Christian, mental health worker, massage therapist http://dailystrength.org/people/27743/journal Sun, 06 Jul 2008 21:46:02 +0100 DailyStrength RSS 0.11.2.0.6584 (FeedCreator 1.7.2) http://dailystrength.org/images/comprofiler/avatar/gallery/butterfly.gif http://dailystrength.org/people/27743 http://dailystrength.org/people/27743/journal/1133875 I just read my last entry from a month and a half ago and it's totally weird!!  I mean then I was in such a seemingly good place emotionally and now I'm not. We are filing bankruptcy and it totally sucks but we had no other choice. Debts were tooo big and creditors refused to work with ... Thu, 19 Jun 2008 18:18:16 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/27743/journal/1038564 Busy, busy busy. Way too busy.  Planning graduation party for hubby and trying to clean the house in between my jobs...ugh!!! Busy, busy, busy. But doing great!  Allergies good, feeling emotionally good, spiritually pretty good. God is good!Right now I'm at peace with where I'm at.... Thu, 08 May 2008 19:08:41 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/27743/journal/959954 What a beautiful day! It's gorgeous here. Of course I say that and am inside typing in my living room. Hummmm. But I did just get back from a walk in the local nature preserve. Very nice.  I was reminded about patterns in my life. Sometimes I see my goal and I see a way to achieve it but th... Mon, 07 Apr 2008 18:07:55 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/27743/journal/894569 Oh my!! It's been Sept. since I last was here!!! Wow!!! So to catch up, hubby and I are still doing well. He is almost done with school...yea!!! Then hopefully he can find full time work as a teacher and I can let go of one of several jobs I currently have.  I work alot!!! So on the allergy... Wed, 12 Mar 2008 20:57:55 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/27743/journal/463295 Haven't posted in forever!!!Hubby and I doing great.  Allergies were good until this past week when allergens entered my work, again...so annoying...been sick everyday so far for past 3 days...and the whole waiting to have a baby until I'm healthy (which makes sense, but sucks) and PCOS... Wed, 19 Sep 2007 11:51:14 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/27743/journal/221116 Just got done mowing the lawn. Wow! What a beautiful day. It’s about 70, sunny and not a cloud in the sky. It is gorgeous!  I’ve been in quite a mood this week. Very angry and frustrated about not having a family and everywhere I look there are reminders of people with kids or tv sh... Sat, 09 Jun 2007 11:44:46 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/27743/journal/211973  God is truly amazing and can heal in a heartbeat.  Sometimes it is frustrating because you keep asking for healing prayer and it seems like nothing happens but something amazing happened to me this weekend.  We had this 24 hours of prayer thing and I went for 12 hours.  I had be... Tue, 05 Jun 2007 08:46:46 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/27743/journal/198576 So I went for lots of blood work today and of course the lady there could not find my veins so she poked me at least twice for each blood draw (4) so eventually she had someone else do it.  I don't mind so much the poking, it's the moving the needle around while it's inside my arm t... Tue, 29 May 2007 18:21:00 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/27743/journal/192714 I'm really tired of thinking this are FINALLY going to be good again and life is good again and no more drama in my life again and then BAM! life happens again!  I was feeling so good Wed. and Thurs. this week. I felt healing from past hurts, my husband and I are doing really well, my aller... Sat, 26 May 2007 14:37:17 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/27743/journal/182903 Well I got back from a women's retreat this weekend. It was cool! Weather was perfect and I got to spend time hiking and just enjoying the perfect weather. Nice and relaxing. Things still going well here. Not a whole lot to report (thankfully). But thought I'd post to say hey! God is so good. He h... Mon, 21 May 2007 18:49:57 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/27743/journal/167896 This week has been soo busy!! It is unbelievable! My H and I are really in a good space right now which is totally awesome and totally God led..He's not a believer but I can see God working in him. His heart is softening. My hope is that through love and forgiveness he can experience Christ's love... Mon, 14 May 2007 00:55:16 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/27743/journal/157770 Doing well today. Though I'm really in a bad mood. Don't know why but I'm just negative in thoughts the last several days. Too much going on I suppose. But my husband and I are working things out and things are actually going rather smoothly...knock on lots of wood. I've been trying to give my worr... Mon, 07 May 2007 21:54:25 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/27743/journal/148494 So the Columbus trip was emotionally draining for me. For some reason my friend had told her friend about my miscarriage in June. So this friend of my friend brought it up totally out of the blue when my friend was upstairs with her baby. Not what I needed to deal with at the time. Plus the whole we... Wed, 02 May 2007 07:06:54 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/27743/journal/140524 After work today I'm going to Columbus, OH for a reflexology class. My friend is going with me and we will be staying at her friend's house the whole weekend. It will be a good thing for me to get away for a while. I am definitely looking forward to it. Fri, 27 Apr 2007 11:48:53 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/27743/journal/134040 I have to tell you about this day I've had. I got to go into work late today due to working extra last week so I got to sleep in...yea!!! But about 8:30 I woke up and contemplated going back to sleep for a little longer when I heard God say "walk with me". So I got up. I didn't know exactly what I ... Mon, 23 Apr 2007 21:31:30 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/27743/journal/133473 What a weekend! Bad / good /frustrating /refreshing. Whirl wind of emotions!!! Today, I got to sleep in a bit and come into work later so I decided to listen to a sermon on the internet. God led me to a specific one that was over my favorite chapter of the bible...Psalm 139. I really got to spend ... Mon, 23 Apr 2007 15:50:36 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/27743/journal/129842 I don't think I've ever posted a horrible, but that is how I feel. What a fall from being great and feeling alive and happy again to feeling like crap! All thanks to my egocentric, selfish, controling, blameless H who doesn't understand why I feel the way I do! We had a horrible fight this a.m. all... Sat, 21 Apr 2007 10:37:52 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/27743/journal/128893 Doing really good again today. Yes, I did buy Longs donuts this a.m., but I was energetic even before the donuts. I didn't even drink coffee this a.m. I was on a natural high. I've struggled on and off with minor headaches today, but nothing that would get my mood down. I just feel like this is a n... Fri, 20 Apr 2007 17:52:05 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/27743/journal/125186 “It’s good to see you smile.” That’s what I heard from God today. And you know? It’s true. I’ve been in the awesome mood today. Don’t know why. Just have been. Last night H had skipped school all day and so he was home so my plan to catch up on my TV... Wed, 18 Apr 2007 19:15:03 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/27743/journal/122040 No complaints here. No really bad headaches yesterday (though, Sunday, I did have yet another migraine, but spent the day at friends house and took a quick nap...it was a tiring day but a good day). Yesterday work was alright and then H and I went to dinner and I went to babysit the friends' kids. ... Tue, 17 Apr 2007 07:15:23 +0100