Keep a personal wellness journal on DailyStrength to track your health and communicate with friends. http://dailystrength.org/people/42559/journal Thu, 04 Dec 2008 01:45:01 +0100 DailyStrength RSS 0.11.3.0.6833 (FeedCreator 1.7.2) http://dailystrength.org/images/comprofiler/female.gif http://dailystrength.org/people/42559 http://dailystrength.org/people/42559/journal/231239 a hot  beutiful suuny day,packed up pt cruser got  madison and preston  ready and my dog shaler and we went  to eagals point. its this cliff that other people hang glide off of.but att the cliff it flatt land to ,we built a fire ,took 4 weeler,played radio loud,we danced,cooked o... Thu, 14 Jun 2007 01:27:31 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/42559/journal/224251 it was a nice day. i spint most of the day out side with the kids.i was cutting the grass madison was riding here 4 weeler and preston was playing on the swings .but at one point preston was chasing madison with his hand out runing behind the 4 weeler saying sissy sissy i smiled and said to myself a... Mon, 11 Jun 2007 01:30:35 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/42559/journal/221303 it been a long week.i wanted to say thank u to all that were there to carry me through long nights of suffering and pain i was ging through last week.i went and got some help feeling little better. home now with kids.i need to let u all know how inportent this sight was to me .in the past i wou... Sat, 09 Jun 2007 13:28:48 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/42559/journal/200121 today is a new day.the night was long.i coulnt sleep much i woke up every 20 min.today i will see my icm caseworker. i hope she can take me some were were i wont be alone tonight.i am afraid to be alone.thank you for all of your supports i would not be here with out it......im not crying any more.so... Wed, 30 May 2007 11:41:22 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/42559/journal/199271 im not ok i cut at tharapy in the bathroom.my tharpast came in made me clean up the blood and she said i couldnt talk to here for 24 hours becouse i cut myself i dont really know what happend on tharapy time worp  mpd........i found myself cuting in the bathroom.im angy at me and i cant stop th... Tue, 29 May 2007 23:34:45 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/42559/journal/186328 im ok so far to day.it quit my sons playing quit by him self.im on here.i think i should go out side today it help me when im down or just quit with my own thoughts.some good some bad.i went to therapy testerday she aksed me if ther was 2 parts of me?i said no.even though years ago i was dieignosed ... Wed, 23 May 2007 11:59:34 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/42559/journal/175723 lastnight was the 2ed time i cut in 8 monthes a moment of weekness.i feel better but now i fight with my shame.sometomes i feel im getting better an d ten other times i feel this pain will never end.i worry about my kids if im hurting them by hurting me.i didnt tell my tharapist.i dont think it wil ... Thu, 17 May 2007 21:54:18 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/42559/journal/171654 today whent to see my tharpist i dont talk much its hard to talk to someone yunger than me.with out kids.she could'nt know half the things im talking about she seams so supperfishal im not a good speller so bear with me.... Tue, 15 May 2007 22:10:06 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/42559/journal/166816 today woke up at 11 to breckfast in bed with eggs toast milk.and kisses.the rest of the day were going to park to play and ride 4 weeler in happy to be a mom i love my kides even with deppresion in glad im a mom. Sun, 13 May 2007 11:46:17 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/42559/journal/158549 today is a good day sunny out a day to smile and spend with my kids a day to try not to think about how i really feel inside.mostly alone but i am strong or a lest that what i say to my self everyday to keep me going,sefl talk helps even if u dont beleave just do it. over time it help it sound stupe... Tue, 08 May 2007 10:41:41 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/42559/journal/139612 kids r my joy .nomatter how bad i feeel is i whach themi will crack a smile Thu, 26 Apr 2007 21:38:08 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/42559/journal/125734 im alone its getting late,my kids asleep i think im finaly alone.i cant stop thinking about cutting a thought all day...cutting drip drip blood drips from my finger tips as the room goes gray i am alone its dark.i am alone................................................................................ Thu, 19 Apr 2007 00:01:45 +0100