Keep a personal wellness journal on DailyStrength to track your health and communicate with friends. http://dailystrength.org/people/31990/journal Thu, 21 Aug 2008 03:26:43 +0100 DailyStrength RSS 0.11.3.0.6833 (FeedCreator 1.7.2) http://dailystrength.org/images/comprofiler/avatar/31990/1213247579.jpg http://dailystrength.org/people/31990 http://dailystrength.org/people/31990/journal/1096408 I am still hearing the do I stay or do I go now , song playing in my head.One of the charities i think may pay our rent if I get an eviction notice and can get a copy of last years tax records sent to me here somehow to verify my income.But why fight a battle I can not win it will buy a few wee... Tue, 03 Jun 2008 10:29:13 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/31990/journal/1095413 Today has been an emotional roller coaster.I could not get any help on rent , I got mad at God for not helping me , had suicidal thoughts. I decided to give four original paintings to a lady I like a lot .I have never given away paintings ever.I usually make prints and sell numbered editions for aro... Mon, 02 Jun 2008 21:25:55 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/31990/journal/1093593 I am putting on my ruby slippers I am off to see the wizard this morning cause there is no place like Florida and I want to stay so so bad ,I am hoping he can grant me the wish of paying my rent today ,before I have to leave this place !!!! I hope the big bad witch ( landlord ) don't get me... Mon, 02 Jun 2008 05:33:32 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/31990/journal/1091713 Why are Sunday's always so BOREING !!!! I don't know if I should have put my son through the upset of postponeing the trip home or not .I feel guilty for makeing him sad , he wants to go back to NC so bad.I want to stay living in Fl so bad.I sure wish we could both be in agreement with ... Sun, 01 Jun 2008 08:16:27 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/31990/journal/1090047 I have got to find someone to talk to and now.Someone wise.I don't have anyone.Do I stay or do I go now???? The traffic is better today without all the weekday work traffic,but my heart is just not into driving eight hours non stop today.I want to stay here so so bad, my son is hell bent on goin... Sat, 31 May 2008 10:23:51 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/31990/journal/1089899 I told my son we would move today,he is ready to go.  He made plans with his  old friends for when we get back.The stuff is packed,everything is piled up close to the front door ,the only thing to do is load the van.I just can't bring myself to do it.My son is having a temper tant... Sat, 31 May 2008 08:28:28 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/31990/journal/1085488 I have to go to work and the home owner is home that makes it hard . I am real sick.I am nauseated ,belly ache ,earache ,sore throat and sore back.I am in no shape to get out of bed much less work, but I must if I die I must work,we have to have the money.Please pray for God to make me well just a f... Thu, 29 May 2008 09:18:51 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/31990/journal/1081337 Ok today was a wash out.After wasting 20 in gas to go to salvation army I was at the wrong one , they gave me an address , hunted that one down ,they had a sign up moving and closed until June 2 , well rent due by 30 th or must pay 79 dollar a day late fee.So I went to next place on the list they on... Tue, 27 May 2008 15:28:12 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/31990/journal/1078723  We are just relaxing ,chilling and eating hot dogs today . Last night some woman was screaming like some one was scaring her bad ,we called the cops , it was funny it turned out to be some sort of animal in the bush next to her door that she was scared of.The cops took it away ,what ever it wa... Mon, 26 May 2008 12:28:15 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/31990/journal/1077727 I went to the Kingdom Hall today it didn't touch my heart too much this week like it did last week.I got invited to dinner with new friends from the hall , I should have went .I needed the good association and fellowship , but I just felt I'd be a wet blanket to a fun group today,just w... Sun, 25 May 2008 22:51:12 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/31990/journal/1070647 I just have to record my day yesterday on here so I can have this to remember it by.It was my last day to spend on the beach before we leave as I have to work to get gas money and pack and load the car up.Anyway I think God let me have this because he knew how special it was to me.The skys where blu... Thu, 22 May 2008 12:29:45 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/31990/journal/1067242 I found one place today with free food,we got one small bag and can't get another for sixty days,we already ate it! This may be my last entry.The cabel bill is due and I am not paying it as we don't have the money to stay here any longer.I am working Thrus. and Fri. all that will go into gas... Wed, 21 May 2008 00:43:12 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/31990/journal/1065235 I went to the beach yesterday , went to chiropractor, still sore, hurt all night from all that pokeing, pushing,moving.Now I know a lot more of what is going on with all this joint,musle pain.They are sending me for x rays next.Thankfully this is all free,(the only thing I have got free in Fl.) inco... Tue, 20 May 2008 09:24:53 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/31990/journal/1061983 I went to a meeting at a Kingdom Hall this morning and the talk was like it was meant for me.Maybe wishfull thinking on my part,but it did make me feel a little better about these hard times I have been going through.The talk was about Joseph and how his own brothers hated him and plotted to kill hi... Sun, 18 May 2008 22:22:21 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/31990/journal/1057727 I still want to end my life the only reason I haven't yet is that I want to drive my son to my mother first so he will have a place to stay a while.I really think I have lost God and His help and that I am cursed and I think this may be hell I am living in and I just don't know that I am alr... Fri, 16 May 2008 20:33:55 +0100