Keep a personal wellness journal on DailyStrength to track your health and communicate with friends. http://dailystrength.org/people/45074/journal Wed, 03 Dec 2008 14:32:28 +0100 DailyStrength RSS 0.11.3.0.6833 (FeedCreator 1.7.2) http://dailystrength.org/images/comprofiler/avatar/45074/1213247442.jpg http://dailystrength.org/people/45074 http://dailystrength.org/people/45074/journal/1258174 sorry havent been on in awhile! havent been able to get into my account but looking forward to staying in contact now. my son is 3 months and absolutly AMAZING!!! i love being a mom!! talk to u soon! p.s. im posting new pictures soon! Thu, 21 Aug 2008 22:27:52 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/45074/journal/906399 Contractions are about 15 minutes apart..Idk what to do really...the shower seems to help a bit!! Mon, 17 Mar 2008 19:10:32 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/45074/journal/867825 Hey! Ive just been really busy with work and trying toget everything ready. I am now 8 months pregnant witha little boy!! Im so excited but more than thatnervous. I just pray everything goes well. I see mydoctor again on Tuesday and we will see if everythingis how it should be. Next Sunday is our ba... Sun, 02 Mar 2008 18:09:23 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/45074/journal/848289 Im 8 months and sooooo ready to pop!! haha! Im excited but now im actually getting really really nervous...the aniexty is getting really bad! Hopefully ill be able to start pulling it a little more together! Sun, 24 Feb 2008 11:38:36 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/45074/journal/766309 Im doing well...taking it easy and resting alot! I wouldnt want to go in too early! Thu, 24 Jan 2008 21:40:16 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/45074/journal/678144 ITS A BOY!!!!! Fri, 21 Dec 2007 18:03:12 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/45074/journal/620686 alright what do i do?!??!!? derek called me and we talked for awhile...he wants to pick me up at the airport on wednesday. He wants me to move in with him and for us to be together again...he says i wont have to work..i can stay home do the housework cooking and raising our baby...it sounds perfect ... Sun, 25 Nov 2007 14:14:06 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/45074/journal/612650 ohkay so last night i had to go into the ER! I had a really unusual pain. Anyways they did an ultrasound and the baby is fine but they told me i had my due date all wrong. From what i know my due date is April 22 and im a little over 18 weeks along...the ultrasound measurements are showing something... Wed, 21 Nov 2007 09:45:09 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/45074/journal/599906 I am going through some old pictures and realize the smile on my face. It really does bring tears to my eyes. I miss that smile and the happiness I felt. I miss being with Derek and the feeling I get from his presence. I miss everything about the life we had and I am slowly coming to the horrifing r... Thu, 15 Nov 2007 17:10:29 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/45074/journal/574885 how do you stop the ache? I cant seem to escape the misery ive been dealt. my family just sees me as a HUGE disapointment and I hear it EVERYDAY. i just wish once in awhile they could lay off. They also hate derek with a passion...and well I really cant help that i love him. the feelings i have i ju... Mon, 05 Nov 2007 08:52:18 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/45074/journal/570388 ive had a rough couple of weeks but hopefully its gunna be settling down. Im gunna be going on a little trip soon to see some family and I think it will be good for me and the baby. Derek is freaking out though. He doesnt want us to go and he has really started to put in effort into stepping up. At ... Sat, 03 Nov 2007 05:42:19 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/45074/journal/540601 Hey yall! Im sorry I havent really been on here. My life is such a rollercoaster. My baby bump is growing. I am still unsure about EVERYTHING else but all of me is going into this baby. Im scared though. I havent had an appointment in a couple of weeks and even though I thought it may have been a li... Sun, 21 Oct 2007 19:24:51 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/45074/journal/492253 Its only 9am and already a long day! I am just trying to get better. I know its stupid but I fell yesterday and today I am just in so much pain. I think that Im gunna go to the ER soon. I am scared for the baby as well. I am cramping pretty bad. As for Derek....I heard from him 2 nights ago...at 3am... Mon, 01 Oct 2007 10:08:44 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/45074/journal/471813 I just got ahold of Derek and of course he is with only god knows who and he is wasted. It hurts but I really cannot afford to care anymore. I am almost out of my 1st trimester and cannot wait...I know my chances are slimmer of losing my angel and the 1st trimester. Its so hard knowing that Derek re... Sat, 22 Sep 2007 22:25:32 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/45074/journal/470593 Today is Derek's 21st birthday. I know what he is out doing. I didnt think it would affect me this much but it really hurts that me and the baby arent there sharing it with him. I can remember last year...I too was alone on this special day but for a different reason. Derek was gone because of h... Sat, 22 Sep 2007 10:35:07 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/45074/journal/463274 Hey sorry i havent posted in awhile I have just been busy...running with my head chopped off! i am 9 weeks pregnant. Derek and i just started speaking again...this has been the hardest thing ever...i lost him...my family and i dont even have a car anymore...my father took it to try and teach me the ... Wed, 19 Sep 2007 11:39:30 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/45074/journal/391137 Today I found out I AM PREGNANT once again! I am super excited but a little scared! I am 5 weeks and 1 day along and I am due April 22!!! Yeah! Tomorrow I go to the doctors for an ultra-sound and for blood work to make sure everything is alright! I am so scared! Wish me luck that everything goes good!! Tue, 21 Aug 2007 19:41:09 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/45074/journal/367535 Yesterday was the worst. One of Dereks friends told me that Derek and I were "on a break." Yet we live together and all...but I guess now I know why hes acting so wierd. I am so crushed. I love him with all of my heart and I hope this is all just a bad dream. Well later last night my frien... Sun, 12 Aug 2007 07:32:49 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/45074/journal/343858 Today Is The 1st of August and My Hearts Go Out To The Victims Of Todays Catastrophe! The Bridge On 35W Today Collapsed Here In Minneapolis, Mn. You All Are In My Prayers and I Am Asking For All Who Visit My Profile To Take A Minute To Say A Prayer For These Victims! We Need All The Help We Can Get.... Thu, 02 Aug 2007 00:02:15 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/45074/journal/281741 I am really stressed. At the moment Im in the hospital with Derek. He has colitis, dehydration, etc. We have been here for like a week now...with no end in sight...im just praying he gets better!! Derek and I are fine..rocky but fine. i think that we realize that no matter what...what it all comes d... Sat, 07 Jul 2007 01:01:08 +0100