Keep a personal wellness journal on DailyStrength to track your health and communicate with friends. http://dailystrength.org/people/29910/journal Sat, 06 Sep 2008 23:32:37 +0100 DailyStrength RSS 0.11.3.0.6833 (FeedCreator 1.7.2) http://dailystrength.org/images/comprofiler/avatar/29910/1213248345.jpg http://dailystrength.org/people/29910 http://dailystrength.org/people/29910/journal/1149452 Today was the beginning of my vacation for the next 2 months!! Shouldn't I be excited? Instead I'm at my moms.....feeling crappy!! Whats wrong w me? I am getting of so tired of these feelings.....I feel depression setting in!!! Y tho?? Thu, 26 Jun 2008 15:07:49 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/29910/journal/1145599 Wow guys....its been a while....so I guess here's an update. I have finished school.....done w my second masters.....and since I last journaled, I have found a great guy who I'm currently living with. He's great....super sweet and so hardworking. You would think I'd be the happiest e... Tue, 24 Jun 2008 23:00:54 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/29910/journal/683192 So I'm lying on by bed having a millions thoughts....a bit overwhelmed actually. They say that writing( typing) is good.....so here it goes! Don't judge me...just read (if u want)...otherwise, bounce. My heart is in a million peices and I pretend to be ok...because Im SUPPOSE to be ok, I mea... Mon, 24 Dec 2007 01:10:35 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/29910/journal/606066 My mom was diagnosed w BC about a month ago...shes had a whole body scan, a petscan and a brain catscan and is having surgery again to check the lumphnoses...shes be starting chemo soon. This is all so freightening....as u can imagine, this isnt helping my anxiety at all. Whats next? Sun, 18 Nov 2007 15:43:58 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/29910/journal/276622 Happy 4th guys....hope ur all having a great and safe one.Not feeling all that myself today....I'm in a house full of company yet I find myself alone in my room....I'd rather be her. y? I'm usually a social butterfly, especially with my friends and family. I started to feel a bit nautiou... Wed, 04 Jul 2007 20:36:21 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/29910/journal/222739 Hey friendsHope ur all well......I'm visiting my sister and neice in VA beach this weekend w my parents....kind of nice being w the whole fam...except my brother....hes still home. Ive been feeling good.....pretty excited about summer vacation starting in 2 weeks. Don't know what ill be... Sun, 10 Jun 2007 09:51:36 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/29910/journal/199207 I fell off the wagon......but now i'm back. Just had the best workout and had a turkey wrap.....yummy!! To my DITZ girls.....Pat is back on!!!! Weighing in at 313. Tue, 29 May 2007 22:59:37 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/29910/journal/193417 Hey guys.......sorry I've been MIA....Ive been feeling pretty good the past few week.... to be honest, i think this lexapro med really is helpful.....im on 5mg, doasge not too high so im not to worried about getting off them in the future. My anxiety seems to be behaving.....work is good.....10 ... Sat, 26 May 2007 23:30:53 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/29910/journal/171712 WOHOOOOO What a workout!!! Tue, 15 May 2007 22:41:22 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/29910/journal/170097 Hey guys Up this morning on a beautiful day....thanking god for the opportunity to live this day.....i took off from work yesterday. I wasn't feeling bad or anything like that, i was just exhausted.....i slept til 10 (4 hours later than usual) and stayed in bed and watched Maury, Montel, Jugde Ju... Tue, 15 May 2007 07:43:14 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/29910/journal/167052 Happy Mothers Day to all you wonderful mothers and friends..... Best wishes on your great day. http://i171.photobucket.com/albums/u314/ilovetylerramon/HappyMothersDay2.gif Sun, 13 May 2007 14:31:46 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/29910/journal/165719 Hey guys..sorry I've been MIA but my pc at home has been acting up BIG TIME!....on a poistive note, I've been feeling really good..still trying to eat well and exercise. I was in a really bad funk about 3 weeks ago.......one of those moods that we swear we'll never get out of. I find myself praying ... Sat, 12 May 2007 12:56:24 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/29910/journal/156433 Monday morning....feeling a bit "blah". I'm at work waiting for my first period class....but today will be good, weather is BEAUTIFUL!!! Mon, 07 May 2007 07:39:22 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/29910/journal/155672 Its Sunday afternoon...... I got up this morning at 8 and went to the gym...work out was great. Then went to my cousins and watched a movie....tried to get my hair done but it was too late....so i came home, took a nap and now I'm up. I'm wondering if I'm feeling at ease due to the meds....or may... Sun, 06 May 2007 18:13:14 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/29910/journal/153801 Its 10:53 on a Saturday morning......I got to sleep late for the first time in weeks.......felt nice actually. I'm all dressed up, on my way to my nephews communion. Brunch and dinner follows......and then of course, the close friends and family that stick around will probably wind up watching the f... Sat, 05 May 2007 11:06:13 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/29910/journal/151352 Fairly decent day..it was sunny and about 75 degrees out.....gorgeous. I got up, dressed up, put on my make up said to myself, "today is going to be a great day." Work was good.... I was in a good mood, trying to stay positive. Now I'm home feeling "alright". Thu, 03 May 2007 19:55:08 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/29910/journal/149790 Not really sure how I'm feeling.... I've been having a hard time sleeping..harder time getting up. Wanting to just stay in bed....... for a long long time. I go to work and am able to teach and interact w collegues also the thoughts of anxiety and an unexplainable fear of something unknown still ... Wed, 02 May 2007 21:57:48 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/29910/journal/144444 I went to the gym.........hurray!! Sun, 29 Apr 2007 23:04:17 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/29910/journal/143484 I'm so overwhelmed w/ all these feelings that I dont kow where to begin...... Thank u guys for all of ur support.... u guys have heard that expression.....Misery loves company...well its not that i want others to be miserable like me, but it gives me a sense of relief and hope hearing that others... Sun, 29 Apr 2007 10:40:36 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/29910/journal/141164 SHITTY!!!!!!!! The anxiety doesn't go away...I find myself obssessed with it again......reminds me of when i first started dealing w/ this crap. I fear losing my mind or losing control of my actions. I know that that won't happen but when i'm having an "episode", I can't reason properly. I keep ... Fri, 27 Apr 2007 19:01:46 +0100