preshuz89's Journal - DailyStrength Keep a personal wellness journal on DailyStrength to track your health and communicate with friends. http://dailystrength.org/people/243104/journal Thu, 24 Jul 2008 15:54:31 +0100 DailyStrength RSS 0.11.3.0.6833 (FeedCreator 1.7.2) http://dailystrength.org/images/comprofiler/female.gif preshuz89's Avatar http://dailystrength.org/people/243104 preshuz89's entry on 05/24/2008 03:01 http://dailystrength.org/people/243104/journal/1074449 I just got back from his house.. my ex. How quickly things have changed. It was so nice to see his family again though, it felt like it had been a lifetime!! God, I missed them. We're such good friends now it's as if nothing ever happened.. He hasn't even drank since we've been talki... Sat, 24 May 2008 03:01:40 +0100 preshuz89's entry on 05/09/2008 08:40 http://dailystrength.org/people/243104/journal/1041141 I called him from the island. He answered. Now he's more mad at me than I was at him..I just don't understand. He says he's mad cause I said I wasn't ready to stay friends yet..I missed him so much and thought we could try being friends.. but now he's mad that I said no and doesn... Fri, 09 May 2008 20:40:20 +0100 preshuz89's entry on 05/08/2008 11:53 http://dailystrength.org/people/243104/journal/1039113 FUCK! I texted him! I don't get it!! WHY!? WHY did I do it!? Today I went with a friend to his school because she needed to sign up for some classes.. I was so scared I might see him!We were sitting in this room and I heard his voice right beside us, thank God he didn't come in that roo... Thu, 08 May 2008 23:53:53 +0100 preshuz89's entry on 05/08/2008 05:05 http://dailystrength.org/people/243104/journal/1036946 Wow. In just one day I managed to see so many people I hadn't seen in YEARS, literally. I never realized just how much time I was spending with my ex until now! I would plan my whole schedule around him! I'd leave my friends early to make sure I was home for him! And WHY!? Definitely no... Thu, 08 May 2008 05:05:22 +0100 preshuz89's entry on 05/07/2008 12:09 http://dailystrength.org/people/243104/journal/1035129 A friend of mine wrote this. I thought it was really good soo, I stole it!! So, life can be a bitch sometimes.Life can slap you in the face.Life can screw you over so much you want to die.Yet, we were put here for a reason.I've realized in the past month, lifes worth living.Although you mig... Wed, 07 May 2008 12:09:20 +0100 preshuz89's entry on 05/07/2008 01:10 http://dailystrength.org/people/243104/journal/1034234 Wed, 07 May 2008 01:10:39 +0100 preshuz89's entry on 05/06/2008 11:50 http://dailystrength.org/people/243104/journal/1034108  So. We finally ended our relationship last night. At least now I won't have to sit at home on nights when he decides to go out drinking and worry him all night. At least now I won't have to babysit him when he has too much to drink. I really do miss him already though.. but I know it... Tue, 06 May 2008 23:50:17 +0100