Keep a personal wellness journal on DailyStrength to track your health and communicate with friends. http://dailystrength.org/people/240749/journal Sun, 12 Oct 2008 06:19:17 +0100 DailyStrength RSS 0.11.3.0.6833 (FeedCreator 1.7.2) http://dailystrength.org/images/comprofiler/avatar/gallery/pinkflower.gif http://dailystrength.org/people/240749 http://dailystrength.org/people/240749/journal/1271539 Still going strong and feeling good! Day 7!  Fri, 29 Aug 2008 23:26:52 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/240749/journal/1262000 Today is going to be a good day! A day filled with some much needed relaxation!  Today I am back on the road to recovery, and this time around I feel stronger! No gambling, no thoughts of gambling!  Enough is enough!  Starting today I am also working towards quitting smoking!  I ... Sun, 24 Aug 2008 13:05:56 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/240749/journal/1259865 Today is another day filled with stress, regret and confusion.  Last night I broke down and went back to the casino and lost. Big suprise!  Today I am thinking about the pain that I cause my boyfriend when I make these bad decisions.  I'm not sure why he puts up with me to be hone... Fri, 22 Aug 2008 23:09:39 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/240749/journal/1062300 Today has been a rough day.. but I haven't gambled.  In fact, today has been my 17th gamble free day. Wow!  Of course, I haven't had any money from my last gambling binge..so that has helped.   Today I am feeling very irritated and annoyed by everything.  I wish I wo... Mon, 19 May 2008 01:44:26 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/240749/journal/1042696 Still going strong..yeah! Today is day 9.   This week has gone fast.  I am going to try to relax and really enjoy my weekend off. Tomorrow I will go visit Mom.  It will be a relaxing and gamble free weekend.  Sat, 10 May 2008 17:21:36 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/240749/journal/1036836 Still going strong!  Day # 6!!  Thu, 08 May 2008 02:29:25 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/240749/journal/1034277 Not a bad day today.  Only thought of gambling once, and it the thought didn't last long.  Still going strong, day 5!! The true test for me is Thursday (payday).....that has typically been my downfall day! Wed, 07 May 2008 01:42:58 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/240749/journal/1031089 Rock Bottom... well I think I have been there several times.  I have lost $4000. this month, money I don't have. I have about $16,000. in debt, mostly due to gambling.  I have hurt my relationship by borrowing money, being dishonest and doing this over and over again. Knowing that... Mon, 05 May 2008 20:08:54 +0100