Keep a personal wellness journal on DailyStrength to track your health and communicate with friends. http://dailystrength.org/people/32837/journal Thu, 21 Aug 2008 07:54:08 +0100 DailyStrength RSS 0.11.3.0.6833 (FeedCreator 1.7.2) http://dailystrength.org/images/comprofiler/avatar/32837/1216358802.jpg http://dailystrength.org/people/32837 http://dailystrength.org/people/32837/journal/1254656 I don't know anything.  My dtr is angry at me, not because of something I did, but because she has become this new angry person.  She has become her partner and he is just angry at the world.  My dtr was always a loving and positive person.  I dont know this nasty entity... Tue, 19 Aug 2008 22:56:40 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/32837/journal/1253549 I have so much going on right now.  A lot of pressure from 2 sides.  I was starting to cave in and panic.  I was catastrophizing.  That hasn't happened for a really long time, but it's amazing how it can sneak right back in and cause  trouble.  When catastrophiz... Tue, 19 Aug 2008 11:02:47 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/32837/journal/1250581 ...they say to make lemonaide, but what does that mean?  The lemonaid is not going to be too tasty.  If some people get a lottery and some get a crap shoot, how do the ones who get the crap shoot make lemonaide?  They cant make lemonaide.  You get what you get and you just have t... Sun, 17 Aug 2008 18:24:08 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/32837/journal/1250069 A quote from Women Who Run With Wolves:" Once women have regained their connection to the Wild Woman archtype, they will fight and fight to keep her, for with her their creative lives blossom; their relationships gain meaning and depth and health; their cycles of sexuality, creativity, work, an... Sun, 17 Aug 2008 11:40:44 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/32837/journal/1247097 Sitting here observing all the inappropriate behavior going on around me...everywhere.  Which way do I go to get out of here?  No where to run.  Seems the only place is within.  OOOOooommmm. Fri, 15 Aug 2008 12:33:49 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/32837/journal/1246076 Still dealing with family stuff that I cant talk about right now.  Thu, 14 Aug 2008 21:06:13 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/32837/journal/1237902 Everyone, please go to http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=6456567534341306261 and listen to this video.  We all need to see this.   Sun, 10 Aug 2008 12:13:48 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/32837/journal/1236404 My painting is starting to look really interesting, and now I have a very clear idea about a book I want to write;  "The Secret Gift". Later:  I've been putting my theory about relationships (the secret) into practice.  My theory is that if you talk to a person as t... Sat, 09 Aug 2008 12:49:52 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/32837/journal/1235682 That is the secret behind the secret.  I did a painting today.  I was playing around with an abstract image I had in my head of a sea shell in a broiling sea.  I'm not satisfied with it yet, but it is experimental.  At least I'm focused.    I just have to v... Sat, 09 Aug 2008 00:16:47 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/32837/journal/1230738 I have a perfect new baby g-daughter.  She sleeps well and hardly cries.  Daughter and I had a great visit.  I should be there to help out but I can't afford to live down there.  Oh well, change is in the air.  Wed, 06 Aug 2008 11:15:25 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/32837/journal/1229995 The best hugs are baby hugs, then come kid hugs, and then it gets murky after that.  sigh. Tue, 05 Aug 2008 22:46:47 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/32837/journal/1220627 I'm off to Vancouver for the long weekend to see my new granddaughter.  I can't wait to squeeze her!! My poor old computer will be getting a rest.  My buddhist neighbor has offered to watch my cat and my place.  I had to give him a key.  (weird)... Thu, 31 Jul 2008 12:39:16 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/32837/journal/1214702 I see a lot of other people are in that place of being the "victim" .  To step out of victim mode means all the way.  It means take total responsibility for ourselves and not give the victimizer one ounce of energy.  It's easy to take the first step of removing ours... Mon, 28 Jul 2008 11:39:41 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/32837/journal/1211455 Something triggered me.  Oh yeah, it was my stupid neighbor.  I've been having pain body manifestations and nightmares.  I had a really graphic violent nightmare last night.  All because I let a man kiss me.  Let me explain the dynamic what I think happened.By letting an... Sat, 26 Jul 2008 12:07:08 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/32837/journal/1210812 Another hard day at the beach.                      Fri, 25 Jul 2008 23:28:49 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/32837/journal/1210256 This person luthervandrose sent me an inappropriate message. Fri, 25 Jul 2008 16:41:49 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/32837/journal/1206179 I realize that it is something in my projection of self that is attracting the wrong kind of energy from men.  I 'm still getting the old neanderthal conquest energy even though that is not where I am.  Obviously on some level I am, so now I am aware that I have to stop acting and talk... Wed, 23 Jul 2008 14:39:57 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/32837/journal/1205966 I've been reading Krishanmuri again after 30 yrs.  I was reading about his kundalini awakening and mine started to move again.  I got infused with healing energy and I started doing distant healing.  The first lady I sent energy to had the first good night sleep she had in 2 weeks... Wed, 23 Jul 2008 12:27:20 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/32837/journal/1205043 It is so hot here and every day I eat only fresh vegis from my garden blended with water to make gaspacho or juice or smoothies with apricots or raspberries...plus banada, hagandas ice cream, and almond milk.Tonight someone gave me fresh picked blueberries so I'm sitting here drinking blueberry ... Tue, 22 Jul 2008 23:41:20 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/32837/journal/1198139 Hey everyone, you are all invited to come to my place for fun in the sun and my specialty in crab cakes and potatoe salad and fresh peas and strawberries.  Well actually it's tomatoes, beans,  and raspberries now.  Maybe apricot pie....mmmmm!Pageo will be here with her guitar... Sat, 19 Jul 2008 11:25:21 +0100