Keep a personal wellness journal on DailyStrength to track your health and communicate with friends. http://dailystrength.org/people/41876/journal Wed, 03 Dec 2008 14:32:25 +0100 DailyStrength RSS 0.11.3.0.6833 (FeedCreator 1.7.2) http://dailystrength.org/images/comprofiler/avatar/41876/1213250725.jpg http://dailystrength.org/people/41876 http://dailystrength.org/people/41876/journal/883558 went out last night with sister and sister in law we went kareoke what a blast was a really good night they drank i did not but i think i was just as mad a s them lol hope you all having a good weekend much love to you all xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Sat, 08 Mar 2008 15:45:56 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/41876/journal/878685 hi all hope you all having a pleasant week. almost the week end, time to let the hair down misbehave as much as we like lol till monday morning that is . have a great one all xxxxxxxxxxxxx Thu, 06 Mar 2008 16:23:13 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/41876/journal/869490 Mon, 03 Mar 2008 11:14:50 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/41876/journal/863056 WOW WHERE HAVE I BEEN . I BEEN BAD AND LEFT YOU ALL WONDERING WHERE I AM , I AM DOING SO WELL IT'S LIKE BEING A DIFFERENT PERSON, I HAVE COME TO THE PLACE WHERE I FEEL IF PEOPLE DONT LIKE ME THE WAY I AM THEN ITS THERE LOSS, I AM NOT PREPARED TO BE ON A DIET A MISERABLE I WOULD RATHER BE THIS BU... Fri, 29 Feb 2008 16:06:33 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/41876/journal/775149 oh has it been that long since i last wrote . well i am fab and kids are well hubby fell down stairs but he doing ok , puppy crewed washing machine rubber cost me 65 pounds (bless her) lol we all good hope you are too or at least on your way xxxxxxxxxxxxx Mon, 28 Jan 2008 10:49:25 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/41876/journal/743475 wed night 11 pm feel like i got cold comming . one week clean yayyyyyyyyyyyyy been harder then i thought , getting the shakes still and few mood swings but i am getting there have not slipped at all , i feel really proud of myself . love you all xxxxxxxxxxxxxx Wed, 16 Jan 2008 18:09:20 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/41876/journal/731962 sat night feeling tired but to be expected determined to stick it out love to all xxxxxxxxx Sat, 12 Jan 2008 15:58:25 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/41876/journal/728126 first day no morphine fingers crossed Fri, 11 Jan 2008 07:53:58 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/41876/journal/720756 feeling good excited that i plan to take the leep and stop the last 10mgs or morphine but will admit i am scared at the same time .what if i crash ? i no i am stronger now and determined but i still worry. family are good was my eldest sons birthday today he is 17 god feels like yesterday i was givi... Tue, 08 Jan 2008 17:28:22 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/41876/journal/714763 wow how great do i feel...hard to explain life is treating me well for a change love you all xxxxxxxxxx Sun, 06 Jan 2008 16:25:59 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/41876/journal/711693 hope all having a good week end , feeling fab. got cold comming but who cares.... life is good Sat, 05 Jan 2008 10:53:32 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/41876/journal/700812 was a great night out sept got real bad head ache music was so loud but was worth it. i cannot beleive how happy i am morphine down to 10 mg's woohoooooooooooo  happy new year to all and best wishes for a great 2008 xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Tue, 01 Jan 2008 10:19:29 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/41876/journal/698310 new years eve and feeling great gonna go out tonight with family should be a laugh. then the work begins losing the weight loads to loose but will do slowly i am in no rush. hope you all have a fab new year xxx Mon, 31 Dec 2007 08:54:07 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/41876/journal/696565 i am back!!!!! Sun, 30 Dec 2007 14:11:16 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/41876/journal/696538 christmas has been and gone and the heads are better big changes for me i have cut the meds, down to 15mgs of morphine no more amatriptline. i took a stand and it is working . i am so sorry i pushed you all away i just needed to do this. and its working i am back in control of me again. love you all... Sun, 30 Dec 2007 14:01:50 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/41876/journal/509612 hi just stopped by to say hi to all not sure if i am getting better on monday the 15th i am back up kings hospital fingers crossed new tablets but i am letting him no i am comming off the morphine about to start a program to come off my descition i think they might be making things worste and i want... Mon, 08 Oct 2007 14:03:51 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/41876/journal/426263 WOT CAN I SAY I TOOK TIME OF I DONT EVEN WANT TO BE HERE AT THE MOMENT I LOV YOU ALL JUST ALONE IS BEST AT THE MIN MY LIFE SUCKS  NOT GETTING BETTER . HATE THIS HAT MYSELF HATE WHERE I AM AND WHERE I AM AT , I WILL BE BACK SOON TILL THEN I WISH YOU ALL THE VERY VERY BEST XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX... Tue, 04 Sep 2007 12:10:16 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/41876/journal/426262 WOT CAN I SAY I TOOK TIME OF I DONT EVEN WANT TO BE HERE AT THE MOMENT I LOV YOU ALL JUST ALONE IS BEST AT THE MIN MY LIFE SUCKS  NOT GETTING BETTER . HATE THIS HAT MYSELF HATE WHERE I AM AND WHERE I AM AT , I WILL BE BACK SOON TILL THEN I WISH YOU ALL THE VERY VERY BEST XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX... Tue, 04 Sep 2007 12:10:11 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/41876/journal/387460 hi all had a bad week hubby went fishing for the night and i fell to peices great now i need him , it was horrible with out him here i just cryed which did not help my head aches they seem to be getting worce. pills are crap depression is crap the morphin is the biggest crap, sorry had to say it. ca... Mon, 20 Aug 2007 12:22:34 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/41876/journal/373376 GOD I HATE THIS PAIN IN MY HEAD THE WEATHER IS NOT HELPING.. AM SO TIRED, TABLETS ARE CRAP NO NEWS YET FROM SPECIALIST. HOPE ALL OK BIG HUGS TO ALL Tue, 14 Aug 2007 15:27:03 +0100