Keep a personal wellness journal on DailyStrength to track your health and communicate with friends. http://dailystrength.org/people/32431/journal Fri, 25 Jul 2008 20:20:50 +0100 DailyStrength RSS 0.11.3.0.6833 (FeedCreator 1.7.2) http://dailystrength.org/images/comprofiler/avatar/32431/1213310147.jpg http://dailystrength.org/people/32431 http://dailystrength.org/people/32431/journal/1090743 So  I wake-up this morning in a really great mood.  Then the shit hits the fan.  My husband is still mad at my cousin for attacking him the day all the crazy shit happened.  But, instead of talking to him about that he wants to talk about a kayak that was traded for parts for a m... Sat, 31 May 2008 17:37:53 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/32431/journal/1086561 So today was suppose to be a fun day with my son.  How often to I get the day off anymore??  Well, I lost it.  My house is nasty.  I had a comp audit for my husband.  Did I mention he broke the computers the last spell he had.  You got it, I had to fix the computers bef... Thu, 29 May 2008 18:16:50 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/32431/journal/1074951 So today is one month since all the s%^&* hit the fan with my husband.  Trying to get things worked out is hard work.  Some people don't get why I would want to.  Some people totally get it.  Hell I don't always get it.  I feel like I know what he is capable of a... Sat, 24 May 2008 11:35:22 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/32431/journal/1039001   So my husband and I have been talking.  It has actually been really good too.  We both agree that we have to be nice to each other.  He still has not moved home, but I know he loves me and Iknow I love him.  I am still scared that he is playing me.  I can only trust h... Thu, 08 May 2008 22:50:30 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/32431/journal/1033255 So my husband came over last night, and we had a nice night.  But then today I told  someone about hit and they seem to think the longer he is gone the less likely he is to come back.  I am on a roller coaster still.  But, now I am all by myself.  I really do love him. ... Tue, 06 May 2008 16:58:10 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/32431/journal/1028730 So where do I start about how I feel today.  As we speak my bestfriend and my husband are in a car by themselves driving 5 hours back home.  Lets see he is upset she is upset.  Odds are not in my favor.  Do I stay or do i divorce him.  He has not called or seen my son since ... Sun, 04 May 2008 20:37:10 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/32431/journal/1027124 So I sit here all by myself left to take care of my son.  I am so incrediably lonely.  I miss my husband sooo much.  I just wish I knew when my husband was going to snap out of it and come home.  He says he did not mean to burn me.  He says he want to work out our marriage.... Sun, 04 May 2008 01:16:57 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/32431/journal/1013792 Wow it has been forever.  Things have been so great, I haven't had the need to.  Well That all changed this weekend.  My husband quit taking his meds who knows when.  So needless to say the $#!^ hit the fan.  I had to have my husband put in jail.  He put a cigarette... Mon, 28 Apr 2008 16:09:16 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/32431/journal/706046 So I finally got a job.  I start today. I am not really excited though.  Starting to wrk for someone else seems to make me feel like a failure.  My business isn't making enough to pay the bills so I will go and make someone else money. Things betweeen my husband and I are sti... Thu, 03 Jan 2008 09:02:49 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/32431/journal/591907   So here is the deal...I haven't been on here in a while cause I thougth that everything was fine.  Stupid me!!!!!!!  My husband has had a few issues, but nothing that seemed not normal.  Today, however, was a different story.  I have spent the day trying to get my husb... Mon, 12 Nov 2007 13:51:05 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/32431/journal/482701 So I am now on a journey to pruge myself of toxic people in my life.  Since I am home all day people tend to think that I am always available to call and complain to.  I am no longer  available for that.  Is has been very difficult for all those people who have depended on me to ... Thu, 27 Sep 2007 08:21:17 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/32431/journal/480558 So, where do I start.  My anxiety attachs have been awful this past two week.  My husband went off two days ago.  I managed to keep things fairly calm for my son so he did not notice.  I am taking a bitch fast.  I guess that includes my journal, but I do not know.  I ca... Wed, 26 Sep 2007 12:03:53 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/32431/journal/464817 So I spoke with my son's school about an education plan for him.  They actually seemed quite helpful.  So things are getting better, and maybe I have figured out how to deal with situations around me for the moment.I can tell you something I did figure out.  If you take on th... Wed, 19 Sep 2007 23:00:58 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/32431/journal/451192 So it is raining finally where I live.  Good!!!  Our pond was drying up.  Had been worried about our own water supply.  So tings have been better with my husband and son.  I take my son back today to get results back from blood test.  We are suppose to cgo camping this ... Fri, 14 Sep 2007 10:29:41 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/32431/journal/447811 O.K. so today was a better day.  It did not start out that way, but that was changed, when a friend stepped in and made it all better.  You never know when someone is gonna pick you up and dust you off.  I am so lucky to have someone in my life like my friend Kim.  She will never... Wed, 12 Sep 2007 22:21:41 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/32431/journal/443758 So everything has hit the fan again.  My husband is mad at me cause I told him I need a break.  My sister-in-law went to jail last night, so my husband goes and gets my neice and brings her to me this morning.  But, everyone neglected to to leave me a car seat, and because my hus... Tue, 11 Sep 2007 12:14:33 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/32431/journal/438987 So this weekend was pretty good.  My son spent it with his grandparents.  My husband and I were lazy yesterday.  Which in its self was not a bad thing considering everything that happened last week.  I  think I may hav figured out a way to get my son to do his work without s... Sun, 09 Sep 2007 14:53:33 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/32431/journal/435952 So we had my son's blood test today and his eye exam.  So now the waiting game begins.  I never thought anything would worry me like my child has.  Words can  not describe anxiety of the whole thing.  Tomorrow is a new day.... Sat, 08 Sep 2007 02:07:25 +0100