Keep a personal wellness journal on DailyStrength to track your health and communicate with friends. http://dailystrength.org/people/245075/journal Fri, 25 Jul 2008 20:22:41 +0100 DailyStrength RSS 0.11.3.0.6833 (FeedCreator 1.7.2) http://dailystrength.org/images/comprofiler/avatar/245075/1213296391.jpg http://dailystrength.org/people/245075 http://dailystrength.org/people/245075/journal/1038926 I'm exhausted. Do you know what it feels like to be so sleepy damn but completely unable to get to sleep? It's killing me. I'm being forced to go to school tomorrow, but they just don't understand how hard it is for me to wake up in the morning and get there. I take the bus at 8 am. ... Thu, 08 May 2008 22:08:08 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/245075/journal/1038921 I have it in my hand, the razor. I dont know what to do with it. I dont know why I've come back down to this. I feel like screaming and just throwing it away, but it is like it can't leave my hand. Like I have to hurt myself. It will make me feel better. But for how long? A few hours? A day?... Thu, 08 May 2008 22:04:36 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/245075/journal/1036304 finally, I had gotten better. I stopped for about two weeks. but I started again today. And once I start I cannot stop. I have a bag full in my room and I have no idea of what to do with it. honestly, I am the stupidest person on this planet. Wed, 07 May 2008 21:24:03 +0100