Keep a personal wellness journal on DailyStrength to track your health and communicate with friends. http://dailystrength.org/people/246783/journal Fri, 05 Sep 2008 08:59:45 +0100 DailyStrength RSS 0.11.3.0.6833 (FeedCreator 1.7.2) http://dailystrength.org/images/comprofiler/avatar/246783/1213249316.jpg http://dailystrength.org/people/246783 http://dailystrength.org/people/246783/journal/1138155 Sat, 21 Jun 2008 17:37:34 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/246783/journal/1092764 The 1st of June 2008 I can not belive  we are in June already where is the year going. Well today i have been a little bit better i am still bad but a little is better then nothing. I have felt like cutting but i have not it has been hard, i have hit the wall and burised my hand ... Sun, 01 Jun 2008 19:36:35 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/246783/journal/1092675 I have made a pact not to cut at least in till tomorrow night. We are going to talk again tomorrow     Sun, 01 Jun 2008 18:36:35 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/246783/journal/1090773 The 31st of May 2008 Well today has been a good and bad day. Lets start with the bad, I have just come out of hospital I had to go in last night because i passed out my blood presure was to high and i was stessed out so much that it all got to much for my body.I have cut myself again today... Sat, 31 May 2008 17:57:50 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/246783/journal/1088310 The 30th of May 2008 Well i am still haveing a bad day. I saw my counceller today it went well it did hel, he is worried about me and he has talked to my doctor they are bothing keepin an eye on me. I told him everything and they are both thinking about ideas to help me. I can no... Fri, 30 May 2008 13:19:31 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/246783/journal/1086745 The 30th of may 2008 It has been a bad night tonight. My mam has been on at me again ad she has said things that has hurt me she said i brought lit on myself and that my dad did nothing wrong and that she does not love me anymore, she is disapported in me and i have let her down and that i... Thu, 29 May 2008 19:49:53 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/246783/journal/1085343 The 29th of may 2008. Well yesterday was so hard and stessful but I am pround of myself for getting though it. Today was the first time well for as long as can remember that I woke up in a little tiny bit happier mood. I have not had a lot of sleep last night because of my mam. ... Thu, 29 May 2008 07:55:02 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/246783/journal/1083630 The 28th of may 2088. Well the court case is over and my dad got a two year suspended sentence and he has to see a counseler he has also got to keep away from me. I am not happy with the result but there is nothing i can do about it. The only way i can win now is to get on with my lif... Wed, 28 May 2008 13:46:29 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/246783/journal/1081214 26th of may 2008 i have got my count case date though for my case against my dad. it is tomorrow afternoon. i am so scared i have to stand up i tell them everything. mollyee  Tue, 27 May 2008 14:39:29 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/246783/journal/1076681 The 25th of May 2008 Sorry i have not been kepping you up to date but i have been put on new pain killers and they are knocking me out. I have been put on the pain killers because of a problem with my leg and because i took a tumble down the stairs and i bruised my rib cage.  Sun, 25 May 2008 11:51:05 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/246783/journal/1061753 The 19th of May 2008  I am still not doing great, my mam is still going on at me and the rest of my family are in shock and they do not want to see me right now. I have cut myself twice today and got things ready to end my life once I stopped myself. I feel like I am dieing insid... Sun, 18 May 2008 20:24:09 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/246783/journal/1059529 The 17th of May 2008. I am not doing good today, My mam is trying to get me to drop the changes against my dad, she is making my life hell right now. She does not seem to understand that I need to do this for me and for my safety. I don't see anything to life for at the moment, al... Sat, 17 May 2008 18:43:34 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/246783/journal/1051458 14/05/08 Today I had to go back to the police staion to confurm that i wanted to carry on with the case, I am carrying on with my case against my dad, Even though my mam is still not talking to me.I now know I am doing the right thing. I still fell numb and scared and shaken and still feel... Wed, 14 May 2008 12:59:37 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/246783/journal/1044768 11/05/2008 Well tody is my birthday and the morning was lovely it was me, my mam, my sister and my niece I got some lovely cards and gifts. In the afternoon it all changed my dad came around with a birthday card and when I told him I did not want him anywhere near me he pinned me against t... Sun, 11 May 2008 18:25:04 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/246783/journal/1042952 10/052008 My dad came round to day it is the first time I have seen him since I came out of Hospial on Tuesday after he raped me on Monday. I fell so angry, upset, lonely and I have not stopped crying.I also feel dad inside and that I don't see anything to live for. He came to say... Sat, 10 May 2008 19:55:23 +0100