS GOING TO, THIS IS WHAT IT WOULD SOUND LIKE.      CHECK THIS OUT.  DO YOU KNOW WHEN YOU'RE GOING TO DIE?  (NO)  HAVE YOU EVER HEAR... Sat, 10 May 2008 16:53:14 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/45126/journal/1028024 I LOOKED BACK ON MY FIRST ENTRY, AND REMEMBERED ALL THE PAIN AND TERMOIL I WAS IN, AND I LOOK AT MY LIFE NOW AND SMILE WITH A HAPPY TEAR IN MY EYE OF HOW WONDERFUL JESUS IS, AND HAS BEEN IN MY LIFE.  IT'S ALWAY AWESOME TO LOOK BACK, AND SEE HOW GOD HAS TRULY FORFILLED HIS WORD AND WORKED AL... Sun, 04 May 2008 14:08:55 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/45126/journal/1007097 OK, SO I GOT INTO A HEATED DISCUSSION WITH MY BABY MOMMA, AND IT MADE ME THINK OF HOW CAN WE HAVE POSITIVE RELATIONS WITH SOMEONE THAT WE REALLY DON'T LIKE?  OR SOMEONE THAT JUST HAPPENS TO OFFEND US WHETHER IT WAS INTENTIONAL OR NOT.  OR HELL, I OFFEND YOU, LORD KNOWS I RUN OFF AT THE... Fri, 25 Apr 2008 16:51:13 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/45126/journal/997490 I KNOW.I KNOW.I KNOW.  I DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW I KNOW, BUT I KNOW THAT DANIELLE IS GOING TO HAVE A BABY FROM HER OWN WOMB FROM MY OWN SPERM.  WHETHER I CAN CONVINCE HER OF THIS FACT OR NOT IS IRREGUARDLESS.  I DON'T EVEN TRULY KNOW IF SHE WILL BE PREGNANT THIS YEAR, BUT I K... Tue, 22 Apr 2008 01:31:30 +0100