Keep a personal wellness journal on DailyStrength to track your health and communicate with friends. http://dailystrength.org/people/252513/journal Thu, 21 Aug 2008 20:56:16 +0100 DailyStrength RSS 0.11.3.0.6833 (FeedCreator 1.7.2) http://dailystrength.org/images/comprofiler/avatar/252513/1219323770.gif http://dailystrength.org/people/252513 http://dailystrength.org/people/252513/journal/1246764 It went very well  I am superglued closed to let the inner stitches heal  but for the most part feeling good ... Got the Painkiller hangover this morning ..... I am gonna see if I can go a little bit without it to clear my head up  I had so many different drugs going thru me yesterday... Fri, 15 Aug 2008 09:08:11 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/252513/journal/1238704 OK lest start with Thursday night ,...... I just got this Dell in Feb and I know my teenager has been screwing around EVEN THO I TOLD HIM HANDS OFF  and I was up till 3 am in ther morning trying to figure out what the he did ... I was sooooo angry..... Not to mention I had a all day audit to ha... Sun, 10 Aug 2008 21:33:46 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/252513/journal/1231686 The countdown has began... 3 full work days left before I am off on medical leave .......  6 more days till surgery.... I have kinda stopped my lexapro and ativan till after the surgery even tho noone told me too I just dont feel comfortable having all those drugs in me at once .... So my emont... Wed, 06 Aug 2008 21:32:39 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/252513/journal/1225183  OK you all I have 10 more days till I have the DREADED ... BUT NEEDED the rrelieve surgery ...... Tommorow I have to deal with the BOSS from Hell and I hope he is on the UP side of his BIPOLARNESS...... I will be off work for 8 weeks and cut open like a can of sardines ..... LEG Proped up in t... Sun, 03 Aug 2008 08:22:18 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/252513/journal/1222333 Fri, 01 Aug 2008 10:57:17 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/252513/journal/1219449 Well I have not posted since the whole EX Drama .. So I thought I would update you all ...... I did get in contact with his new wifes brother ( he called me on my cell)  I told him I have all the police reports and divorce papers.... I told him I would fax them to him today. I went to work made... Wed, 30 Jul 2008 20:19:18 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/252513/journal/1211445 You know when you have to dig stuff up from the bottom of your gutt it HURTS ....My 2nd husband ( I use that term lightly) and I got a divorce in 2003 after almost 5 years of hell that man put me under.... He was label by mu own therpist a PYSCOPATH. For 4 years he presueded doctors, some family mem... Sat, 26 Jul 2008 12:00:51 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/252513/journal/1209735 I am just sooooooo tired....... I feel like a am running in quacksand and not getting anywhere... I know that depression can do this BUT I AM TIRED TIRED ..... I feel like I could sleep for a whole month and not be bothered. I have been on such a cloud nine even with all the stress and crap.... I th... Fri, 25 Jul 2008 11:36:08 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/252513/journal/1204826 Yep I am still in the green zone..... Went to the therpist today and get to wait for 2 weeks to see him YEA.  I have the Biopsy on my overies on Thursday a little stressed but gald I am geeting all my medical taken care off ... even if its all at once The Plsatic Surgeon on Friday ... will be t... Tue, 22 Jul 2008 21:39:50 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/252513/journal/1198840 I have had a really good day today even made dinner ... Sometimes we need a kick in the pants to go and do something we are not really into.  Thanks to a few Wonderful friends ..... You know who you are :) you gave me the kick i needed to get my butt out the door to that wedding ..... OK the we... Sat, 19 Jul 2008 20:31:28 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/252513/journal/1197012 Well a good bit of news .... I went to the doctor today and took all my medication I have been n for HS and slapped it on the tabl. I took all the information of others that have had the surgery i so depseratly need and MADE Him look at it... I am very lucky to have a PCP doctor that is very underst... Fri, 18 Jul 2008 18:06:46 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/252513/journal/1193753 Just making day by day ... 2 more days and the asshole from hell will be on his way to china ... and I will breathing a sigh of relief for 2 weeks I go to my regular doctor tommorow and should hopefully have a plan for the HS surgery.... Cross your fingers  Next week I have to have my biopsy on... Thu, 17 Jul 2008 06:41:50 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/252513/journal/1187104 Ok alot of you know the health problems I am going thru and working full time on top of it.  And you know about the boss from hell. He started in on me today again. I forgot to put in outlook calender my therepy appt in the morning ...... HE KNOWS I have that every week BUT he just had to comme... Mon, 14 Jul 2008 07:00:54 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/252513/journal/1184859 Ok for those of you that dont know whats going on with me I have Hidradenitis Suppurtiva It is a rare skin disorder that is NOT curable But can sometimes be maintianed It is not caused by SHAVING or being DIRTY or wearing THONGS. Just to make this clear.... So my gp dxed me with this almost 3 years ... Sun, 13 Jul 2008 00:33:13 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/252513/journal/1166289 To all my freinds here on DS I want to wish you all a wonderful holiday!!!! I have done so much today that I just cant believe it :)  I have cleaned every inch of my house did all the laundry washed the dog and got most of my caking done for tommorw ... It has been the most wonderful day off I ... Fri, 04 Jul 2008 01:03:13 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/252513/journal/1160504 Well the virdict is in after two opinions it looks like I will be seeing the plastic surgeon afterall the lesion is too big and too deep and they are going to have to skin graft to be able to remove it all I am gonna have a scar the size of montana on a area that should not be scarred .... Well thos... Tue, 01 Jul 2008 17:38:06 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/252513/journal/1154617  dont want any sympathy or I am not looking for hugs and stuff I just wanted to let every one know that I am a total failure to all my friends and family Last night I decided I needed to go out and try to be around my husband and people ...Knowing I shouldnt drink on my meds didnt stop me. I we... Sat, 28 Jun 2008 23:30:10 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/252513/journal/1148136 Well Tommorow I go back to the GP doctor and get put on lexapro full time now that the trail of 6 weeks is over  I am still waiting for the dermotolgist  (sp) to call I should hear tommow or friday when I go see the Surgeon about my HS. I had to leave work early today becauase it had ruptu... Thu, 26 Jun 2008 00:13:48 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/252513/journal/1139908 Ok I have cleaned the whole house even tho I feel like curling up in a ball and sleeping the day away But I decided I needed to get off my ass and have husband mom and dad over for dinner since he forgot to call his dad on fathers day I am still feeling shaky and just general BLAH the work issues th... Sun, 22 Jun 2008 15:34:33 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/252513/journal/1134897 Even tho I dont know whats gonna happen at work I am soooooo glad its FRIDAY. I am going to the dermo docctor today to finally take care of a problem I have had for 2 years and refused to get help for it since I might not have insurance soon I figure I better get all I can get done Fri, 20 Jun 2008 06:34:35 +0100