Keep a personal wellness journal on DailyStrength to track your health and communicate with friends. http://dailystrength.org/people/44855/journal Thu, 04 Dec 2008 02:15:35 +0100 DailyStrength RSS 0.11.3.0.6833 (FeedCreator 1.7.2) http://dailystrength.org/images/comprofiler/avatar/44855/1213249664.jpg http://dailystrength.org/people/44855 http://dailystrength.org/people/44855/journal/643863 Well today is my daughter's 6th birthday.  WOW she is growing up so fast.  The asshole got her today after school and she kicked and screamed and didn't want to go.  I don't think its fair that she had to spend her day with him.  She didn't want to and it was her ... Wed, 05 Dec 2007 23:27:44 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/44855/journal/533347 Today is a better day.  STBX cld last night to talk to my daughter and since its fall break she was over at her cousins.  Of course he had to leave a message telling me well I know your not going to let me talk to her but tell her I lover her.  I want so bad for him to have a relation... Thu, 18 Oct 2007 12:39:31 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/44855/journal/529660 Today wasn't a very good day.  I just can't get the stbx and ow out of my mind.  My daughter had soccer practice tonight and we have both told him when she has practice and he doesn't show up.  How can that other family be more important than his own daughter.  Someti... Tue, 16 Oct 2007 22:13:40 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/44855/journal/524604 It has been forever since I have written.  My atty told me I needed to keep a journal so I have been writing it out and forgot about posting on DS.  We have been thru a lot.  I have gone back to court 2 times since last written.  STBX has threaten to fight for full custody so was... Sun, 14 Oct 2007 21:37:25 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/44855/journal/188565 Well sorry I haven't written in a while been very busy moved over this past weekend.  The weekend before last the STBX had visitations with my daughter he had a set time on Friday 5/11/07 from 5:00 P - 7:30 P, he picked her up from the sitters at 4:30 P and brought her home at 6:00 P I wasn... Thu, 24 May 2007 12:28:19 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/44855/journal/161045 Well today isn't a good day. I can't get off my mind he is always with her. Will they last??? Or after the new wears off will it be over and he will try to come back? Why can't I get him out of my head. I am ready to move on, but how do I do that I still love John and he is the father of my child. Wed, 09 May 2007 17:09:16 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/44855/journal/152470 Well yesterday sucked. We didn't get to meet with the Judge and now we have to get my daughter an atty for someone to speak for her so going to be out more money and the STBX hasn't paid 1 dime since he left. He has moved out of our family home and he says he is living with his brother David, but ... Fri, 04 May 2007 13:34:24 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/44855/journal/149430 Well tomorrow is the big day we go back to court. John has started so much crap by calling DHS and now they are going to be involved and they will be at the hearing. John told my brother last night that he was ready for this to be over with and said that he told his Attorney to do whatever it take... Wed, 02 May 2007 17:49:28 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/44855/journal/147403 Well the STBX finally called for my daughter only after 1 week and 5 days. He moved out of our family home and hasn't told me where he is living. He said he was sorry for what has happened to us and all he wants to do is pay is child support and be there for his daughter. Maybe he and the girlfr... Tue, 01 May 2007 15:34:21 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/44855/journal/145300 Well this is not a good day today. I just found out that John's girlfriends divorce was final on 4/23/07 and in the decree it says that her X can not have any visitation with her girls. So does this mean what Andrea heard that day when John said if I stay with Rhonda I am going to have to be a fat... Mon, 30 Apr 2007 13:11:15 +0100