Keep a personal wellness journal on DailyStrength to track your health and communicate with friends. http://dailystrength.org/people/249431/journal Wed, 20 Aug 2008 16:51:24 +0100 DailyStrength RSS 0.11.3.0.6833 (FeedCreator 1.7.2) http://dailystrength.org/images/comprofiler/avatar/249431/1213248161.jpg http://dailystrength.org/people/249431 http://dailystrength.org/people/249431/journal/1088920 When will all of this stop, who can i turn to, does anyone love me,I have noone and nothing, I just want to be happy,Sadly i dont even know thats possible Fri, 30 May 2008 18:41:08 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/249431/journal/1064099 Im lossing it. I hate where im livin. It suck cause i thought that this would be the best place for me to come to get on my feet, but while im here i have to take care of everyone but me. This is my family there the ones who are supossed to understand. UGH! I hate this shit. Im about to just live ou... Mon, 19 May 2008 19:50:33 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/249431/journal/1061589 So i got all upset over nothing. Im not going to go see my brother untill next weekend. So now i have some time to think over how i feel about it. So today i got to spend some time with me annd my boyfriend and im so excited! We live together so we see each other sll the time but not lke today. We j... Sun, 18 May 2008 19:03:17 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/249431/journal/1061397 I guess thats a good start at least. I woke up on my own this morning, i felt like crap though. Today I have to fake it again, My brother has a timed release from juvinal hall and my parents want me to be there. Of course i want to see my brother i love and miss him. But on the other hand hes got a ... Sun, 18 May 2008 17:21:55 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/249431/journal/1059404 So today started out with a bang. I got woke up this morningat like 3:30am to a big camotion and emt's and ambulance staff. Come to find out, my grandma, whom i live with, Overdosed on like 6 different medications. She wasnt responding to my grandpa and was falling all over the pl... Sat, 17 May 2008 17:17:23 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/249431/journal/1058215 Tonight has been a little bit better. Been tlking to some potential friends, which has really helped out. Im really trying to stay possitive but its a lot harder than it sounds. It really sucks when the whole universe is working against you. idk maybe tomorrow will be a better day... Sat, 17 May 2008 00:56:26 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/249431/journal/1057279 Omg im going crazy. all i do everyday is take care of everyone else. i dont even have time for me, to heal or scream or whatever else i need to do. Noone in my life understands all the things i go through. Im in terrible pain everytday and ontop of that IM LOSING MY MIND! Im not sleeping well (nighm... Fri, 16 May 2008 16:57:18 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/249431/journal/1052301 Things have been getting really hard lately. I cant sleep at night but i never want to get out of bed during the day. i cant keep up with whats going on inm my head. there is so much to do, so much expected. ive been losing my temper left an right, at myself and everyone else. pretty soon noone is g... Wed, 14 May 2008 19:53:22 +0100