Keep a personal wellness journal on DailyStrength to track your health and communicate with friends. http://dailystrength.org/people/4146/journal Thu, 04 Dec 2008 02:00:26 +0100 DailyStrength RSS 0.11.3.0.6833 (FeedCreator 1.7.2) http://dailystrength.org/images/comprofiler/avatar/4146/1227108461.jpg http://dailystrength.org/people/4146 http://dailystrength.org/people/4146/journal/1391927 I AM FINALLY FREE FROM BEING A SLAVE TO CIGARETTES. I DO NOT SMOKE  ANY LONGER.ONE WEEK AGO I SAID THATS IT I AM FINISHED. THE WIERD THING IS I HAD A SPIRITUAL HEALING AT CHURCH.AND FOR 3 DAYS I WAS LUCKY IF I HAD 2 HOURS OF PAIN.WAS PRETTY SURE I HAD BEEN DELIVERED. AND THAN EVERYTIME I SMOKED... Wed, 19 Nov 2008 10:40:56 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/4146/journal/1239541 HEY AALL YOU PRAYER WARRIORS OUT THERE. I AM STILL SMOKING. CAN'T HELP IT. THINGS THAT HAVE BEEN GOING THROUGH MY LIFE, WHICH HAS BEEN VERY TRYING.NEED ALL THE PRAYERS I CAN GET. I WANT TO BE ABLE TO WAKE UP ONE MORNING, AND HATE THE CIGARETTES. HOWEVER I DON'T THINK GOD WANTS IT THAT WAY. I... Mon, 11 Aug 2008 10:41:18 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/4146/journal/1112327 THE OTHER NIGHT,I WAS IN SUCH PAIN, IF I WAS A CRAZY DESPERATE PERSON I WOULD HAVE DONESOMETHING RASH, INSTEAD I DID SOMETTHING SSTUPID, I SMOKED A CIGARETTE.ITS WHAT THEY CALLED I THINK I  FELL OF THE WAGON, I THINK...MAN IS THERE EVER GOING TO BE A DAY. THAT I AM GOING TO BE ABLE TO DEAL WITH... Tue, 10 Jun 2008 11:03:23 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/4146/journal/1101032 I JUST WANTED TO LET Y'ALL KNOW I AM DYING FOR A CIGARETTE, DOES ANYONE HAVE ANY IDEA HOW LONG THIS WANT STAYS WITH YOU.CAUSE I DON'T WANT THIS WANT ANY LONGER.DOES AANYONE HAVE A CLUE HOW LONG THIS WANT STICKS AROUND, HOW LONG DOES IT TAKE FOR THESE URGES TO GO AWAY.?LOVE Y'ALL TRISH Thu, 05 Jun 2008 07:24:41 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/4146/journal/1078475 JUST THOUGHT I WOULD POST A HEADS UP. I AM STILL NOT SMOKING AT ALL. PLUSS I AM ALSO STILL NICOTINE FREE. NO LOZENGERS.NO NICOTINE WHATSOEVER NOW HOW ABOUT THAT.WELL LET MEE GO CONTINIUE DOING WHAT I HAVE BEEN DOING. GOT TO CATCH UP ON A NUMBER OF THINGS.   Mon, 26 May 2008 10:00:48 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/4146/journal/1062528             DEAR FELLOW SUFFERERS, JUST GIVING Y'ALL A HEADS UP UPDATE. SO FAR SO GOOD. I AM STILL NICOTINE FREE. NO CIGARETTESS, AND YET NO LOZENGERS EITHER. I AM SO PROUD OF MY SELF. PLEASE Y'ALL I NEED YOU IF YOU WOULD TO SAY A PRAYER... Mon, 19 May 2008 06:38:15 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/4146/journal/1050845    WELL EVERYONE I HAVE SOME FANTASTIC  NEWS TO TELL Y'ALL. I AM COMPLETELY NICOTINE FREE . HAVE NOT HAD ANY LOZENGERS IN 48 HOURS. AND ONLY IF I THINK ABOUT IT, DO I MISS THEM. PLEASE IF Y'ALL WOULD HELP ME BY SAYING PRAYERS THAT I STICK TO THIS. ESPECIALLY AT WORK ITS MY HAR... Wed, 14 May 2008 08:10:59 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/4146/journal/1042118        DEAR FRIENDS, COUNTRY, ROMANS, LEND ME YOUR EARS, IT HAS BEEN 33 DAYS SINCE MY LAST CIGARETTE. I MUST SAY I AM PROUD OF ME. STILL WISH I NEVER GAVE IN THAT HORRIBLE NIGHT OF  HECK ON WHEELS. I DO BELIEVE Y'ALL KNOW WHAT I MEAN WHEN I SAY HECK INSTEAD OF ... Sat, 10 May 2008 10:35:40 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/4146/journal/1040003 HEY EVERYBODY, I AM BACK AGAIN TAKING CARE OF BUISINESS HERE. JUST WANTED TO POINT OUT, FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO MIGHT HAVE LOST COUNT INCLUING ME IT HAS BEEN OVEER 30 DAYS.. ONCE AGAIN I CAN;T BELIEVE IT.LETS SEE HOW FAR I CAN GET THIS TIME. DO Y'AALL THINK I CAN  STRETCH ANOTHER 30 DAYS, YEA ... Fri, 09 May 2008 11:20:07 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/4146/journal/1023593 DEAR FOLKS, RIGHT HERE IS ANOTHER SPECIAL REASON, FOR ME TO QUIT SMOKING.MY GRANBABY, EVEN THOUGH I DON'T GET TO SEE HER TOO MUCH AT ALL. I DO WANT TO SEE HER GROW UP.ISN'T SHE ONE OF THE SWEETEST THINGS YOU EVER SAW.  