hillarycm123's Journal - DailyStrength Keep a personal wellness journal on DailyStrength to track your health and communicate with friends. http://dailystrength.org/people/252280/journal Wed, 20 Aug 2008 16:57:48 +0100 DailyStrength RSS 0.11.3.0.6833 (FeedCreator 1.7.2) http://dailystrength.org/images/comprofiler/avatar/252280/1213247299.jpg hillarycm123's Avatar http://dailystrength.org/people/252280 hillarycm123's entry on 08/16/2008 07:06 http://dailystrength.org/people/252280/journal/1249126 HORRIBLE!!! KILL ME NOW!!! my fucking wrist is throbbing....... ='[ Sat, 16 Aug 2008 19:06:32 +0100 hillarycm123's entry on 08/10/2008 12:41 http://dailystrength.org/people/252280/journal/1237943 i hole inside of me...some things missing...what is it?! ='[  idk.... Sun, 10 Aug 2008 12:41:30 +0100 hillarycm123's entry on 08/10/2008 12:27 http://dailystrength.org/people/252280/journal/1237929 bleeding on the inside....soon to b on the outside.... Sun, 10 Aug 2008 12:27:57 +0100 hillarycm123's entry on 08/10/2008 12:23 http://dailystrength.org/people/252280/journal/1237922 My brother came home on wednesday.....hes doing so much better.....i should b happy...i feel like crap...i haven't cut in 3 days....i want to so bad.. ='[ Sun, 10 Aug 2008 12:23:56 +0100 hillarycm123's entry on 08/02/2008 11:31 http://dailystrength.org/people/252280/journal/1224022 i get to go home from my dads house tonight!!!! :P :P :P Sat, 02 Aug 2008 11:31:23 +0100 hillarycm123's entry on 08/02/2008 11:29 http://dailystrength.org/people/252280/journal/1224018 i got BREAKING DAWN!!!!!!!! OMG!!!!! Sat, 02 Aug 2008 11:29:46 +0100 hillarycm123's entry on 08/01/2008 10:53 http://dailystrength.org/people/252280/journal/1222323 someone kill me! ='[ Fri, 01 Aug 2008 10:53:56 +0100 hillarycm123's entry on 07/22/2008 10:32 http://dailystrength.org/people/252280/journal/1204921  this situation with my brother is sooo fucked up!!!!! my dad is such a fucking bastard! he dosen't even care that his son is fucking dying!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  why the FUCK! ??? Tue, 22 Jul 2008 22:32:01 +0100 hillarycm123's entry on 07/21/2008 08:46 http://dailystrength.org/people/252280/journal/1202685 I'm doing rllllllyyyyy bad today.....randomly breaking into tears all day long.....just, cutting, cutting, cutting, worse than i ever have.....im gonna go lock myself in a dark room for a while.... Mon, 21 Jul 2008 20:46:13 +0100 hillarycm123's entry on 07/21/2008 12:48 http://dailystrength.org/people/252280/journal/1201859 "For what you do unto the least of theses, you do unto me"-Jesus Mon, 21 Jul 2008 12:48:50 +0100 hillarycm123's entry on 07/12/2008 08:11 http://dailystrength.org/people/252280/journal/1184478 SO HUNGRY!!!! can't eat..... Sat, 12 Jul 2008 20:11:47 +0100 hillarycm123's entry on 07/10/2008 03:42 http://dailystrength.org/people/252280/journal/1179952 going swimming with Hayley, my friend....should b fun, i guess...the waters gonna b freezing!!! Thu, 10 Jul 2008 15:42:59 +0100 hillarycm123's entry on 07/09/2008 11:23 http://dailystrength.org/people/252280/journal/1178535 U were always goneU never calledi was left alonehere in the coldu scared meall the timei don't know who u rbecuz ur bottled up insidein many ways we're differentbut im some we r the samelike when someone says im sickand i point at u and blamei cried myself to sleepalmost every nightthinking ... Wed, 09 Jul 2008 23:23:58 +0100 hillarycm123's entry on 07/04/2008 12:33 http://dailystrength.org/people/252280/journal/1167084 I slipped! god, i have no self control!!! Fri, 04 Jul 2008 12:33:45 +0100 hillarycm123's entry on 06/28/2008 02:05 http://dailystrength.org/people/252280/journal/1153781 Im not eating today, OR EVER! i ate way too much yesterday! i want to throw it all up..i feel sick just thinking about eating...UGH! Sat, 28 Jun 2008 14:05:31 +0100 hillarycm123's entry on 06/28/2008 12:11 http://dailystrength.org/people/252280/journal/1153614 I'm tired, i want to go back to bed, but im babysitting, im sooooo tired....didn't sleep AT ALL last night, stupid dog..ugh... Sat, 28 Jun 2008 12:11:51 +0100 hillarycm123's entry on 06/28/2008 01:01 http://dailystrength.org/people/252280/journal/1152906 i can't accept the fact that in 2 weeks my brother could b dead...i want to just cry and never stop...i want 2 cut away the pain that i feel every fucking day....and even if he survives, he may only have 6 months or 2 yrs at the most...i can't deal with that...i don't want 2 live in a wo... Sat, 28 Jun 2008 01:01:30 +0100 hillarycm123's entry on 06/27/2008 09:31 http://dailystrength.org/people/252280/journal/1152551 or an aneixty attack, idk...i need to calm down. Fri, 27 Jun 2008 21:31:28 +0100 hillarycm123's entry on 06/27/2008 09:31 http://dailystrength.org/people/252280/journal/1152549 I'm soooo stressed out! OMFG!!!! idk what to do! Fri, 27 Jun 2008 21:31:00 +0100 hillarycm123's entry on 06/27/2008 07:58 http://dailystrength.org/people/252280/journal/1152402 I feel like shit today...and i just wanna sleep all day...and pretend nothing is going wrong......and idk why this writing is so small...ugh.. Fri, 27 Jun 2008 19:58:15 +0100