Keep a personal wellness journal on DailyStrength to track your health and communicate with friends. http://dailystrength.org/people/4441/journal Thu, 04 Dec 2008 02:11:16 +0100 DailyStrength RSS 0.11.3.0.6833 (FeedCreator 1.7.2) http://dailystrength.org/images/comprofiler/avatar/4441/1213248994.jpg http://dailystrength.org/people/4441 http://dailystrength.org/people/4441/journal/1393297 Both boys are in school now. I miss my baby! (my 2nd son) I am so bored now that Christa is the only one home. I actually baked a cake today! It's only 10am and I have everything I need to do today done! Thu, 20 Nov 2008 09:55:51 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/4441/journal/1384557 If I lose my kids I will kill myself!!!!!!!!! Fri, 14 Nov 2008 01:13:10 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/4441/journal/1382374 My car got towed and there is no way I can afford to get it back! Wed, 12 Nov 2008 18:20:53 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/4441/journal/1367652 I am so depressed and so mad and so stressed. I feel like I can't do anything right now. I am ready to explode. I am having so many mixed emotions right now and all of them bad. I have not been on my meds for weeks because my doctor keeps changing my appoinments! Every little thing is irritating me!... Sun, 02 Nov 2008 10:33:15 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/4441/journal/1362594 We went to ask my mother in law for to borrow somemoney for food and she had someone where she works lie and say she wasn't there. I could tell by the way she was acting funny and stuttering that she was lying, but beside that her keys were laying right there! She is such a bitch. She never want... Wed, 29 Oct 2008 12:34:29 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/4441/journal/1361487 I am so pissed off. My son is 6 and is in kindergarten. He sees a therapist and a phycologist for ADHD. So he has missed a few days for his appoinments. Then yesderday he was sick. So today the school decides to send a letter home saying that I have to call the school to make an appointmen... Tue, 28 Oct 2008 16:42:55 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/4441/journal/1355079 Sorry about the last post. I was just really mad. I usually don't talk like that. Thu, 23 Oct 2008 22:01:09 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/4441/journal/1352052 I was in a good mood until I got on here and some fuckin asshole decided to put me down. Well if you read this, FUCK YOU. FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!! Tue, 21 Oct 2008 20:51:39 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/4441/journal/1349202 I am so depressed tonight. I hate myself so bad. I would just kill myself if I didn't have kids. I love them so much yet I treat them like shit thanks to my bipolar and depression. I don't know what to do anymore!!! Sun, 19 Oct 2008 23:39:22 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/4441/journal/1347480 My dr resheduled again so I have to go longer w/o my meds. Sat, 18 Oct 2008 15:33:30 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/4441/journal/1345290 I missed an appointment with my dr last month. I had to reshedule. Then I got a call from the dr's office and they said they had to reschedule me because the dr wouldn't be in. Then a few days later they called and said I had an appoinment with another dr. I told them that wasn't my... Thu, 16 Oct 2008 23:22:35 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/4441/journal/1339743 Every time something good happens and I am happy something bad happens. I feel like I am not supposed to be happy, ever! I just bought myself a pair of earrings that were real gold. I never get any real jewelery. I was putting them in and I lost the back off one of them. We have looked everywhere an... Mon, 13 Oct 2008 11:19:53 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/4441/journal/1337347 I am so pissed off! My bff and I had plans for today. She knows I hate her bf, but she decided she's going to take him with her!!! He is friends a friends of my family. He used to hit on me and try to do things, like rubbing my back or touching my leg, that made me uncomfortable. Even though I a... Sat, 11 Oct 2008 14:35:02 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/4441/journal/1311794 How many zeros in a billion? This is too true to be funny. The next time you hear a politician use the word 'billion' in a casual manner, think about whether you want the 'politicians' spending YOUR tax money. A billion is a difficult number to comprehend, but one advertising agency ... Wed, 24 Sep 2008 17:04:51 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/4441/journal/1309853 My son brought home lice from school. We all ended up with it. That's my luck. We got lice shampoo and did our hair last night. Then today I had the dr call in some in and we did it over just to be safe. I am so paranoid that it will come back. I know it's been going around the school bad. I... Tue, 23 Sep 2008 13:17:05 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/4441/journal/1300947 I am so frustrated! It seems like everything has been going wrong lately! AWWWW! Wed, 17 Sep 2008 18:15:42 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/4441/journal/1272665 I AM GOING BACK TO COLLEGE! Sat, 30 Aug 2008 19:58:06 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/4441/journal/1271519 I feel pretty good tonight. I went to the game with my hubby and we took the two youngest. My oldest is at his grandmas. I feel like a horrible mom, but I love it when he's away. He has ADHD and he is so hard to deal with. It is so much easier when he's gone. I love him so much. He'... Fri, 29 Aug 2008 23:02:25 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/4441/journal/1256262 Well, we haven't found it yet so were assuming it dead. The kids couldn't care less, but I on the other hand am upset over it. I don't know why I am so sad over losing a fish that we haven't even had that long. Am I going totally freaking crazy? Wed, 20 Aug 2008 21:07:01 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/4441/journal/1256072 My kids had a pet fish and somehow it disappeared. And the funny part is none of the kids seem to know where it went. Wed, 20 Aug 2008 19:03:17 +0100