AND I WAS LOOKING AT MY BABY PICTURES WHEN I WAS THREE AND I CAN... Fri, 02 May 2008 11:27:39 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/4146/journal/1017956 WELL FOLKS ITS 23 DAYS NOW, SO WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THAT, I AM FLABBEGASTED. I THINK THATS HOW YOU SPELL IT. I JUST CAN'T BELIEVE I HAD TO START ALL OVER AGAIN. HAD I KEPT GOING INSTEAD OF BREAKING DOWN LAST TIME, IT WOULD HAVE BEEN A YEAR IN AUGUST, YES THIS AUGUST ISN'T THAT A SHAME I AM S... Wed, 30 Apr 2008 07:13:03 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/4146/journal/1008485 I MUST SAY I AM PROUD OF MY SELF. I HAVE BEEN SMOKE FREE, FOR 18 DAYS NOW IT IS GOING ON 19 DAYS, I AM HALF/WAY TO A MONTH.PLEASE LORD HELP ME DO THIS, HELP ME KEEP UP THIS GOOD RECOORD. DO NOT LET ME BLOW IT. I HAVE COME SO CLOSE YET SO FAR.I AM ALSO ASKING FOR ALL YOUR PRAYERS ALSO.STILL ON THE LO... Sat, 26 Apr 2008 10:06:53 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/4146/journal/1007487 WELL NOW HERE IT IS 18 DAYS, AND STILL SMOKE FREE I CAN'T BELIEVE IT. I HAVE TO TELL YA THOUGH I STILL WANT A CIGARETTE. I WONDER WHEN THE WANT GOES AWAY.ALTHOUGH I STILL HAVE MY LOZENGERS. WHICH ARE ALRIGHT BUT THEY ARE NO CIGARETTE. I MEAN THERE IS JUST NO COMPARRISON WHATSOEVER.WELL RIGHT NOW... Fri, 25 Apr 2008 20:04:59 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/4146/journal/1006343 How To Plant Your Garden First, you Come to the garden alone, while the dew is still on the roses.... FOR THE GARDEN OF YOUR DAILY LIVING, PLANT THREE ROWS OF PEAS: 1. Peace of mind. 2. Peace of heart... Fri, 25 Apr 2008 10:53:02 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/4146/journal/1003366 OK NOW IT'S 17 DAYS, SINCE I HAVE HAD A CIGARETTE. AND THAT'S FANTASTIC IN MY BOOK. HOWEVER I AM STILL DOING THE LOZZENGERS. AND NOW I AM AFRAID I WON'T BE ABLE TO QUIT THEM WHEN EVERYTHING IS ALL SAID AND AND DONE AND FINISHED.PLUS THEY GIVE ME SUCH A AN AILING STOMACH. BUT THE REASON I... Thu, 24 Apr 2008 08:22:28 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/4146/journal/1000884 WELL FOLKS, IT IS NOW 16 DAYS. I AM STILL HOWEVER TAKING THE LOZENGERS.JUST WISH I COULD GO COLD TURKEY. BUT I HAVE TO ADMIT I AM AGRAID OF THAT ONE. HAVE HEARD OF SO MANY PEOPLE DOING THAT AND ONES WITH FM END UP FEELING WORSE THAN BETTER. I DON'T WANT THAT TO HAPPEN TO ME.I HAVE ALSO READ WHER... Wed, 23 Apr 2008 10:09:03 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/4146/journal/997807 WELL FRIENDS, I GO THROUGH TWO WEEKS OF BEING SMOKE FREE AT LEAST. I AM PUSHING FOR THREE WEEKS NOW. I KNOW I KNOW ONE DAY AT A TIME. I AM TRYING BUT I AM ANXIOUS TO GET OF EVEN THE LOZENGERS, HOWEVER I HAVE TO TAKE IT SLOW.I PRAY DAY IN AND DAY OUT FOR THE HELP TO BE STRONG, CAUSE I KEEP WANTING A ... Tue, 22 Apr 2008 07:41:18 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/4146/journal/995066 WELL FOLKSS GOING ON TWO  WEEKS NOW, THAT HAVE BEEN SMOKE FREE, JUST WISH I WAS LOZENGER FREE, MEANING NICOTINE FREE.I GUESS IT WILL COME EVENTUALLY HUH. ANYWAY  SAY A PRAYER FOR ME I REALLY WANT TO KICK THIS HAABIT FOR GOOD. I WANT TO BE OFF THE LOZENGERS BY AT LEAST THE BEGINNING OF SUMM... Mon, 21 Apr 2008 08:09:46 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/4146/journal/992873 WELL FOLKS IT'S BEEN ALMOST TWO WEEKS AND I AM STILL SMOKE FREE ONCE AGAIN. I HOPE THIS IS THE FINAL TIME, THAT I HAVE TO TRY QUITTING THESE DARN CIGGARETTES. HOW DO YOU LIKE THE COLOR AF THIS TEXT I DO LOVE IT, DON'T YOU? I STILL CAN'T FIND HOW TO GET THE BAR THAT SHOWS MY PROGRESS ON T... Sun, 20 Apr 2008 08:07:51 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/4146/journal/983912 UNLESS YOU ARE A STRONG TYPE PERSON DON'T EVER TRY IT.I HAD TOGO OUT AND GET MORE LOZENGERS. I WAS SO AGITATED I THOUGHT I WOULD LOSE IT.COULDN'T KEEP MY EYES OPENED. WAS JUST DOWN RIGHT NOT A NICE PERSON.SO NOW BACK ON THE LOZENGERS, DOING WELL, I AM TRYING TO GET THE PROGRESS BAR GOING HER... Wed, 16 Apr 2008 15:22:41 +0100