Keep a personal wellness journal on DailyStrength to track your health and communicate with friends. http://dailystrength.org/people/4170/journal Thu, 04 Dec 2008 01:12:55 +0100 DailyStrength RSS 0.11.3.0.6833 (FeedCreator 1.7.2) http://dailystrength.org/images/comprofiler/avatar/4170/1213247470.jpg http://dailystrength.org/people/4170 http://dailystrength.org/people/4170/journal/1207930 I can't take the person that I am...the mean and dark things that come out of me....when did this happen?I feel so alone and my heart won't stop hurting...I've hurt so many for reason I don't remember or understand...who am I?there's always something wrong...life isn't that b... Thu, 24 Jul 2008 12:44:22 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/4170/journal/1170834 I swimming... smoking.. reading things that are interesting....watching movies... listening to music..... playing cards and other fun games....talking....looking at the stars.....my cats.....my friends.....my family.....cleaning when I'm high....writing....internet.....rainstorms....driving....a... Sun, 06 Jul 2008 16:02:52 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/4170/journal/1134870 Fri, 20 Jun 2008 05:55:45 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/4170/journal/1134867 I can't beleive me what I'm thinking what is wrong with me?......I'm sittting here about to cry because I'm thinking about having sex with someone who isn't Rob (not anyone in mind just anyone)....I love him.... and I feel so bad I'm such a bitch... I just wanna be free so ba... Fri, 20 Jun 2008 05:52:35 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/4170/journal/1128657 I'm so conflicted I feel awful about the thoughts going on in my mind.I love rob or at least I feel like I do, it's just I'm so unhappy with the way we are. I haven't had alot of real relationships in my life so I'm not sure what I should want, I should just want what I want but ... Tue, 17 Jun 2008 14:27:03 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/4170/journal/1109936 I remember I used to laugh so hard and feel soo good... it's not the I'm depressed it's just I don't feel like I used to.... there is something hanging over my head that I don't know what it is....I'm trying to stay nice and sweet but it's so hard not to just be a bitch t... Mon, 09 Jun 2008 11:39:21 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/4170/journal/1091409 into the darkness I lay my head so I am awhere of the dangers around Sun, 01 Jun 2008 01:10:02 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/4170/journal/999654 I don't know how to talk to people..... so when I get to know someone (which take a while) I really like to confind in them..... but I don't know many people too well mainly my best friend michelle, she's great! but I don't want to put everything on her all the time not when I have a... Tue, 22 Apr 2008 21:25:14 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/4170/journal/995635 keep it together that's what I need to do choosing my battles not letting the stress kill me.....I love being with rob I can't really imagin my life without him now it's been almost a year and we spend like everyday together it's hard spending sooo much time with someone no matter wh... Mon, 21 Apr 2008 12:00:40 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/4170/journal/990458 my life seems so funny and stupid all at the same time....I try so hard not to let everyone else drama effect me... but it does.... why can't everyone just be nice? too much anger........ I don't really deal with my anger I just blow up when I've had to much...... there really doesn'... Sat, 19 Apr 2008 01:06:51 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/4170/journal/783213 no body cares..... no matter what I dono matter how I careno life should feel like thisno one should handle life all aloneno loveno lifeno one gives a damnno one to relateno one to talk tono one to solve anything Thu, 31 Jan 2008 01:31:56 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/4170/journal/492254 it feels like forever since I've written anything here. I'm still with rob and things are better then they have ever been with another guy he listens and is so loving that it's like a dream... but real.haven't really been doing much of anything else I see him everyday.our friends get... Mon, 01 Oct 2007 10:08:52 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/4170/journal/161820 so I met someone... he's name is Rob and I have lots of fun spending time with him.... we like to do a lot of the same things and it's cool finding someone I'm into...he makes me feel good about myself and who can't love that....lol.. but I'm just gonna take this as it comes to me don't want to rush... Thu, 10 May 2007 03:41:43 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/4170/journal/127683 I don't really know how I'm feeling... I'm loney I guess that's all I have... I'm very very loney and I still have no one to call my own...can't say I ever did though....so many men out there but is there one for me....that question has been asked to many times to answer it anymore....things are goi... Fri, 20 Apr 2007 00:54:42 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/4170/journal/87055 you must look at your life as a blessing, there is always a tomorrow in such a young age. Things will get better with time and effort, you must always try and work a little for tomorrow and still enjoy today. There are tons of things to enjoy to be spending your time hating life and what's come of i... Mon, 26 Mar 2007 01:51:33 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/4170/journal/83129 things are going ok for me nothing has really been going on what so ever...saw Michelle(best friend) this week and I saw Mike (guy friend) and that's pretty much what I've been upto fun huh Thu, 22 Mar 2007 22:49:02 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/4170/journal/83128 things are going ok for me nothing has really been going on what so ever...saw Michelle(best friend) this week and I saw Mike (guy friend) and that's pretty much what I've been upto fun huh Thu, 22 Mar 2007 22:48:53 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/4170/journal/83127 things are going ok for me nothing has really been going on what so ever...saw Michelle(best friend) this week and I saw Mike (guy friend) and that's pretty much what I've been upto fun huh Thu, 22 Mar 2007 22:48:37 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/4170/journal/73182 it's over it's done can't say it even really started that's what I get for putting my heart where it didn't belong. I wanted it to work out so bad, but for all the wrong reasons I think.. I hate starting again but yet I love it, it's just hard to find someone you think you could start with.. I'm a l... Thu, 15 Mar 2007 11:17:18 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/4170/journal/66888 I'm really pissed....5 days I don't talk to him once....7 weeks and I still haven't seen him... can't remember the last time he called....I can't remember what his smile looks like this relationship has been going on for about 5 months and I feel like there is no end to this pointlessness he never m... Sat, 10 Mar 2007 02:44:28 +0100