Keep a personal wellness journal on DailyStrength to track your health and communicate with friends. http://dailystrength.org/people/242107/journal Thu, 21 Aug 2008 20:28:22 +0100 DailyStrength RSS 0.11.3.0.6833 (FeedCreator 1.7.2) http://dailystrength.org/images/comprofiler/avatar/242107/1217996276.jpg http://dailystrength.org/people/242107 http://dailystrength.org/people/242107/journal/1246352 a while ago, a friend of mine was dating this guy. and we all hung out together. thats how i met brad.hes 21 in january and im 19 as of this past july.we started talking again after growing out of that group of friends, and he invited me over one night for some beers with him and his buddy who I kne... Fri, 15 Aug 2008 00:01:38 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/242107/journal/1169847 well.those 4 teens who got in an accident, and two of them died. one of the ones who died, their girlfriend ran in front of a truck on the highway by my town. one month later.i feel so awful for this group of friends, particularly my friend from work who has taken a lot of time off work in the past ... Sun, 06 Jul 2008 01:09:31 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/242107/journal/1161372 i found myself in a moshpit tonight, jammin to illscarlett AGAIN!.. celebratin bein CANADIAN!we totally blazed our joint that we pre-rolled during "mary jane" - their second last song. and everybody was lookin at us funny hahaha we were like what?! its what their singin about!!afterwards m... Wed, 02 Jul 2008 01:04:22 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/242107/journal/1149623 my middle brother .. i hate him.he's the cockiest person i know. he's so full of himself, and he says he's joking.. but he does it all the time.ugh. i cant stand him.today he got mad at me because yesterday my dad caught me smokin a joint in the hottub. he said "i thought i told all... Thu, 26 Jun 2008 16:33:40 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/242107/journal/1145778 i have three brothers;1-the drug dealer2-the valedictorian3-the student of excellence...whoami?  Wed, 25 Jun 2008 00:38:59 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/242107/journal/1124754 should i temporarily say i hate my mom and dad?my dad is the worst.he is so opiniated.. and thinks all suicidal people are selfish, and the pain that they go through is self-inflicted. he sticks up for my mom and just adds his 2 cents in everytime something goes out of control.. like "your atti... Sun, 15 Jun 2008 22:57:23 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/242107/journal/1108361 if i could kill anyone i wantedi would kill those who have hurt meemotionallyphysicallymentallyi would kill those who broke my hearti would kill those who embaressed mei would kill those who ignored mewho hated mewho betrayed mewho forgot about mei would kill those who fucked up my lifethe root of t... Sun, 08 Jun 2008 17:58:32 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/242107/journal/1108125 why cant my mom get it through her fucking head that i am not goin to get another job..i worked fucking hrd at school to get an assessment done.. to find out i had a learning disability... and to put strategies in place.. and i still came out on top.. getting a 70.25 average.. so im on probation to ... Sun, 08 Jun 2008 15:12:57 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/242107/journal/1104962 why is my mom such a bitch!i just look at her sometimes and think wow.. you're incredibly snotty and just have such an attitude.. and that must be where i get my attitudecuz i dont give a fuck anymoretheyre so controllinglast night i snuck out of the house for the first time ever and went to jus... Fri, 06 Jun 2008 21:04:32 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/242107/journal/1081594 my small hometown is home of young deaths, once again.4 kids.. approaching their prom next week all in a car accident, 2 dead, 2 injured ..just goes to show how shitty our town isin 2006, it was a hit&run accident of a classmate of mine, and a construction accident of a guy not too much older.. ... Tue, 27 May 2008 17:36:55 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/242107/journal/1073813 why does life suck so bad?? but then its fuckin sweet the next..its like.. when im high, all my problems float away.. and im calm.but then any issue with my parents takes me over.. and i see the world in such a completely different way.. and i hate life. and i hate them. and nobody likes me. and im ... Fri, 23 May 2008 19:45:26 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/242107/journal/1066897 soo i quit working at the fitness center where i had been workin since 2006.. i quit once before, because my boss didnt believe i was in a car accident, and then i ended up coming back and working things out, because it was a real struggle to find another jobthis time around, i feel so disrespected.... Tue, 20 May 2008 21:51:47 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/242107/journal/1057422 why does my mom live her life so tight-ass.. its like she needs to have everything her way, she needs that structure.. and nothing else mtters.like today she got mad cuz she emptied out a pop can and found a cigarette butt in the sink and got mad at me and told me not to have my friends smoke on our... Fri, 16 May 2008 18:00:59 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/242107/journal/1036223 How pissed am I right now.So I come home from work, haven't eaten all day - cuz I'm doing the whole anorexic deal.My brother has pizzas from wherever sitten on the table for the fam.So I dig in.. and soon enough I eat 5 slices.Im not even fat. I was just so hungry.So my cocky older brother w... Wed, 07 May 2008 20:33:04 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/242107/journal/1031491 i just want to be loved.i feel like past loves keep coming up and slapping me in the face.no guy around my age wants a relationship.they all want action .. and im okay with that, but im the type who wants commitment.id give them all the action they needed, as long as they gave me what i wanted.love.... Mon, 05 May 2008 23:13:16 +0100