heetman's Journal - DailyStrength Keep a personal wellness journal on DailyStrength to track your health and communicate with friends. http://dailystrength.org/people/241636/journal Thu, 21 Aug 2008 03:26:34 +0100 DailyStrength RSS 0.11.3.0.6833 (FeedCreator 1.7.2) http://dailystrength.org/images/comprofiler/avatar/241636/1213253819.jpg heetman's Avatar http://dailystrength.org/people/241636 heetman's entry on 05/16/2008 08:24 http://dailystrength.org/people/241636/journal/1056191 I went to the docter because I can not feel my ring finger or pinky in either hand. The good news is that I am not diabetic. The bad news is that it is a pinched nerve in my elbow and I need to have surgery done that may or may not restore the feeling. The date set is May 29th and will consist of a ... Fri, 16 May 2008 08:24:20 +0100 heetman's entry on 05/10/2008 03:13 http://dailystrength.org/people/241636/journal/1042507 Day One on Celexa. Half dose for the first week. I know it is not to kick in yet. But still, it is a start. Bad day, but a start. I will guess it puts me 35% to my goal of getting started. Now if I could figure out how to be a good friend on DS...... Sat, 10 May 2008 15:13:22 +0100 heetman's entry on 05/06/2008 11:01 http://dailystrength.org/people/241636/journal/1032425 Tue, 06 May 2008 11:01:51 +0100 heetman's entry on 05/05/2008 11:51 http://dailystrength.org/people/241636/journal/1030033 I made an appt. with my General Docter to talk to him about my mental issues. I am going to try to get him to approve a referal to a Psych. Friday is my appt. Mon, 05 May 2008 11:51:39 +0100 heetman's entry on 05/05/2008 08:00 http://dailystrength.org/people/241636/journal/1029543 I spent Thursday night through Saturday Morning really angry and lashing out. Saturday morning I began to calm down and by Sunday Morning it was like Song of the South and Zippidee Do Da! What the heck?! I mean, What was that? What happened? But since I have been listening and talking to some p... Mon, 05 May 2008 08:00:08 +0100 heetman's entry on 05/04/2008 03:01 http://dailystrength.org/people/241636/journal/1027217 Being on this site and joining in, I feel a little better knowing I am not alone in this struggle. Sun, 04 May 2008 03:01:38 +0100 heetman's entry on 05/04/2008 02:11 http://dailystrength.org/people/241636/journal/1027173 Here's the deal. I may be bi-polar. I don't know for sure but I think I am. I destroy the people around me when I get into 'one of my moods". When I am in that place I think that I need to be angry so that I can protect myself. Afterwards, I see that I was only hurt by myself. When ... Sun, 04 May 2008 02:11:08 +0100