Keep a personal wellness journal on DailyStrength to track your health and communicate with friends. http://dailystrength.org/people/250429/journal Sun, 12 Oct 2008 06:10:45 +0100 DailyStrength RSS 0.11.3.0.6833 (FeedCreator 1.7.2) http://dailystrength.org/images/comprofiler/avatar/250429/1213246993.jpg http://dailystrength.org/people/250429 http://dailystrength.org/people/250429/journal/1316853 I might need to go to the hospital tomorrow. I have been have extreme pressure and pain on my head, my neck, and my chest. I have been ignoring the symptoms. On Thursday I had that pain and I checked my blood pressure it was at 189/87 that was high and thats after it started feeling a little bit bet... Sun, 28 Sep 2008 01:29:09 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/250429/journal/1312314 I wasn't feeling, well today or so it might have been due to the fact that I had taken a shower at night, and decided on running to another town. I woke up feeling feverish,tired, and weak, and I don't know why I felt that way. Another thing is that I've been feeling more and more d... Wed, 24 Sep 2008 23:24:25 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/250429/journal/1293663 My body is tired, I'm going to sleep early tonight. Hope everyone is doing great! Fri, 12 Sep 2008 23:48:43 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/250429/journal/1287194 The painkiller I thinlk is actually like a tranquilizer, and man it relaxs me, in the idea that I'm not so anxious like I usually am. I was actually able not to be depressed about what I weigh. Maybe if I take one in the morning, then I won't binge and therefore won't purge. I want ... Mon, 08 Sep 2008 23:37:40 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/250429/journal/1285515 Today I felt like crap, my legs were going numb like I would pass out, and my body started shaking, so I ate. I think I was dehydrated, but I ate just to make sure I'm not becoming hypoglycemic. After work I had to go down 72 steps and I didn't rush down them like I usually ,do. Then I sat d... Sun, 07 Sep 2008 23:30:46 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/250429/journal/1284133 I saw someone that reminded me of someone I once knew. It was this person that wasn't there for me during the time of the rape when I asked her help. It's funny how you blame yourself for other people not being there. "Oh she probably thought I was lying."  I probably messed u... Sun, 07 Sep 2008 00:31:53 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/250429/journal/1281052 I've been bingeing like crazy lately, and then I get so pissed at myself for gaining so much weight. I wasn't too happy with the response from the eating disorder nutritionist, I don't know if she can even help me. I have no self control, and the eating disorder is the only thing and the... Thu, 04 Sep 2008 23:39:32 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/250429/journal/1277653 Have you ever been scared that what you are doing is affecting someone you care about? Someone I work with used to have an eating disorder, and today I saw her take a bite out of a granola bar and hide it real quick. I really look up to her, and I think she's a wonderful person, smart, kind, and... Wed, 03 Sep 2008 00:05:47 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/250429/journal/1277652 Have you ever been scared that what you are doing is affecting someone you care about? Someone I work with used to have an eating disorder, and today I saw her take a bite out of a granola bar and hide it real quick. I really look up to her, and I think she's a wonderful person, smart, kind, and... Wed, 03 Sep 2008 00:05:36 +0100