Keep a personal wellness journal on DailyStrength to track your health and communicate with friends. http://dailystrength.org/people/44573/journal Sun, 07 Sep 2008 00:11:23 +0100 DailyStrength RSS 0.11.3.0.6833 (FeedCreator 1.7.2) http://dailystrength.org/images/comprofiler/avatar/44573/1213246920.jpg http://dailystrength.org/people/44573 http://dailystrength.org/people/44573/journal/1231224 i feel like shit.  i feel like crying but i wont let it come out.  i dunno wut do to anymore. i put on a smile infront of everyone around here just so they think im okay. it works.  i wanna cut. if the thots dont stop tonite im going to not like anyone is goin to see them anyway. Wed, 06 Aug 2008 16:16:45 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/44573/journal/1227674 i guess im doin okay.  NOT!! i went camping last week after moving some ppl it was fun. i got invited to go back the week of the 17th before so i can spend another week there before i leave for college. i also go invited to go to a wedding on the 23rd with them. i would be spending 2 or 3 ... Mon, 04 Aug 2008 17:24:29 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/44573/journal/1201362 Okay so im up early. it sucks. my dad comes in and was like u gotta move ur car. i was like my keys are downstairs. he didnt take the hint. then when i got down the stairs about half way. my mom asked wut i was doing up, i dad told her i was up to move my car and she was like she dont gotta. K the r... Mon, 21 Jul 2008 08:34:22 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/44573/journal/1187369 So i don't feel any better then i did saturday. I wish it would just all go away but i know it wont go away any time soon and i hate it. I just wanna cry. Im trying to keep busy but its not working it wont work. i cant sleep. last nite i was up til like 2:30 and then kept waking up after that. i... Mon, 14 Jul 2008 10:01:07 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/44573/journal/1184606 i trusted you but was also scared of you. you took advantage of our friendship. We had a friendship together and you fucked that up. You knew i was having a hard time.  I thot u would never hurt me. You said you would never hurt me but u hurt me. i can never trust u again. it seems everytime i ... Sat, 12 Jul 2008 21:39:14 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/44573/journal/1117780 well okay so i went for my G2 road test and i got it. i only lost 4 points almost perfect. its better then i thot it would be. Thu, 12 Jun 2008 15:46:28 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/44573/journal/1116189 i got a road test tomorrow. yay!! NOT im hope i get it. sorry no i will get it. if i do wut im suppose to i will get it  Wed, 11 Jun 2008 22:15:13 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/44573/journal/1110394 okay so im really stressed. i have drivers test 12th, camp 13 to 15, kevin is coming 16 yay!!!!!, graduation 17, then i head to Orillia on the 18th cuz i gotta meet with my spec ed teacher on the 19th then im hoping to be able to get home late on the 19th. my dads thinking of sending me on the bus o... Mon, 09 Jun 2008 14:51:31 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/44573/journal/1096764 so i got accepted to another college yesterday. i got a pros and cons list started about each college and all that. One college is about 9 or 10 hours away from my parents house. the other is like an hour away from them. My brother wuold be like an hour away in Ottawa but its the idea of he cant com... Tue, 03 Jun 2008 13:16:57 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/44573/journal/1088775 okay so im really really really really really really happy. now let me tell u why. I GOT ACCEPTED TO COLLEGE. The nite before i leave for camp i find out i get accepted the the one college i really wanted to go to. Fri, 30 May 2008 17:20:59 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/44573/journal/1083958 the rest of the day is just me and my tv. i need some time. in the last 3 days i have only seen my room for like 3 hours and thats when i was sleeping. i had my last 2 hours of driving in today. i get my certificate either in the mail or when i go for my G2.. i cant wait.. i want my G2. mayb then i ... Wed, 28 May 2008 16:34:03 +0100